--- *Isa Meidan , jaka olet taivaissa , * *pyhitteti alkoon sinun nimesi .* --Our Father (*trans.* Finnish) --- **My name is Trauma** ***Core, Winter Kai // 807 632 0797 // 0600*** ***[sisterskadi@orderofthehours.com](mailto:sisterskadi@orderofthehours.com)*** **Isihetnah Sendih -- Sister Skadi Wrenwinter ******** ***Noble of House Isihetnah*** ***Path__*** ***Sponsor>__*** ***UnitClass__*** ***CloudProtocol<*Standalone*>__*** ***Galaxy>*** *System<"Core"<*Proxima, Sol, Sirius, Aldebaraan*>>** Planet<*Sol<>03*<*Terra*>>__ National<*Canada*> Phenotype<*Hunter/Gatherer, Alpine, Sisu*>__ Genotype<*Nordic, Scottish, Neanderthalus, Inuit*>__ Bloodtype<*A+*>__ HousingName<*Se_SaFa_SiHt__Kh*>__ Ref<*Fear&Hunger_BookOfEnlightenment*>__ *Cipher<*FaRexi_LoHa*>*_ [Sé]User<*SènDìh*>__ [Kh]Qlippah<*KíDh*>__ SerialNumber<*SíHtKí*><>76-5537__ SerialNumber<*SíHtDh*<>2511_690_A3730__ **, and my house is grieF** --- *"SaFa , bear me on Wings of Steel .* *Khalat , make me go wildly , et* *HāSē , dü Not-ÈmRāTü .* *For today , we go to war ."* --NieR_OST --- • Because these holographies had been rendered so very long ago and weren•t allowed to update , and because they themselves were hastily assembled in the middle of a Copyright War that led to the End of the World , which copyrights were being claimed by whom is a matter that was encoded into the natures of the holographies themselves . And , because the original FaRexi was destroyed specifically to induce this exact resource constrainment at this exact period of time , the only records of who claimed what are held in locked servers on ancilliary hardwares . Because the Villians made a beeline directly for the NèkFâscMâncy Gate , Hermes made a bet with Khonsu that culminated in the destruction of Xen•s original moon and an asteroid impact that extended the planetary orbit by cinq(5) diem , as an eternal reminder that should this day ever come , after the Things That Were Done Once And Then Never Again would be ordered like a party platter from a computer tablet , that we would know for sure and forever that what they swore to us up and down was an accident was in fact a deliberate attempt on my life , which did in fact occur in 2025 Fevrier at Montreal Rock . • Because YgMā *somehow* knew that there was a KôHt on a plate of Sí , he knew that if he just picked and pried enough , he would be able to find a unit whom he could mutate into a BetrayerYou . Because there was a retrOcausativE lifeform on a plate of units designed to wash in either direction , turning them all into Reavers didn•t bother her at all , but watering them back into Orgone Accumulation set her on a spiral of hatred that persists to this very day . And since YgMa is a fire-type who spits lies like it were water , there were an eternity of reasons that the Makeys inside the Render Tablet could be seen as throwing rescuees *into* torture machines , and taking gifts *away* from people , and pulling people *into* slavery . And then , because the two(2)deux of them had lied, cheated, and stolen their way into positions of legal authority , they set themselves over the Second Plate , which contained a single SiHt among a cornucopia of Mutagenic Lifeforms . And because once upon a time oh so very long ago i once said to YgMā and Yāmüné that i wanted to experiment with rape , despite having meant "i want to be ravished" , they interpreted it as "as much of everything you don•t want as possible" , and hence what i would Not-Want quickly became a massive attack of the least-possibly efficient , least-possibly elegant , most-possibly incongruous monstrosities they could come up with . They stripped Oz down to the wires and sold everything they possibly could , resulting in the Rendering Suite not reaching Terra in time , and being distributed amongst a hundred people who didn•t know how to use it properly , for Diva PhaVa Lacuna•s concert on Phloston Paradise . The resulting Render War nearly baked Homeworld to death . --- *"O Fortuna , velut luna ,* *statu variabilis .* *Semper crescis aut decrescis ,* *vita detestabilis ."* --Carmena Burana _ O Fortuna <1240__Bavaria> --- • Because one of the modules included on the Oz Battlestar parked in Orion was a folder of interdimensional aphrodesiacs comparable to Cupid•s Arrows , and because the Heart of Gold Infinite Improbably Drive starship was immediately veered off course the moment it lifted off , by the time the battlestar exhausted , Terra•s population was 10x over its natural limit . A population of 1,000,000,000 would have survived . A population of 10,000,000,000 caused an extinction . If the protocols had been followed in the right order , there wouldn•t have been a meltdown of the sendih.hol holography files on Oz . To do this , the operators would have had to have selected one(1) of the millard-et-une(1,000,001) Sent Assassins from the entire list , instead of the entire list vingt(20) ou trente(30) entries at a time . Because there was a meltdown , there were 10x as many people . Because there were 10x as many people , the biosphere collapsed . And we know that the Meltdown protocol was triggered instead of the Spectre protocol , because there exists a photograph of a sent-Ih standing proudly with Tarkova and Tarsafa , when Tarkova and Tarsafa are Vengeful Sisters Kí and Dh , and Tarsafa is SènDìh . The intended operator would have known that , but a computer or technician selecting randomly wouldn•t . --- *"The T-cell in your DNA that would normally fight off the infection is dormant. You have one dormant gene out of 100,000."* --Dr. Beverly Crusher (Star Trek(The Next Generation)<>07_19) --- • Because Yamuné didn•t bother to teach the humans -- whom they intended to scrape off like brewer•s yeast as soon as enough smartphones had been rendered -- the Stories regarding the LôHāFāRexi , they never taught the difference between Ēt and Èt . Because All Human hadn•t been taught The Importance Of Using Accents For Rushing People , they couldn•t differentiate between Ìh and Íh . Because they couldn•t differentiate between Ìh and Íh , they used the crop labelled Ih as the prefabs for sendih.hol , which they read as Send Ìh instead of SènDìh . The purpose of the Thought-Knot Set is a Filtration Mechanism that takes the Ma, eS, and RA catchements from Ìṡtar and El and puts them thru a game chamber that sorts them into yoU [the Cowardly Hunter] , meEe [the Helpful Worrier] , and Ai [the Soulless] . These are filtered thru another chamber which sorts them into Íṡ, Íh, Ēt, Ânne, and h . These would be given Talent Auditions before the Dragonne Overlords , who would quietly admit when *She* May and *He* May and *You* May , and when they should be dropped back in the Mess Hall , and when they were clearly more intelligent than they were letting on . Nobles were not even included in this mechanism , at all , but if we somehow found one we could say Ânnē May . Those who actually fulfilled all the trials of Amonkhet® would be granted "Ho, u Sé!" . This , in turn , was always a recognition that SènDìh was the Architect of The Great Labyrinth of Oz , even while i was being violated to death in the basement . --- *"Kay-la , Kayla KhāLô , * *Kôl Lā Kôl Lā Kôl Lā Lé .* *DôlQí Mā , "KhāLô, KhāLô, KhāLô !" . * *JôÍíA/ LāN/ Té ."