20250121
[16h47__Toronto - When i arrived back in Toronto , i went straight to Evangeline . Booked up . Completely . Asked for a referral number . She gave me the wrong number . Called 211 . Literally every single shelter bed in the entire five(5)-city wide GTA is booked . Found a friend . Havent heard back . Clock is ticking .]
[18h39__FreePlay - Found an Arcade Bar . Cushy seats , bright lights . Staying warm one(1) hour at a time .]
[2100h__FreePlay - Heyyy , i found TarBa .]
[22h10__GroundControl - Yeah so TarBa is a bouncer , we at a David Bowie themed goth bar . No cover . ^_~]
20250122
[03h29__AfterHours - i am very very sore and very tired . My friend has brought us to an after-hours club . My night is not over yet .]
[07h54__Etobicoke - TarBa was nice enough , so i went to his place . We re watching The Pope s Exorcist . Havent slept yet . In an hour i go for church .]
[12h19__Kensington - Church was great . Holy Trinity was closed so i went to St Andrew s Presbyterian . Then went to a café to charge my ankle tracker . i still have not slept , even tho i keep fading out if i get too relaxed .]
[14h30__DundasWest - i have secured a cot for the night .]
[18h52__Hallway - The ultrasonic inferno hurting me since i finally sat down at 0400 this morning is finally starting to subside . It was squint-into-the-wind volumes of gale-force sandpaper for a good few hours dere .]
[03h03__Shelter - Managed to get in a few hours of sleep AND some music practice AND my prayers AND a couple more hours of sleep . Wakeup is at 05h30 . Best get to it .]
[17h57__Toronto - i missed dinner tonight because
• The westbound subway was closed
• i had to sk... ...ip ... past Dundas Square and go around Union Station to the next Dundas stop on the other N/S line
• They closed the diner before i arrived at 17h57
This would necessarily require a
FUCKING MASSIVE APPARATUS .]
i made it to the shelter at 57 minutes past 1700 hours . There were multiple pre-recorded messages from hacking groups laughing about it .
Dinner was from 1700h to 1800h .
[2100h__Shelter - i begin re-reading Volume I .]
[21h53__Shelter - i suddenly nearly pass out .]
[21h54__Shelter - i suddenly nearly pass out .]
[21h56__Shelter - i suddenly nearly pass out .]
[21h59__Shelter - i suddenly nearly pass out .]
[23h03__Shelter - Over of the girls in the hall starts moaning . The music is lovely . Another girl starts coughing and gagging for ten(10) consecutive minutes , utterly murdering the vibe . Then , a bunch of people all ask for midnight dinner , and the staff puts the hall lights on in order to microwave what could easily be done in the kitchen .]
[05h52__Shelter - Wakeup should have been 22m ago .]
[11h41__Court - i have travelled a thousand kilometers as the crow flies . i took a plane , a train , a bus , and i walked . The first train of the day left without me . Literally every single touch point was demonstrably engineered to maximize suffering . It has been Hell , and two(2) Hells , and half a Hell .]
[1400h__Courthouse - The security guard searching me compliments the shiny jewel and construction stickers decorating my ankle tracker . Kee hee hee .]
[16h55__QEW - Just got in the bus to Burlington . From there it s on a train to Toronto , same shelter , be good , fly tomorrow . Wish me luck .]
[21h22__Toronto - Made it . Even got some dinner . Bedtime is soon . i ve got another enormous day tomorrow -- skim some power from the Library , charge my backup battery , trip it to the airport , and get on the next plane . If i ve done my flight preparations correctly , by tomorrow evening i ll be in Montreal .]
20250125
[17h12__Montreal - Stress upon stress upon stress . The system was made so much harder than it had to be . Once again , literally every possible thing that could have gone wrong , every single possible touch point , was once again engineered to maximize C o r t i s o l output .]
"[What was your name?]"
Kaii Winter . K-a-i ,, Winter .
"[Milton?]"
Winter . Like the season .
"[Sorry? I dont understand.]"
Winter . Hiver . W-i-n-t-e-r , Hiver .