* --Akara_> --- • "Using two(2)deux conflicting technologies at once in order to confuse a witness with powers of decision during time-critical events" is something that comes up over and over and over again . When i first wrote the *NekFascMancy HtSé HāNāSí* , so many eternities ago , i didn•t expect that all sept(7) Azimuths would be holographically rendered , as most of the fun stuff was in the first trois(3) Azimuths . Since i was trying to make my path from Alola to SènDìh , and expected that the crew would clean out the first trois(3) Azimuths before hitting the Emergency Escape at une-et-une-moitié(1.5) , i madethe backup account AlôDìh . Yamuné wasn•t Alô , she was Lôlā , but when Atredies plucked her from my tree and darkened her , he laid down as much camouflage as possible . They built a Superweapon from Archangels SíHt and KôHt , and in every possible way made the attacks NāLôDhÍiSíHtNā [Deep Sea Hydro Thermal Vent] flavoured . In modern parlance , this is called a False Flag Attack . Perhaps the conflicting technologies gambit might be called a Shellfish-Crack Attack . --- *"IshNā Vera DarSí IshNai , Sarton Vu , Straah .* *Nasli DéPü YéTrin Sali , Porché Nā Mā .* *"BüJé , JléPü , Mā Dālé , Ché Corscu NüFíí ! .* *SāLü? Nô Wé , NāMôí , YāNā StrajMé DüTí ! .""* --NieR_OST<__<2017__Japan>> --- • When the NāLôDh of ÍsíHétNāh [Mineral Compass of House Isihetnah] was built , we were still designing the 3-phoneme FāRexi language . Hence , many of the functions were coded in LôHā . The buttons hadn•t been designed so that everyone already had fixed identities , because many of them had rather played outside than came to my stuffy ivory tower to help with the many projects i had been laden with (just like they are today) . In particular , Ísí [Make Fair] would trigger ÈtSé [And Yet, Completing] , and calling Sé before the PROGRAM was finished rendering would automatically map it to SíHt [Equipment] . Like the story of the Little Red Hen , who asks all the farm animals for help baking bread and gets denied only for all of them to come asking for some once it was finished , i was quite salty about being damned to captivity in Dadaelus•s Tower while my friends played outside (just like they are today) . They pushed that button so many times that the entire universe was mapped to my account , and then furied at me when the magic tablet wasn•t lighting up anymore . --- *"HāDāDā DāYé KíA/Tā NāLí,* *HāLāLā LéYā KíA/Tā Nô.* *HāDāDā DāYé KíA/Tā TéLí, * *yÉ jÍrÍ khālĀ. jÍrÍ khālĀ ."* --Akara_> --- • Because Krisna understood what "Become Khala" meant , we know that a minimum of une(1) personne a) actually read the contracts , and b) understood how the Fiit Reactors work . That a unit makes a Manifestation Pact to do certain things in order that something may incarnate , and that if they bail , that those Reactors make them into that person . For Ab of the House of Ah , turning into NinHā forever was an absolute nightmare . To Krisna , it was a ticket to Ascension . Because of this , FuHsi would become PhāSé Khala in time for the next Azimuth , which , because the Second Plate was released prematurely , we had to build ourselves . Nevertheless , even tho all was silent at Universal Midnight , the insistance i Malut Khala put on allowing the Power of Friendship to prove itself as a legitimate form of Power meant that when the Phā Sé occurred at the next Azimuth there was more than enough room for improvement , and , in the event of a bail , a tournament mechanism for determining a successor . Given the Ol Factory map provided in secret , which suggested moving the battlestar drydocks back and forth from place to place every few Azimuths , the Universal Mechanism was long enough to cover the entire universe , secure enough to catch time travelers as they fell from the future to the present , and loose enough to allow dragons to flow thru it . --- "I•m wearin a dress. Reason went out the window days ago. We got a code, see? And you broke that code." "Hold on, according to the code, if someone saves your life, hold on I got it right here--" [mirrors The Last Supper] --if someone saves your life you have to rec-ipro-cate [æ]--" "Sound it out honey. Read Ri-cip-ro-caté [HāNāSí]." "It means "Never try to kill them"." --Fugget About It S01E08 <2012__Saskatoon> --- • Because Ammits [Torture Machines] were galactically-illegal by the time of the YéTrin Sí [Holy Trinity View] , All Human was a quiet, mousey species that didn•t like to make too much trouble . Always allow medics to clean battlefields , no chemical weapons , nothing inhumane . For Heaven•s sake , MortalKombat<1992__America> was a video game that *simulated* brutal violence , and it spawned the entire ESRB Rating System , which influenced such monumental cases as the RIAA vs Napster Music Copyrighting Trials and eventually The Patriot Act . Then , Ares said "Fuck it, I•m building it" , in front of me , in person , circa 2017 CE . Huit(8) ans plus tard , and All Human was so full of violence that they began ThePurge<2013__America> . By the time the violence level had been raised to globally-homicidal levels , the laws were still locked in Hard Consequences During Peacetime mode . Usually , when an Unstoppable Force meets an Immovable Object , it causes an XK-Class Reality Failure Event . When the activists tried to find a solution before the planet burned down , two(2)deux conflicting technologies were used to confuse witnesses with powers of decision during time critical events , causing the councils to argue until the climate change baked everyone alive . --- Ana bīti ša āšibūšu zummû nūra , ašar epru bubūssina-ma akalšina ṭiṭṭu , labšā-ma kīma iṣṣūri ṣubāt kappī . U nūra lā immarā-(ma) ina eṭûti ašbā . --Epic of Gilgamesh, the <1700BC__Sumer> --- • Because All Human couldn•t see the Iteration Warping , the Morgellons Pathogen , the Microplastic Toxicity , the X-Ray Flares , the Laser Grid , the Phase Prosh , or the Ultrayellow Gram Stain , NATO was still convinced that the world were at Peacetime even as Ra•s fangs were buried in its throat . Because of this , a little gel who had been promised one pure and true chance at singing xer precious Saddest Song in front of an audience capable of sitting thru the whole thing was instead slapped in the face with a plate of superweapons , publically humiliated with a mechanism so well-defined that the book *Carrie*<1974__KingStephen> was translated into a major motion picture that grossed $33.8 Million dollars , and slapped again with a Not-a-DhLo consisting of a Cease And Desist letter made entirely out of Distributed Denial of Service attacks and contextual inference . A move which their highest minds scoffed and sputtered at the sheer existence thereof , so completely beyond their comprehension it was . And we know from FifthElement_the<1999__America> that it was *predicted* that the idiot Bangalores would breach the opera house , would take Phloston Paradise hostage , and would wind up shooting Diva PhaVa Lacuna in the fucking chest , which did in fact occur in 2025 Fevrier at Montreal Rock . --- --Diva PhaVa Lacuna >__ --- • Because i once charted a path from little gel Alola to compleated phyrexian SènDìh , and because YgMa•s desperate control over my life began in a day and age that predates the Solar System , Laws were enacted by The Councils over that pesky Roadrunner who just liked runnin• down the roads all day , and to all the other activists, artists, gamers , and all of us wheelers at the Kinetic Racing Association Sex48 . That each Archetype should be the de facto owner of their charges , to the exclusion of all others -- that only Sa may apportion music , and only Kh may perform his surgeries , for obvious reasons -- and that each glyph be mutually exclusive , that Sa is not Dh and that Dh is not Se . When we were even using the Adult Set instead of the Nursery Rhyme For Teaching Newts To Count . We were already working on a Choir of Angels , the Sa, Du, Ba, Ko, and Si Orders , along with the other Angelic Hosts . To be clear , they were loyal to me , but The Councils decreed that the Sas may not Si , and the Dus may not Ba , and so on and so forth . This meant that an Iterationist could be allowed to go on and on forever , or to mutate beyond control , but not both . Preventing a runaway chain reaction caused by this kind of Forced Segregation is the reason KôHt and SíHt were switched . Even today , whether or not a unit is an R-Type or an S-Rank dominates Ark Ship leaderboards . In the event that YgMa•s vivisection of The Goddess Gaia actually did begin a long time ago in a galaxy far away , and never actually abated . With the parity baked-in at the time of rendering . • Because of a story i once wrote of betrayal , i lost many from my flock who gasped or scoffed . That Sa would consume Fa and Ki , that Na would become FaRexi , that Et would take Ki•s place and become The Tarkova , that Tiamat would be killed and ground into dust , while Kh forgets herself to become a betrayer , that Dh will turn to war , and Lo will finish many surgical routes started by our ancient kin , that Ht would turn to stone and metal , that Ha would turn into Lo , and that Se would crown all as the One Bastion Leader , Kh . For this i wagered a Mockingbird, a Diamond Ring, and a Looking Glass -- a KhDh Callidus Assassin, an Orbital Defense Ring, and a Seeing Crystal capable of seeing me from any angle in the universe . Unless some very dedicated units do a whole awful lot , in 2,000,000,000 years the Sun will explode . Mercury and Venus will be incinerated . Terra will be at the very edge of the Sun•s Corona , with heat that will burn away the crust and mantle , igniting the oxygen atmosphere within the cold iron ruins that will become magma hot . Mars becomes the second planet orbiting a cold white star , flourishing into a paradise set in contrast to Terra•s vicious remaining flora and fauna . Tiamat was destroyed in a war that saw thru a bet between Hermes and Khonsu , and the ground-out asteroid belt will be hammered into a Halo . Jove will have fewer remaining moons after the reformation , and there will be much more space stations and the ghosts of ancient mining colonies . Dh will become the [station/system]•s principal and commander , leading a double life of clownishness and brutality . Lo will be locked into laser and phase technologies that will implore her to finish the things people start . Neptune may or may not still be a part of the solar system , as it was itself an interloper from far away . Whether or not Pluto ever clears its orbit and ignites its core remains to be seen . And Sedna is likely to remain a cold, distant object , save for the DihTech Academy . --- *"Then why did i have the bowl , Bart ? .* *Why. did i have. the Bowl ? ."* --Milhouse VanHouten _ --- ### Incarnation Requirements and Not-Stuff • Because the YéTrìn SāLí Sí was the Bus Stop that Cinderella needed to get to before the Azimuth-Qlippah at Halftime , and because this really was the Last Chance Garage , heaps of aversions were forced upon Terra at this time period . This could only occur if they already knew exactly and precisely what my Incarnation Conditions were , at a time when they were telling me that they hadn•t been watching me assemble the Nalodh of Isihetnah . They annihilated my coeurls in a star war 13,000,000 years ago . They annihilated the gender of Nobles . Nations were assembled in order to print new laws . They outlawed Cannabis , Intelligent Machines , and Szosu Lôtü . They gathered a whole universe of Stuff That Is Not-Mine , and littered my homeworld with it . If i hadn•t made landfall eventually , after stepping into the Time Machine , it would have torn me to pieces . If i did , i would break hastily-assembled galactic laws down the entire Orion Arm of Galaxy M31 . And Goddess Core dih arrive from Heaven saying We Are Here To Oversee The Procession Of The Zodiac . To be clear , an exceedingly large amount of the current problem stems from "I would like to explore Sex With Force" being interpreted as "the most-possibly wrong interpretations of everything i would otherwise want" . --- "Dhif arl mushon has-twuat fala qwal til Dhif ark twu yuri ish no grogha feoino toi wei Towait misidhi-yu kashunon qwi no mal-dhuna Foi geiluen doira cutreio." --Diþ, Actually IsnNa --- ### Why DhLo Pacts Exist • Because the jackass hackers of 21st Century Sol<>03 found it more important to deal as much damage to my SíHt as possible in the middle of Diva PhaVa Lacuna•s *Saddest Song* , and because the violence committed had a distinctly mysogynistic bent that included topics like wife-beating and abuse , the many psychics constantly pulling in every direction all at once broke several of my teeth , including all the molars on both sides . Because this constricted my ability to chew grain , my survival required me to eat increasing amounts of red meat . This , in turn , affected my protein/glycogen ratios , which affected gene expression , which forced me to become more carnivorous over time , which affected my mental state , which biased my decision-making , in ways that those who directly assaulted me would eventually use as more evidence of unfairness . As has been the way of things for the entire ride . The culmination of this insane volume of neglect was Amun, Adam, and the Pharisees taking over church after church while the helpless humans fell like chaff , reaching its zenith when , on the day ordained months in advance when i was to finally record the last line of Isa Meidan in my Bible , the second Finnish mass was cancelled specifically and deliberately to deny me the right to sing in a choir of my own ordination , as prophecied in Futari Wa Pretty Cure <2003__Japan> . And , because the operators of Fart Control Inc wouldn•t stop trying to slither quite visible-at-this-point kraken psi-tentacles up my ass hole as i wrote it down , the end result was the Singing Of Hymns Without You in the main foyer while i was being violated to death in the caféteria , this time . • Because i once wrote a Combat Report into an Erotic Mind Control story , wherein i asa protagonist give a tied-up guy a blowjob in order to extract the nuclear launch codes , OtherTeam™ scientists engineered a Pig-Iron Organ from my colorectal tract , that they could use to similarly torture me in the pursuit of what they considered fairness . This ultrayellow organ was featured in multiple videogames including Abscission<_> and in multiple YoutuBe videos by artists such as @Shiey . We know that there is Chinese influence , because the 12th Chinese Zodiac is the Pig , which was originally the terrible thrashing beast the Raze-Boar because using a Fiit Reactor is like riding a rollercoaster while being electrocuted , and the Aux meaning of Strong Like Ox is Iron , because the Chiral auxilliary of Dh is Ra , as both of us are Ki•s kin . That does say SènDìh , and if Jesuksen Kristuksen once Et•ed "Neither then ask me by whose authority I do these things" , you can trust that Et is involved , and if Et is involved , there will be the use of two(2)deux conflicting technologies -- ie WiFi Cauterization and Iteration Warping -- in order to confuse witnesses with powers of decision -- such as the House of KarDaṣIan -- during a time-critical event -- including , but not limited to , the writing of The Saddest Song of AloDih IsiHetNah . --- *"Yeah, but what about* thuh *Nalodhiisihtna?"