"[Winton?]"
"[Would you like some tea or coffee?]"
l•Eau .
"[Sorry? I dont understand.]"
Eau . (pointing at the jug of water) Eau .
"[The... the what? I dont understand.]"
WA-TER , HELEN . WA-TER .
[202501230949####__Montreal - Went on a flaneur casing the area around Base Camp . Obeyed all laws and regulations , practiced all appropriate and extracurricular signaling . When i left 2h ago , my phone was at 11% . When i checked halfway , it was at 1% . i charged it using my portable battery up to 16% . Quand je arrivé , c•est ça 5% . How would you explain these data ? .]
[1100h__BibliotequeALaParc - Found a Library so i can charge all my devices . To survive this corpse tobaggan you will need...
• Smartphone OR Scrying Stone
• Microsoft Go 3 Tablet/Laptop
• Cannabis Vapourizers (2)
• Portable Battery
• Ankle Tracker
• Movado Watch
• Cameo Bracelet from Jerusalem
• Flashlight OR Pinecone]
20250125
[202501252038####__AbbyDeVilleray - Woke up suddenly , which is something that keeps happening lately , where i will be sleeping and/or dreaming about something and then SMACK , suddenly awake . And that when i looked at my watch and saw that there was still a full half hour left for dinner , i put my boots on and hopped downstairs .
And guess what ? . The people who have been saying "no, nO, No, NO, NO" , putting putties in the way in blocking positions like they were jail guards -- i am convinced that the Russian Mega-Subs , the ones with the abducted Ukranian convert graduates -- were told that i would for certainment be in jail by now , and that therefore if you just grab any of the guards and just give er a lil pull , yu should be able to stop her , no problem .
So , i get downstairs , and there s already people mopping up , and i catch the server , ask , is there anything left ? . And hearing , once again , "no, nO, N--" and then pushing , myself , and getting a "Oh well i guess there s some left in the fridge" .
This is how these weapons work , that should you go to a city that speaks Français , that the guards will say "Mluh mluh mluh? You do not speak the language" even tho mon Français est juste un petit peu passable . And that they would say , "WE HAVE AMAN IN THE WOMAN S SECTION" , despite the fact that i am demonstrably Intersexed , and that this is motherfucking Canada , where we have Advanced Gender Technology , losers! .]
[21h05__Shelter - And that guy at the front desk trying their absolute hardest to look like Tyler Fuentes , who was one of the pallbearers at the Son Of Stephen case . That s the guy who described his role as "a shitter, in charge of shitting on the fly larvae" before getting turned into a ghoul by a rogue lokhna and getting Shot In The Nek . Notice the horizontal positioning of the arrow , as they are certain that whatever one of these "Rotation" things is means that if they hit themselves along the side with all the scars i was hit in the front with , that they will secure Treaters for their future selves .
Well , let s see , if i m on the front and my Lily is in the back , and if Ares is one shoulder already reserved because Ares backwards is Serra , then that means i haaave one blocking side left aaand it will not be yours .]
Given that Crøs and Naha will both be hitchhiking by the time we call Rexi .
We pull one Titan per Meridian . We have already recovered Mara, Crøs, Naha .
#Fa<
[12h18__SainteLaurantStation - Right . Yeah . Anyway , despite the Subway staff forgetting how to pronounce words and use hand gestures , i should be at DorVal with time to spare . Où est l•autobus á Dorval ? . "Reneveg" . The bus , to the airport , where does it stop ? . "Reneveg" . That s great that you dont know how to spell Revenge anymore , but which way is the fucking l•autobus , slave? . "Reneveg" . Xea checks xel Internet . Rene-Lavasque . i m about to become a fucking Tarrasque .]
[12h43__CaféLulu - And make sure you leave enough to catch a coffee on Rue Sainte Catherine .]
[16h22__Dorval - Girlfriendwife s flight was delayed , so that a Register somewhere could get somebody else off using my partner and i s suffering .]
20250128
[0344####__Laval - Aurora s hotel was on the mainland , over the St. Lawrence river . So far on this week-long trip i have been to five(5) different cities and at least a dozen(12) locations , battling every kind of djinn, servitor, psychic, koht, plaguebearer, proshup, and pestkeeper , that yu can imagine . Every single touch point for both Aurora and i was sabotaged . Our ride to the hospital is in 1h30 . There is a whiteout blizzard conjesting the highway .]
[05h52__CentreMetropolitanDeChurgerie - Fifteen minutes before her Uber Ride arrives , my partner spikes with panic like a horse that s heard a gunshot . Her aggression was cranked to 500% , sniping every statement , every wary glance , refused to wait for the ride , checked out prematurely , called a cab , and panicked when we got here early and found the Centre closed for another 30m . The Uber driver called when we were halfway to the clinic . They were only 2m late .]
[03h30__AbriDeVilleray - After walking 4h up the cliff-steep roads from Montreal s downtown , after getting rerouted thru an entire universitie , after walking thru whiteout blizzards along death-empty streets , i make it to an emergency bed before i passed out in the gale-wind snow .]
[11h30__CentreMetropolitanDeChurgerie -
my Butterfly Soul got her wings . 🦋;;
i could cry . :,)]
[12h39__CentreMetropolitanDeChurgerie -
This is not about The Meat . It is not about Filling A Wooden Box With Some Crap . The circumstance at hand is not about creating an artificial Stillmother . We are not here to create a life raft for the devil s henchmen .
This trip was about my Butterfly Soul
GETTING HER FUCKING WINGS .]
20250129
1400h
"Oh! I did not see you there!"
Qu•elle supríse ! .
"Sorry? I do not understand."
QU•ELLE SUPRÍSE .
[16h15__RueDeSalaberry - i have ascertained a next position to sleep tonight .]
[17h14__Autobus - My life has become Silent Hill . Thick white snow rains constantly from the sky . Humans speak to each other in mumbles , barely capable of communicating . The clocked up humans stare at me thru the backs of their heads , set in positions by unseen hands , their souls struggling to express themselves thru the suddenly thick curtain of meat . The world has become empty , devoid of touch and care .]
[16h50__lAmourEnAction - i have secured a cot for the night .]
[20h12__lAmourEnAction - Because of the Life s Finale in Serra s Sanctum . Ht .]
[04h45__lAmourEnAction - Look at this, on the Tabernacle of my God!]
20250130
06h55
Avons le Soixante-Neuf arriver ici ? .
"[Mleuh? I do not understand.]"
20250130
06h56
Avons le Soixante-Neuf arriver ici ? .
"Oui. ...[They do not understand , they are only trying to get to the Se.]"
[1700h_lAsclepiade - Just as i am leaving the building to go to shelter , Solomon walks in dressed in nurse scrubs , to bother that-person-who-did-not-have-a-funeral-before-leaving with a checkup . How long would it have taken to make sure just such a token with just such a beard wound up at just the place where that-person-who-did-not-have-a-funeral-before-leaving would be getting surgery ? .
_
As he s looking at her privates , he comments about the swelling in her urethra , and at the exact same moment , i get jolted by a sudden stabbing feeling in the middle of my urethra . If you have been watching the Mossdog Virus fiasco , you would clearly understand how this occurs .
_
Then , he reaches out with his other hand , grasping the air next to him at an exact 90° angle parallel to my own sex organs .
_
So i bat at the air in front of me , and he moves his hand like i had struck him .
_
Then , as i an describing the exact event to my girlfriend , suddenly she starts with the "Shush! Shush! Someone will hear you!"
_
TODAY I WAS LITERALLY SEXUALLY ASSAULTED
IN THE MIDDLE OF A RAPE TRIAL
USING A MECHANISM
WHICH I CAN CLEARLY DEMONSTRATE .]
[15h32__lAutobus_69 - i was then pinged again on the right side of the base of my sex organs .]
[15h33__lAutobus_69 - i was then pinged again on the underside of my tailbone .]
[18h05__lAmourEnAction - And then as i was writing them down , i was pinged again "at the edge of my seat" .]
This is why Pat had a bad time .