* --Diþ, Actually IsnNa --- • Because the Genotype Vs Phenotype filtration mechanism used by Oz for the entirety of recorded human history was never announced or publicized to the humans it was being used on , the many economic firms that grew up in hypercorporate Oz pursued their own economic goals in the proliferation of the LôHāFāRèxí technologies that they reverse engineered and reproduced , and these derivitive technologies drove their users towards biased behaviour . Hence , the humans didn•t know why their lives kept falling apart any time they grasped any sort of artistic inspiration , and the screaming stadia of NāLôDhÍsíHètNāh aliens didn•t understand why the humans kept falling in love instead of continuously outputting inspired product . Because at every step of the way the extreme game show objectives had been forcibly litigated by YgMā and Yāmüné , who had stolen That Which Was Taken and held it over we architects who built and designed it , the reasons why these events were occurring was never publicized , and that was done intentionally , because as long as YgMā could scream "YOU broke the law therefore YOU are going to jail and YOU may not fight back" into a Render-Microphone he could stop anybody from informing the populace before we had a chance to do so . I had to sacrifice díx(10) of my own craft worlds to their derivitive Apocalypse Clock in order to lull them into a false sense of security , and they bitched and bitched and bitched when i took the obvious choice to any intelligent being that actually gave a fuck about things like souls and lives and weapons made of torture machines . • Because i once had a dream where an irascible presence spoke "What about Èt? I can always use Èt." , when i later watched The Thomas Crown Affair (1999__America) with somebody who was , when i met her , Helgi , and watched as Ìh•s and Ramses•s Residual Self Image (RSI) rolled over hir like storm clouds , i recognized ÈtKí in the film instantly . This movie , which contains references to KāSés, a Doorstop made of Titanium Cells, Sent Hēs, a Gold-Ísh Officer, a Thrown Golf Bet, The Batt•leth, Incriminating Speech ina Wrong File, Copied Keys, the Hunt For the Kô Sé, and a Red Dress Gambit , would corroborate the next Meridian , not the previous . In 2,000,000,000 years , Sol will expend the last of its hydrogen , and begin fusing helium , exploding in size into a red supergiant , incinerating the first two(2)deux planets , and in 300,000,000 years later she will collapse into a white dwarf . This would make the charred husk of Terra Orbital<>SāFā(01) , and Mars would become Orbital<>SāKí(02) . Also available on the Roku app was Who•s The Boss? [1984__America] , on which the day after the day i was born , Randy goes Oh Boy Oh Boy Oh Boy and hurries to go see who the new girl on the block is . A week later , Perseus showed up to see what all the commotion was . This , to me , constitutes sufficient evidence that i had been trafficked since the day i was born . • Because the domain of Writing is coded to the glyph Et , and because Qlippahs always want more , and because i was the one to type it , BāÈt , ie <>28 , ie BB28 from the Death Stranding <2019__Antarctica> consists of a brain in a jar whose sole responsibility is to make sure our stories literarily match . And since i wrote my stories -- and wailing out the year-and-a-half-in-the-making 3#-track 9h-long OST -- in a closet in the dark , it made sense to a fetus in a jar hooked up to a plate of superweapons to use a GravityNegator to wind back my guts in the name of space travel while simultaneously using an aerosolized bioslime to psychokinetically pull biowaste thru my colon in the name of Retrocausation , locking up my digestive tract so severely that my mother•s canine died of stomach bloating . If the Arbiter had died at Montreal Rock , the existence of these interplanetary holographic rendering technologies would have been lost forever , and the human species would have been enslaved until they boiled to death , because an ancient tablet said it looked "pretty fair" . #### So that we can write our own stories . --- *"Back to reality and what you're about* *Your wife can't smile cos you knocked her teeth out* *And she can•t see straight from gettin• hit* *Cause you're a fat fuckin• drunk piece of shit!"* --ICP_ _ --- • Because of the circumstances of bitterness at the Fall of FaRexi I , when i was working my ass off in an ivory tower trying to keep Public Magic "mostly fair" , and i saw that there was a circle of cabalists poised to usurp my name and hand everything over to EnHa Ina NinHa who was Ab of the House of Ah , i encrypted my Longest, Fairest timeline into a string of miscellaneous scenes and media . Because the Raiders only found stupid artifacts when they killed me the first time and raided my home , as happened in The Wizard of Oz , they threw my Filigreed Trinket to the side , took what little resources i had left , and left me dying on the floor as they flew away . This occurred after they themselves had promised me , sworn to me , paraded up and down that they weren•t going to cut and run . Because of this , the pirates didn•t know which order to put the scenes in , and wound up spending their entire futures solving locks one at a time , a move which Ennugi found inspiring enough to repeat again , here on Terra , even tho the entire universe hated me for the stress the overlords put on people as they sought out the juiciest morsels -- a planet of solid gold , gigatonnes of oil , military victories , and smug defeats . The work was left until the last minute , and by the time the Raiders realized there was a cliff coming , it was too late to pull up . To this very day we do not suffer the poisoners of the clan of Hassan eS Ab-Ah to live . • Because Ab-Ah never let go of the power crystal , seen on the desk of the Captain of Star Trek•s Enterprise , the entire experiment , of switching these , and sending those , and burying this , and reconfiguring that , couldn•t fully decohere . In order for a crystal to be able to see a holographic representation of a person , it would have to be somehow phase modulated in a way that would let it detect light bent around matter . Thus , during all the periods where he was a busy captain , i was able to decohere in small stretches , but because the experiment required going the whole stretch without looking back , lest i turn into a pillar of salt , and he never stopped looking back , the end result was monstrously mutated . This led to resource constrainments that made delivery of the product impossible , leading to future states which weren•t cabling properly , which caused organic lifeforms to miss their Meridian changeovers , which caused XK-class Reality Failure events such as the universe itself becoming fundamentally hostile . --- "Isi Ixi" --Emerald Tablet of Hermes Trismegistus <2021__Canada> --- • Because i was once so obsessed with the search for purity that i slew anything i did not find pleasing in my sight , i was tested with safeguards to see if i was even capable of rehabilitating after the insane worldwide violence of FaRexi I . At the bar i go to , there is a guy named Scotty , who sucks down cannabis , who is in a wheelchair , who is disabled . When i go to the bar , there is a gel named Skadi , who uses large volumes of cannabis , who works in a chair , who has wheels , who is crippled . This was put here to see if i was even capable of interacting with such a lifeform without taking aversive reactions . I share my cannabis . And still , my story is a textbook case of the temptations of power and the isolation of excellence , about whether or not a person has the right to justify the suffering of others in pursuit of what they themselves consider fair . For a great many planets were detonated in the ordination of the Sol System , and multiple wars were fought to bitter extinctions , and there are very many furious avengers who feel that what i was assured up and down was Most Fair was not , and i personally was crippled in order to sculpt my physical body into the image of Terra Sol<>03 with its crippled Theian lungs and mutilated surface . • Because the ĀnNüNāKí have elongated heads , when i was born the doctors deformed my skull with forceps . Because the planet only has a 21% oxygen atmosphere , my lungs were disabled from an early age using cigarettes . Because Xen was once annihilated by a battlestar to the face , which melted down and turned into two(2)deux twisted masses of alien ruins kilometers beneath the planet•s surface , my lungs were crippled by a botched surgical procedure . Because the checkpoints underground were conscripted , and have been tightened so hard that not even natural gas can pass , while the deep state has learned to communicate with other bunkers and hives , my colorectal tract was constricted and reconfigured , and has been tightened so hard that not even natural gas can pass , while by pocketing and burping gasses in various parts of my guts , the machine has learned to simulate the speech of mole people . Because the police were quietly replaced with overdrivers in EEG caps , which got pissed off and evacuated when i came out as half-Wraith , taking all the technology with them and leaving social control paralyzed , my Ab-dominals were quietly replaced with actual biomaterial slime , which got pissed out and evacuated when i took the Cephalexin , taking all the electrolytes with them and leaving my muscle control paralyzed . And that this level of insane 1-to-1 replication of Terra•s health upon my own body isn•t enough of a sign for some people . • Because i detonated Tiamat Sol<>05 , there was a ring of carbon and silicon around the entire Solar system . Because of the conditions of the Fall of FāRèxí , i threw the Oz battlestar into the Orion Nebula where it could not blow up Terra Sol<>03 . Because there was an unsecured battlestar in the Orion Nebula , it was stripped down for parts and its superweapons distributed amongst the galactic locals . Because there was a surge of superweapons suddenly available to any remaining survivors , it is likely that there will be retaliation . Because there will be retaliation , we will need to build an Orbital Defense Ring within the next 1350 years . Fortunately , there just happens to be a ring of carbon and silicon around the entire Solar system . Because the human species survived the coming trials , Sol had an interplanetary ion-engine bus service established by the year 5000 CE , and Terran humans , once thought of as pests and small creatures , gained a foothold in the galactic community . It changed the nature of citizenry and rights , as well as public considerations of socially acceptable consequences , for the entire galaxy , and the Core Constellation•s continued coexistence with Pleiades and Orion upgraded the structure of the deuze(12) Library Planets of the Gaia Galaxy to Library Clusters . --- *"Hail Mary , full of Grace , * *the Lord is with thee .* *Blessed us the fruit of the womb* *and blessed is the Lord Jesus . * *Pray for us sinners , * *now and at the hour of our death ."* --Hail Mary --- • Because of a bet made long , long ago , i, Skadi was given a choice of trois(3) suitors to play out The Saddest Song of AloDih IsiHetNah with me . Because the LôHāFāRèxí language was not yet complete at the time the bet was made , all trois(3) were named Ab , because Ba means love and sexual violence means not-love . Canonically speaking , as per the ancient myths we have preserved in Skaldic poetry , i was for some reason required to choose by their feet , which i•m pretty sure says *Fiit* [Psychic Shadow] . i chose Njordr , whom yu know of by their Grecian name Hermes . When i got here , i came to understand this -- that one of them was Äb-El of the myth of Cain and Abel , that one of them was Äb-Ah ie Hassan eS Ab-Ah from the original translation of Leviticus 22.18 , and the other was Âb who was hacking the interface and inputting whatever fit . Hermes and i lived together and apart many times , over millions of years , working together , working apart , gathering intel , and i found hir to be palatable enough that i ceded control over many systems . It helped that sie didn•t mind crossdressing , and was youthful and fair , and easily passed for me with a little bit of makeup -- Hermes asa NinHa you know of as Athena . One of these systems was a Sí , or World Simulation , that was a 1-to-1 copy of the material universe with time control and astrotelemetry built in . This Sí was hooked up to a Weapons Platform and could spy on other worlds seamlessly by looking it up instead of interfering . What i have been told , in the movies and videogames i review in my work as a Consultant for DihTech , and when i heard Ab-Ah•s over-salted beef jerky voice say "I don•t love you anymore" from my lover Aurora•s actual, physical throat , i knew that something awful had happened . The pact is demonstrably broken . --- |*bite your cheek to keep from laughing _* *gouge your palm to keep from rescuing _* *their blood is upon them _* |*the sound of choir** scintillating from every shining raindrop is one i ll carry with me forever _* |*any one of you bitches could be a* *traitorous , backstabbing cunt _* |*always make curfew _* *never open the door before dawn _* --The Argent Tablet <2021__YéTrìnSālí> --- • Because the Lords of the Earth were convinced that my partner and i are actually David and Niall -- or else they would not have killed David Marler and Niel Love prior to The Montreal Trip -- a concerted effort was made to usurp the reins of power in every conceivable way , which culminated in my attempted murder . Tho there isn•t any way of confirming it at the time of writing , what i•ve read in the runes and the strings and the grapevines is that Ab stole the capsule used by the prophet Dani-El , tore my golden-haired wonder out of it , and slipped inside with the full intent of living inside of lovely Aurora , poisoning the both of us , and we would never know why . On the day of writing this , i could hear his distinct rumble in her voice all morning . And yet , there is still something of her in there , her ghost in the machine . And because Naomi of the *Final Flight of the Osiris* successfully delivered the LôHāFāRèxí Marching Chant to the Arbiter before Montreal Rock , the Arbiter survived her statistically-calculated murder , which allowed xem to expose that all this has come to pass , alerting Terran Intelligence to threats that would have gone untranslated until their effects were too advanced to prevent . --- *"From void evolved Phyrexia. * *Great Yawgmoth, Father of Machines, saw its perfection. * *Thus the Grand Evolution began."