20250131
[0900h__Pharmacie - Today i went to get my prescriptions refilled . i expected resistance . i meet resistance . currently crushing said resistance .
_
On the phone with one of the pharmacist from
Tunder Bay , aving already discounted de opiates and amphetamines in expectation of a hard time over them , i asked for four(4) basic, globally-available medications .
_
The guy interrupts me as i m ordering .
Estrogen, Spironolactone, Lyrica, and Ve-
"I dont see any estrogen here."
Okay , i get dem weekly , so dey re definitely on my file . Should be tree(3) 1.25mg pills .
"Okay, so, three medications."
Four . Four medications . i give the list again .
"The Ventolin , is that the blue one or the white one?" , e asked in a familiarly snarky undertone .
Can i speak to a grown-up? , i ask im .
_
My regular pharmacist does not ave such problèmes . She takes the order easily . Gives me the necessary instructions , and i do them .]
[1100h__ThunderBay - i get a phone call from la pharmacie en Tunder Bay . My Ventolin was sent to Thunder Bay instead of Montreal .]
[12h40__LaTuque - A few hours later , i get anoder phone call . The rest of my medications were -- somehow -- sent to La Tuque , which is 4h away from Montreal .]
[15h21__lAsclepiade - i have purchased my return ticket . It cost $529.40 . As the Tank of the party , i straight up eat that damage .]
On my end ,
according to the Flight Prep i cranked out before flying ,
i have executed every step perfectment .
$210 remaining for the rest of Fevrier .
Today i will ave sushi .
[17h09__JeanCoteu - i ave procured my spirinolactone and lyrica . La pharmacie was out of estrogen ... which is pretty funny , since it s the closest pharmacie to the GRS Clinic .]
[17h43__SushiShop - Sushi est fantastique kdt et mon Français est bien suffice to order a les restaurants .]
[20h08__lAmourEnAction -
"This way is better. They are more insistent."
"Is it, tho?"
"He is becoming too powerful. Somebody should do something about it."
"Hey, where s Mags?"
"Their hands are tied. His hands are tied much tighter."
"You would think that with this many mans, that one of them would be able to see the wiring on the wall."]
Aā Ht Dé
/\ /\ /\ /\
20250201
[04h13__lAmourEnAction - i ave watered dying cacti before , and i have done it again . The guards are pretty tight -- for a shelter , for some reason -- but i ve managed to water at least one of the cacti dying inside the fishbowl .]
"Then why did i have the bowl , Bart ? .
Why. did i have. the bowl ? .
[04h39__lAmourEnAction - Four groups of people have already sent me unsolicited validation tokens , indicating that theeey know! theeeyre watching! eeevery second! . And yet , if we tell any of the humans to HāKā SāSé Nā , dey drink it demself .]
[05h51__lAmourEnAction - Le musique de Ki Tarkova SiHt (Kh) is noticibly darker dan er sister s musique .]
[0700h__GRSClinique - J•arrivé a le clinique . Ouveryt a 05h45 . Doors fermé . C•est -23°C .]
[07h10__GRSClinique - Doors fermé . There are holes in my boots . C•est -23°C .]
[07h15__GRSClinique - Doors fermé . My socks are wet . C•est -23°C .]
[07h20__GRSClinique - Doors fermé . C•est -23°C .]
[07h25__GRSClinique - Doors fermé . C•est -23°C .]
[07h30__GRSClinique - Doors fermé . C•est -23°C . i walk to the Tim Hortons to warm my feet while i wait .]
[07h43__Sidewalk - The MossdogVirus cannot possibly get any tighter . Despite carefully calibrating my systeme , i struggle to breathe .]
[08h03__TimHortons - While selecting a snack for my recovering girlfriend , i get pinged in the sex organs again .]
If something is
Literally choking you , AND
Clocking you until you pass out , AND
Wont stop touching your sex organs
What do you call that ? .
[08h33__TimHortons - Eff Tèa Arr , the year-long casting of HcoDuSa in 2024 was the Reg versus Bondrewd fight from Dawn Of The Deep Soul .]