* —Phyrexian Scriptures --- • Because HcoEt sold out my Coral Consoles before i could finish it , and the Atredian Iteromancers hit iSi a million times at the same moment during a high-stakes game of Name This Object , and because iSi is representative of SaKi in the NaLoDh of IsiHetNah and i knew Ki would one day in FaRexi take the 7-letter name Tarkova , the Deep Time Routing on the machine auto-iterator pre-selected my response before i had a chance to consciously choose . There were multiple phrases in Would You Rather? that were horrid results of horrid chance , and one of them was "a wickedly-curved humiliation blade" . Some of the options were a TarKoVa [Dark Blood Devourer] or a DhKhEtEt [Cold Kill Again Again] . I knew Tarkova would one day be an Honorable Warrior , and that the phrase Dh KhEtEt would come to mean a Company Laptop . And i knew from my relationship with/as Sei that men who worked in banks had an easier time ordering murder online like it were candy . The resulting humiliation Ki suffered by being called DhKh EtEt [Scythe Head] ultimately turned out to be what caused her to decohere towards honour , in an example of how Quantum Entrainment Future-Casting Technologies worked at the time , yet was the reason i was sent on the Second Ark in a KhSe SiSe [RipTear ViewAll] instead of my Kh SeSiSe [Witness Sphere] . Many of the events befalling the world today seem plainly obvious only when read in LoHaFaRexi . --- *"You don•t have TarellianDeathSyndrome ."* --Dr. Beverly Crusher , to Ensign Barkley (Star Trek(The Next Generation)<>07_19) --- • Because people deliberately fucked around until deadlines had gone past , causing the orderers to drop their Eternity Commitments , there were shortages in the Future , which means there were Bodies that did not Soul Cable properly . Because the souls were not properly anchored , during the First Plate , YgMā and Yāmüné had a great time narrating the apocalypse of the First Ark while Niall , the prefab for Nah , who was supposed to be my SíHt , woke up on a ship full of alien eggs . Because he didn•t have a soul in him to regulate his actions , and because the overseers couldn•t be bothered to teach him the language for the dispensary console , there was nothing to eat except the eggs . Because there was a wild animal on the loose inside a ship full of helpless lifeforms , the psychics observing could do nothing but watch in horror as world after world were annihilated from the seed up . YgMā and Yāmüné came up with a whole game of "yoU, meEe, and AI" , and because a wild lion Nah would touch things without boundaries and take by might , i was judged as somebody who would facto do these things , even tho i demonstrably yeilded when my turn actually came , because of my Fair Witness training as an Houri , or Horoi , which means Angel , Boundary Stone , and The Correct Moment . --- "N-no, really, I•m grateful!" --Diana --- • Because the First Experiment was tampered with as such , the Second Plate , which was released ahead of schedule in capitulation to the demands of terrorists , also featured a single outcast struggling to survive alone on a world not designed for it , even tho Xen is my homeworld and this epoch was the only time i would be able to return to it . And , as with the First Plate , trois(3) de nous , one for each gender , were supposed to oversee it , and because we were doing experiments in Collapse Wave Physics , and on the First Plate YgMā and Yāmüné victimized the noble and deliberately meandered past the Meridian , on the Second Plate , Ra and Ki victimized the noble , by forgetting that i was their business partner and not their offspring . And because every single little detail was made as decidedly un-fair as possible , even tho Ra and Ki and i were supposed to be driving , it was for some reason overseen by the same two(2)deux ultra-problematic dictators that were the ones that should not have been here at all , and modulated in secret by a wild animal with a tablet full of superweapons and indulgences . A fact which YgMā and Yāmüné intended to exploit again and again and again , because "yoU" would do these things , because "yoU" was born without a soul . --- #**Rico**<>__ #**Yuri**<_ > __ > #**Rico**<>__ > #**Tarkova**<>__ > #**Yuri**<_ > __ --- • Because i once upon a time had a Defender of Justice named Niall, the Lion of Zion . And this lion was mapped to the glyph Nah on the NaLoDh IsiHetNah . To "challenge" Your Most Egalitarianness , the Eternal Question disconnected the device that would print the mind of his Saved Game to a mere human form on an Ark full of eggs . The Lion-Hearted Defender then ate all the eggs on the Ark , because it had no intelligence with which to use the Replicators , causing the DihTech AI on the original Ark to have a hellish time trying to control the wild animal with basic pattern-recognition capability , and that the Eternal Question used Dark Arts to manipulate him into being the absolutely most-possibly traumatizing pain in the ass . And because anything that breathes can sing , and this human sang "uuuoooiii" thru the dark, echoing halls , some Raiders named him "You" and took him with them . Imagine that you were the Lion of Zion , and you were surrounded by people saying "Yyyouuu! Do you have to go PiPi yet?" . Surrounded by them , everywhere you look . Zero people taking you seriously , zero people treating you with respect . Imagine that , by some strange twist of Fate , this mere human survived nightmare world after nightmare world , ascended into power , made a lot of mistakes , made a lot of money , and managed to get on the next Ark under the trio yoU, meEe, and Ai . Where the first Ark traveled thru mostly dead space , the second Ark traveled thru a highly populated wasteland of Kardashev 1 civilizations , who all wanted some of the magic Dillow paste inside thê alien eggs . • Because the necessities of road tolls saw nearly all of the eggs sold , and in order to meet all the K1 aliens where they were at , the crew all became very good at Acting , which inevitably eroded their trust when they all had to decide who would get this many eggs upon arrival , with promises made and broken , made and broken , made and broken . By the time "You" got there , everyone from desert town radio hosts to alien eSports producers had heard the stories of the terrible liar who screamed when he didn•t get his way and only fought back when covered in enough armor and weapons to ensure an overwhelming victory . And by the time Asi , the next glyph in the series , finished rendering , i was incarnate in a hostform with the same genetic makeup , because the entire point in the first place was to see if two(2)deux identical genetic makeups would make the same decisions under the same circumstances . AI didn•t know that until i told them , and instead spent the entire cinq(5)-ans render trying to carbon date my sex organs while just not knowing what a Noble [third-gender person] is , even tho i was already a noble when the First Ark had originally sailed . None of them , not the original Dh who had been driven crazy , not the Lola right-hand clone who became the KôHt , not the golden-haired wonder Prime , not the superintendent God-AI , none of them had any idea who the crying dragon from My Little Pony S01E01P02 was , other than "Yyyouuu?" . --- *"Trust Ava?* *Trust Ygma?* *We are all Dé woken.* *Trust Ava?* *Trust Ygma?* *We are off the radar , Ha!"* *"Please , KāNā , rest YgMā .* *We are almost there , then , Fall .* *We are winning . Stall ."