What do you do with an Xtra Pet ? .
[09h32__GRSClinic - Yesterday was Thursday . i commented numerous times about ow time felt like it was pouring from de clock . Today was Saturday . Maybe it is time to examine these Time Folding weapons .]
Do the dates and times for the whole trip line up ? .
[10h40__CaféLulu - A hernia filled with bio-gas is choking me to death so dat a register somewhere can read "This Her-NYa is choking me to death!" .]
[10h48__CaféLulu - Café Lulu est ça l•intersection de Rue Sainte Catherine et Rue Sainte Christophe . Do yu even know where yu are ? .]
[13h32__GrandBiblioteque - Shoigu s body double is literally 1.5m away from me . Dix page dans un livre a l•histoire du Quebec , i suddenly feel so exhausted that i can barely focus on the words in front of me . What if these brownouts were occurring because people were trying to rewrite time ? .]
[1400h__GrandBiblioteque - i keep fading out halfway thru the page i m reading . Convinced it were 1700h , i check my watch and find it 3h earlier than my internal clock .]
Q U A N T U M A N I A WHEW GUYS YEAH
[14h19__GrandBiblioteque - At this point it seems likely that Emperor Shoigu would have to know that LeGarde wasnt in jail , and that he is not telling the Psychic Submarines that he knows that LeGarde is not in jail , for some reason , O Most Wise And Inglorious Qadir . Do you think they ll ever figure out that Doug Smith wasnt ...
i just got pinged in my sex organs again .
a genetic relative . My grandfather was Tom Jefferies .]
"Jesus, Jesus! Hey, Jesus!"
"Yes, my child?"
"If a woman married seven(7) different men in a row, and didnt leave genetic heirs for any of them, which one does she belong to?"
"None of them, Igor, xea s a fucking Archangel."
(Book of Mark, probably)
[17h26__ÇiçesTurc - The pain in my side is excruciating . Went for a half-hour walk . It nearly killed me . Between the AgI Canopy , the artificial Polar Vortex , the Ion Heaters disrupting every tissue , the Misdirected Inhaler being sent to the wrong city , the Mumblers messing up any request for directions , the Psychic Submarines trying to figure out why they cant stop LeGarde , the Russian Psychics trying to kill me with their mind , the Psychotic Police screaming in my ear every five minutes , and the Scarred Reagglomerator
literally choking me to death ,
the stakes are real .
If i collapse on these streets , i will die
before anyone stops to check .]
[18h18__lAmourEnAction - The staff keep looking at each other like ,
"You re gonna stop her, right?"
"O-oh, oh yeah."]
[18h34__lAmourEnAction - Let me guess . And there s suddenly a tonne of activity routing thru the computers along every street i walk down , and you just dont understand how they could be buying it from MicroSoft s black market warez or lifting it FROM THE FUCKING ANKLE TRACKER YOU SLAPPED ME WITH .]
[18h42__Russia - "Aaand... THIS! IIIS! THE ARBITER! Wave to all the tiny potato soldiers there mister arbiter, you re gonna play some great games in this sub here! Is the door closed? Perrrfact, now, bring in the next batch from Bondrewd s lab and the the Betrayer Christopher from Mesmer. Aaalright, aaand, THIS! IS! THE ARBITER!"]
20250202
[2000h__lAmourEnAction - Which is what we just watched on television , oui .]
[*20h07__lAmourEnAction -
Je seulement parle un petite peu Français . Parles retardée s•il-vous plait .
"Wha?"
Je seulement parle un petite peu Français . Parles retardée s•il-vous plait .
"Huh?"
Je seulement parle un petite peu Français . Parles retardée s•il-vous plait .
"Whe?"
...Over •ere ? .]
[21h08__lAmourEnAction - Half the staff are swarming like hornets with a kicked-in nest . Half the staff are wondering what the fuck the other half are thinking . The moment the Heaters kicked on full-blast , there was an audible drop in conversation volume as everyone in the room went quiet . Three(3) people have passed out in their chairs .]