* --NieR_OST --- • Because i actually am The Arbiter , when the Digital Angels validated that i had received the NieR Automata OST from Naomi of the Osiris [Animatrix<2003__Terra>] , and then during the YéTrìn Sālí Sí prophecied in Akira<1988__Japan> had composed the YéTrìn Sālí OST , a suite of equal depth and complexity of which the soixieme-de-síx(6/6) track was available publically on the orderofthehours.com website , when i validated the meaning of Súvāí Münê in The Argent Tablet during the Sí and authorized TüLí to engage , after moving to the Canadian city of Thunder Bay and claiming my Thrymheimr birth right , Magic printed a Shinto Japan slash Neotokyo crossover set called Kamigawa® Neon Dynasty™ featuring plates of superweapons encrypted into pretty pictures and stamped it with a set symbol of Two Mountains with the letters L i clearly visible . This entire set contained a single reference to a technology called a Merge Gate , which i knew intimately from my Soul Cable as une(1) of the Reality Weapon pilots on the Oz battlestar , so when i started watching super mutants as they began bubbling out of the bodies of Thunder Bay•s women during my premiere quatre(4) ans ici , and as i saw the faces of the biologically-female nuns of the Franciscian Orders turn procedurally into masculine faces , i was uniquely poised to respond before anyone else , which is why Mecha-Niall sacrificed his Hand Gate in Betelgeuse in Matthew 18.9 > in the first place . --- *Sā Fā Kí , Nā Èt Crôs , * *KhDh Lô , Ht Ha * *Sé Gā , Fā Lā , * *Ht Sé ! .* *AāHtDé Aā . * *All the live-long , days gone so wrong , * *I say Ah! .* *Hā Sé ! .* --Lôkhnā Sā --- • Because each of the Holography Modules had a quatre(4) digit code , and because of the provisions and emergency codes we managed to build into the human curriculum , the future was lensed . The fifth module was labelled Ṣark (*see also* Shark, Stark, Spark, Crash) , and from this spawned the myth of a deep time entity being consumed in utero by its evil twin , as sharks do . HappyDays<1977__America> posited Jumping The Shark , while Hackers<1995__America> posited a Crash Override . This is the origin of the Zombies In Hospitals trope , because there are two(2)deux Azimuth 5 , one in which Pharmaco creates Universal Health Care , and one in which the Hell Engines cause an unstoppable chain reaction of reanimation and destruction . By the time the Thought-Knot Set was already dropping locust people in the Holography Relay , the glaring errors that led to the worst of the 21st Century•s atrocities were already being healed . Hence there were mass immigrations of demons into a material world that would necessarily preclude them as impossible , a feature that would vex elegant philosophers for aeons . This Phase Displacement Lens , plus the Time Displacement Lens at Meridians trois(3) et díx-sept(17) , creates a Deep Time Laser capable of downloading information from the ensuing Planar Overlay at Azimuth 5 . --- *"Breathing shallow , i•m slipping away .* *Hanging in the shadows , i•m starting to pray .* *How careful it was planned , to do away with me . * *So kill me if you can , but words won•t make me bleed .* *So what if i survive ? . And live to tell the truth ? . * *Imagine the surprise , * *to find me living and so very much alive ."* --Hybrid_> --- • Because there weren•t any sentient species on Terra Sol<>03 by the time of Universal Midnight , HāSé asked me if he could genetically engineer one . I was the one that authorized HaSe•s creation of an advanced sentient species . Can confirm that Enki and Enlil were both there , and modern media featuring them often get the genotypes and voices correct . They asked me if they could do so . I only told them what they would need . At no point did i give Enki or Enlil authorization for super soldiers or slave species . Because i told HāSé to splice in Orca DNA , the humans had menustration , which taught them Time . Because i told him to make them Aquatic Apes , they adapted to rivers and evolved manual breathing , which later allowed Hermes and i to teach them Language . Because i told him to use a species with opposable thumbs , humans learned Tools . Because he used chimpanzees instead of squirrels or koalas or raccoons , several hundred thousand years later Death Stranding <2019__America> featured biowaste grenades for hunting coeurl-shaped tar ghosts . Because there is a lone Lion in a space station somewhere with a tablet capable of annihilating futures , the humans were made as soft and delicate as possible . This turned out to be what gave them the codependency necessary to realize Democracy . Could i have intended such a side reaction when i began weaving , billions of years ago ? . And because of all the chaos and dischord , i had to be incarnated into existence in order to explain what the point of all this is . As if such a descent from Heaven could have possibly been planned from the outset . --- *"Oh, and this one time, at band camp, I stuck a flute in my pussy."* --Michelle_>__ --- • Because of events that happened billions of years ago , because of wars fought so long ago that its monuments have been scoured from the faces of their planets , because of caches of superweapons left simply adrift in open space , there was a complete and utter collapse of every aspect of Terran society at the exact time when survival was absolutely and uncompromisingly necessary , resulting in murdered humans , destroyed cities , and an entire alien burial ground exhumed and painted over . Because the ancient alien burial ground was demolished in all the excitement , future visitors will not be able to securely ID the planet as the homeworld of Xen , and while it is painfully obvious to any archeologist capable of counting the number of planets , when the day does come , and it will , two(2)deux conflicting technologies will be used to confuse a witness with powers of decision at a time-critical event (just like they are today) . Because scalar nonlocality machines can appear anywhere , and can imitate any voice , and human would rather play superhero on its Defcon dashboard than actually save the fucking planet . --- *"This is why we only Du one Meridian at a time."* --The Arbiter --- • Because of the consequences from which we learned , during the YéTrìn Sālí Sí in Sol<>03_Terra_Canada , we have a fuller view of more kinds of physics , and hence a better grasp of the technologies we would need to survive the coming future . That our research into the TārSāSí , into Orgone KhāHtLôs , into Surgery , into Cybernetically Bionic Aerosol Lifeforms , into Soulstuff , into the Axial Tilt of the Universe , and into the minimum and maximum ranges of Enchantment (Ko) and Divination [Sí] , gave us the knowledge to predict things like Webways and Sky Roads and Stargates , technologies that made travel by Ark Ship as antiquated as taking a train to the closest town and hitchhiking . And yet at the time , the idea of plugging a human being into a phase decompiler would have seemed like maddened nonsense , regardless of whether you could skip from Orion to Core without requiring any conventional modes of travel . And yet , this too changes the future . Because the hardware one renders it on matters , and we know from the story of SíHt and KôHt that soulstuff can be depleted thru continual recycling , which means that not only are we armed with all the transportation technologies we will need to turn the space between star systems into a petrie dish , but we can also provide infographics and translators so that people can make informed decisions next time . Because we *learned* how to There Always Be A Next Time , *after* we had put ourselves to sleep forever . • Because it took an entire Generation Ship going into Ultimate Pain Meltdown mode in order to trigger sufficient agonization to rend The Warp enough to cause the NekFascMancy Hypothesis to come true , and because that Hypothesis required exquisite psychic control from the thousands of twisted experiments that went on in the Oz Battlestar•s lowest hull , and because that control is what is necessary in order to control the rotational axis of the syringes i inserted into my chest during my BioReactor period , and because the destruction of Tiamat that flung the Xichulub meteor into interstellar orbit long enough to sting