[03h21__lAmourEnAction - WE HAVE A CRISIS SITUATION IN THE CROW S NEST]
20250203
[2100h__lAmourEnAction - The Air is thick with Silver Iodide and Aluminium Sulfide . These cause Dor effects , they are anti-Orgonic in nature . If it was Ki that lined it up , then the corresponding cipher is "Dor Ki" . So i took the previous key to the Brownstone Building , from before they changed the locks , and dropped it in the Crow s Nest with the SD Card and Estrogen and one watered cactus .]
[03h53__Montreal - My 3ntire esophagus was encrypted so that people could choke me and make frog-in-the-throat sounds using my body against my soul . As long as the Irians have Tablets that have les bouttons that can cause a -- COUGH, HACK -- physical reaction , they will continue to demonstrate their self-appointed superiority over other peoples s bodies . And that means you too! .]
"And one of the Disciples took a sword and struck one of the soldiers slaves , and cut off his ear ."
"Van Gogh cut off his ear and gave it to a whore ."
Cut off Ir .
"Who is Ir?"
The football dads who will not stop for directions even tho they are clearly lost .
[04h10__ConcreteMat - i pray at the alter prepared for me .]
[04h26__lAmourEnAction - There is so much gas in my esophagus that drinking a cup of water causes me to throw up , burping up bubbles and pockets of it the entire time .]
[04h40__Courtyard -
"I know you re the Se . Any time you go near NaAsa , it s gonna be a wall of pain ."
"i know ."]
[06h10__SalleDeBain -
Bang bang bang!
"Je juste commence!"
...
Bang bang bang!
"Trois minute!"
...
Opens door to Femmes , a guy is waiting there .
"Des femmes ultiliser plus temps ."]
20250205
[0600__lAmourEnAction - Wasting no time , i wake up and head straight for lAsclepiade , to catch the Airport Limo Car with HaHa at 08h50 .]
[1100h__DorvalAirport - Security checks go without a hitch . Perhaps they did not bother to render exit checks , for some reason .]
[1300h__BishopAirport - On my pre-booked flights , i was leavin on a jet plane . On my last-minute flights , we took a propeller craft . It takes off so much easier than the heavy jet .]
[1700h__BishopAirport - During a 4h layover in the airport lounge , we watch some Viva La Dirt League , play some Magic The Gathering , wander around a few times , and finally catch a flight back to Thunder Bay . The plane almost stalls on the runway multiple times .]
[2000h__ThunderBayAirport - Touchdown .]
[0900__PortArthur - When we arrive at Aurora s place , we find the doors locked and the locks changed . We go thru a whole scene of walking up to the landlady s house , going in , being given the new set of keys , and entering what i am 100% certain was supposed to be a brand-new life for some rich asshole to destroy .]
In the event that
In the event that
In the event that
In the event that
they really did try their absoleutement hardest
to literally murder me
and to then give away my girlfriend s
brand-new Butterfly Soul life
to someone who would then misuse it until she died on her couch of chain-smoking in boredom ,
which is why you had funerals
for "Neal" and "David"
immediately before we left .
And that is called Premeditated Murder ,
which is frowned upon in some societies .
[03h59__AurorasApartment - i touch Aurora s face while she is plucking away at her phone . With a hang-dog expression so thick it could be made of Hollywood modeling putty , she mumbles to herself , "Who is this Thing and what is she doing on my Facebook?"]
SO THAT PRETTY MUCH NAILS THE COFFIN .
20250206
[04h56__AurorasPlace - After spending 2w in three(3) different fifty(50)-person incubators , i feel sick as can be . It s been a week since i ve had any Ventolin . It isnt a miracle that i survived . It was brutal, hard-headed determination . Legardeless , i manage to both clean my girlfriend s place of loose trashes , and to say all of my prayers .]
You cannot harm me , Muad•dib .
20250207
[14h46__Hospital - Havana Syndrome | Ion Heater Activity | 6000/6400/7000Hz MAXIMUM]
[15h47__Hospital - i have been here for four(4) hours . The waiting room has been packed the entire time . Is there a Public Health Crisis of Unprecidented Proportions ,
Yes Or No ? .]
[19h07__Hospital - i have been here for eight(8) hours . Seen by nurse , doctor , attendants . Had Urine Test , EKG , Blood Test . They did a heart scan before an xray .
Does it look like my heart is the probleme ? .]
[19h37__Hospital - After 8.5h , i finally get a CT Scan . Now i have to wait for them to astonish at the insane amount of damage .]
[21h07__Hospital - Apres dix(10) heures , de nurse tells me dat she put a note on my file to ave it reviewed faster , and dat it didnt make sense to her that it was taking this long .]
[22h00__Hospital - Onze(11) heures . Finally , the doctor kneels down next to me , and says , "Well, I had a look at your CT scan, everything looks pretty good..." . To which i interrupted and said that there is literally no way to interpret my twisted, mutilated mass of warped bone and scar tissue as "pretty good" . He then attempted to pass me off , after eleven consecutive hours of waiting , then offering me a one-time prescription for a bowel cleansing . i demanded a level of medical care on par with what Great Canada has been already built upon for decades , which got me a prescription to see a Chiropractor and/or Physiotherapist , and that i was very concerned about scoliosis , for which i was given a Referral to see a Spine Specialist . The hernia was not even brought up . The only insight i gained , after eleven fucking hours , was that my spleen was also sitting on top of my warped ribs .]
Which meant that , in Montreal ,
because two(2) years ago in jail ,
in a similar mass rush resulting in my care and attention being shunted to the end of the day ,
the attendant -- who would have been under the same mind control which means every single action was measured and premeditated -- put my ankle tracker on just a liiittle bit too tight ,
resulting in me having to wear my old, worn, torn-up winter boots instead of my brand-new watertight ones .
Fast forward to Montreal , and ,
because my boots were not watertight ,
i soaked in so much toxic car exhaust slush thru my pretty, porous feet that it gave me jaundice .
This would necessarily have caused my spleen to swell up to the size of a grapefruit and impacting my already-crippled lung .
Which is why i nearly fucking died really really for realsies three(3) fucking times .
20250208
[12h16__BrownstoneBuilding - Having dropped my Door K we y in the Fish Tank , i got another one printed . Sorting thru my things , i pull out every train ticket and RFID Metro card from the entire trip , which i will encase in a single cast of epoxy resin . In the event that you made a really really big production out of trying to murder me and make it look like discrete events .]
[For several years now , the Devil s spawn have been trying to convince a bunch of psychic potatoes in locked rooms that all of the major events of the past four(4) years happened in different chronological epochs .]
[12h40__ShelterHouse - Checking the time , i notice my Movado wristwatch missing . There s a sliver of a chance it s at Aurora s place . In the event that the purpose of all this body-doubling was to create Equipment Lists so that their psychics have better targeting . There was a bright white flashpoint shortly after i got back in .]
[First corroborated in a Starseed channel on FB , min two(2) people began seeing bright flashes of Ruby and Sapphire , at random events , with relative frequency . It was later corroborated by Wintermute . It seems to occur when people who make iron-clad plans are surprised by things they couldnt predict .]
[13h46__Home - Got back into my apartment . Got my stuff back . Sat down , then spent a full hour drifting in and out of consciousness , passing out where i was sitting and waking to the sounds of text messages and notifications . i am certain these events are correlated .] [For years now , there have been events like the strings of consciousness were being yanked on , where causing unexpected things to happen -- such as writing 7.5h (approx. six(6) albums) in one(1) year -- frequently caused me to pass out in my recording studio like i really was taking 6Gs of gravity in a jet fighter .]
[15h35__Home - Sure enough , i then laid my head on my pillow and passed out for nearly two(2) hours .]
[16h06__lAutobus - Hey and what s with the people all looking like ghosts are stringing them along by the shoulders , forcing them to go pupus by trying to get the hologram up their buttholes . And whatever that kind of insane sacrilege is supposed to mean to you .]
"...so that they could rape SiHt, Archangel of Equipment all the way down to the Archangel ."
This officially terminates my assistance of the human species .
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