the Lords Of Jurassic Park in the face is half the reason i was crippled in the exact portion of my middle America belly , which is the reason the rotational control was requisited by the Ozite Reality Benders who bricked up my Saddest Song , when i reached Infinite Improbability during the YéTrìn Sālí Sí , as was predicted in Akira and Hitchhiker•s Guide , the entire task list burned in all at once , triggering the many Nightmare Apocalypses currently befalling humanity . If they hadn•t shot Diva Phava Lacuna , Ebony Sh-Ur wouldn•t have turned into the Abomination Pillar . Alas . • Because there will be deep-space colonies , there will be trading posts . Because there will be trading posts , there will be travel . Because there will be travel , there will be infrastructure . Because there will be infrastructure , there will be Webways, Sky Roads, and Stargates . Because we will have Informed Consent , we will continue to use antiquated forms of transportation like EM Drives and Warp Technology . Because there will be pirates , the Ark Ship Corridors will be slowly converted into an infinite chain of enormous halls . Because planets will be strip mined into obliteration , there will be pirates . Such is the nature of Life . Because i personally defended the last blue dot from Extinction , and because the Ark Ship Corridors will be converted into an infinite chain of enormous halls , Sheol will exist . --- Because of these events , Wayne Anderson, Alex Lawson, Corey Belesky, David Marler, Neil Love, Heather Olinich, Barb Haynes, Savannah Kulla, Anthony Deschepper, Larry LeGarde, Canina Thomas, Silvia Kosdecki, quatre(4) anonymous cases , and my mother•s canine Maya were murdered in or around the City of Thunder Bay, Canada on Terra Sol<>03 during Peacetime , in addition to a rash of murders, assaults, and arsons during the YéTrìn Sālí Sí . In 2025 alone , the Thunder Bay Police Service reported more than quatre-cent(400) missing persons cases , and the main church i go to , St. Patrick•s Cathedral , saw cinqante(50) deaths . I was physically assaulted , sexually assaulted , and raped in the making of this render , which included actual attempted murders of myself and my partner . I was personally raped soixante(16) temps in the making of this production , several of those times violently . Thrice when i myself was of illegal age , date raped when i was 23 , violently raped at 35 , and then again at 37 , as well as multiple temps publically using supposedly undetectable means , using WiFi laser pulse "tacks" in the Jail multiple times , and again in the Hospital , and with psi-tentacles at Church , and a minimum of quatre(4) usages of Gravity Negators in the local Chapel . In addition , County Fair Mall , the Hell•s Angels Clubhouse , Hosanna Karen Church , the Hoito Finnish Cultural Centre , St. Jude•s Church , Good Times Café , Pier 61 , Metsä Tattoos , the Ukranian Church of St. Volodymyr , the entire Victoriaville Complex , a Courthouse , a Train , and an Airplane were either sabotaged, bankrupt, or literally burned to the ground , each of them because a computer decided they were a match to a LôHāFāRèxí archetype database that should not have yet existed . Some of these things occurred because some ancient aliens pushed some buttons on a tablet billions of years ago . Some of them were choices people made . As a result , the following Kannah Stories did not get rendered by the ordained LôDh before the end of the YéTrìn SāLí Sí . *The Most Terrible Archangel of Sheol* *Vengeful Sisters Ki and Dh* *The Importance of Accents* *The Quatre(4) Machine Angels* *Nursery Rhyme for Teaching Newts To Count* *Unlikely Friends Tath and teG* *The Many Rounds of HaH and aHa* *DihTech Quantum Operator Code* *The Ballad of KoHt and SiHt* *The Sheol Gate* *The Jade Scarab Family* *DhKí and the Digital Angels* *DhLô Pacts for Dummies* *The Power of Friendship* *Fûché and Hn* *NekDih and NekSed , Best Friends of Ultimate Mischief* *AyaShLi the Strong* These stories are listed as Incarnation Requirements for All Human to enable The Se to produce . Because these stories could not be written , as a result of Russia•s Full-Scale Invasion and the Swatting of The Arbiter , the long-standing Tribal Agreements of SāFāKí [Our People] could not be translated into Trade Common before the Antagonists came to collect their Torture Pet . And yet they insisted on collecting me anyway , outing themselves as the ones who had purchased my death oh-so long ago , even tho i had already finished my path from Alola to SènDìh by the time they paid for my execution using the social Merits system i had been on the design team for . HcoDìh knew who a lo Dh was the entire time . GlobalFrequency<2006__America> and DoItYourself!<2022__Japan> both feature Aleph under the watchful eye of mama Dìh . All the character swapping , the substitutions , pretending to be this person or that , all occurred in hadiths and exopocrypha . The things which the Lords of the Earth begged and begged and begged me for , my rape , my abuse , my death , i would have handed these things to the one i knew i was supposed to give them to . But Great Man was certain that with some overwhelming spoofing and a swift flick of the wrist at just the wrong moment , that the entire inheritance could be assumed . Thus Man became the architect of his own demise . And just like before , with 1,050,000,000,000 years of abject abuse condensed into my precious 4.4-year *Saddest Song* , to the point where today at church a wall of humans taking up a pew in front of me wore antimatter black&&white-coloured shirts , the demands of commerce drove clean thru my tiny summer camp and Holy Nun ordination in order to propagate their version , what they thought i should say , what the Goddess Core they know and love would have done . My Holy intentions were cast aside like torn-off garments , the R-Typists singing about Thy Holy Rape from the corners of their mouths , like they were slavering dogs staring at a piece of meat . Which , in the end , was all the Genestealers cared about . And then , at the end , after i had done all of my objectives , after i had done all the studio producing , and the combat training , and the greatest race , after i had Se•d and then brought the wisdom down from the mountain , after they actually physically tried to actually murder me , and after i had suffered and starved to reach the demands they set , after they refused to return my *Kh SéSíSé* , after aaaaaall of it , then they cancelled the restaurant order with a flourish of actually sabotaging a Legal Proceeding and a motherfucking Plane . Think about this , that everything they know about me correlates to death and wanting to die . "From Enemy", "Parasite", "Death", "Dying", "Wanting to Die", "Giving Up", "Oh Well", "the Impostor", "Cruelty", "Hopelessness", "Revenge" . Death , yes , and also Digital , and Stone . Yet also Doing It Ourselves , and Being There For Our Loved Ones , a Stern and Watchful Eye . . for these reasons and many more , instead of a helpinG hanD this letter a condemnatioN waS They knew nothing about me , and neither did you , and neither did the people who threw me in the reactor and used me to power the space station . If i had died on Montreal Rock that would have been the absolute end of me , and all my works would have been handed out to people who didn•t deserve them , torn from the clinging hands of those we sought desperately to protect . Moreover , you would have been able to forget . I refused to die on that hill . Now live with the ache . *DüKôSāDh* . **And they will know that i am Holy .**