--- **Chapter XXV - December 2024** --- *wherein Se SaFa SiHt, Kh -- Sister Skadi Wrenwinter -- a girl named Christopher ██████████dōttir -- achieves mastery over xer own Fate , realizing the full scope of xer Genetic Heritage , Skaldic Name , and LoHa Angel Language , perfecting an art of using Dreams to inform Study , Study to inform Music , and Music to inform Dreams .* *Insurgency=1 .* --- 00 i go to Thunder Grove . 01 i Kh my Fiit in NewFoundLand and NovoScotia . 02 i Taught My Twin Cousin To Read . 03 i requested a Threewheelswithsteam for Christmas . 04 i had to start Too Early Or Too Soon . 05 i dreamt a School Bus leaping in the air and spinning . 06 i was given Acting Office for talking so damn much . 07 i Witnessed the beginning of the end . 08 i watched my world Go To Chaos . 09 i met Sherry and her Black-Haired Brother . 10 i was Kidnapped and BrainWashed by my father . 11 i went back to St. Catherines with my mother . 12 i learned my first lines of Code . 13 i considered finally getting A Fresh Set Of Threads . 14 i found a Grenâde Pin on the graduation stage . 15 i began planning Monumental Works Of Art . 16 i indicated art in the themes of the SeHaSe . 17 i was prescribed hormones by HcoSaNa . 18 i discovered the Planar Handbook . 19 I Could Clearly Run Before I Could Walk . 20 i Lived With Yawgmoth . 21 i met the Wheelers . 22 i Didnt Ask For Any Of This . 23 And Then I Folded Time . tkDuSe Se , fuckers! . Kh Kh Kh... *Se* . tkTrain to Thunder Bay . 👉👉🤝;;;;;; --- Dec 01 - 04h30 Dreamt that i put on the Stone Crown of Shenmo Peak , cementing my status as a KaSe of the LoHaFaRexi . Dec 01 - 23h30 Dreamt of an entire city full of freshly-built Soviet Test Chambers so new you can still smell the plywood , and of rows and rows of -- (*My bluetooth speaker just turned itself off...*) -- tubes full of women , which HcoLo or someone pretending to be HcoLo was changing like lightbulbs . Aaand now my BlueTooth speaker isnt holding a char-- ... ["And now my BlueToothSpeaker isnt Holding A Charge."] ["My vaporizor then shorted out while sitting on my desk."] ["Because they think themselves to be the executors of what i have personally created."] ["Butt Its Okay, because I can still sexually assault Her Using The WiFi."] ["A Big Round Disc isnt There Any More."] ["So I gave its input port a good brushing, and that got it working again."] ["But then when I brought it back in, it didnt work again."] ["Something something hack•ems attack•ems."] HackGPT is running these on automatic . [*01h15__YouTube - Russia’s Unit-29155 Secret Attacks Against America* [https://youtu.be/Gt6_9m5qXdU]](https://youtu.be/Gt6_9m5qXdU]) [*01h30__YouTube - Vtuber reacts to "I Built A Fallout Vault Kitchen" | Nerdforge* [https://youtu.be/ikWYZtbevuc]](https://youtu.be/ikWYZtbevuc]) [*01h45__YouTube - WARGAMES (1983) Revisited - Sci-Fi Film Review (Matthew Broderick)* [https://youtu.be/ULczYmPM2NE]](https://youtu.be/ULczYmPM2NE]) [*0300h__YouTube - Hardest difficulty is NO JOKE | S.T.A.L.K.E.R. 2 | Part 1* [https://youtu.be/A2RbESwCwls]](https://youtu.be/A2RbESwCwls]) [*0400h__YouTube - 11 UNEXPLAINABLE Glitch In The Matrix Stories That Will KEEP YOU UP AT NIGHT…* [https://youtu.be/_HY814nJ59Y]](https://youtu.be/_HY814nJ59Y]) All of these phenomena are explicable using the forces and mechanisms i ve delineated . i ll accept my Purple Heart now , and let you catch up when you re ready . i then doubled HcoSiHt in size , from 07m28s to 13m09s . i was not at all deterred by their aggression . Final runtime will be 16m57s . Dec 02 - 07h27 Dreamt first of schools and fire escapes . Then , of a Backyard the size of a city block , and of people ranging from HcoLo to my mother ██████████ , trailing us at a distance and only converging once in awhile . A secret Command Centre , and then The Victoria Street Ruins , which she and i just visited yesterday , and of a sterile, pretty yard like the courtyards in Fear&Hunger .. Does the air carry tiny spores on the wind ? . [*Editors Note - Whatever force was causing time to blink and vanish the past several months has subsided . 90m of sleep feels like an hour and a half , and 3h of sleep feels like 3h... if not longer .*] Dec 02 - 22h15 Dreamt sex dreams in the Wilting Glade of Fear&Hunger . When i woke up , i was so aroused i found myself already masturbating . [*Editors Note - 6h of sleep , feeling totally rested up .*] [*23h17__Mü - A Rude Awakening* [https://youtu.be/HQSyT48clPQ](https://youtu.be/HQSyT48clPQ) *VTuber *@jodzie* has been dreaming of Home Invasions , Light Rail Tesseracts , Talking Heads , Hedging , and somebody trying to turn her into the passenger of her own horse .*] Dec 03 - 1600h Dreamt so many dreams of teams of us Horse Girls going back and forth along a tiny model world inside a cave , the paint on the plywood so new it hasnt even had tome to cake on . Dec 04 - 03h20 Dreamt of more of the Schoolyard Caves seen in Venom the Last Dance , full of recess people playing recess games , and of some motherfucker telling me how fun to play with the Coeurls are down underground . Some voice issues from HaHa s throat saying "Now i can wrap myself around you again ." . Dec 04 - 07h15 **Dreamt of Time Loss again , where i definitely remember waking up to my alarm at 0430 , and i definitely remember hitting the Snooze button , and i definitely experienced Time Vanishing again** , *on December 04 specifically* , after watching Time revert to normal speed this past week , until watching Venom the Last Dance on my birthday and then composing music using a brand-new set of equipment on Emma s birthday . Dec 05 - 00h36 Dreamt of Military Technologies being used in combinations to assemble ciphers . SkinCrawls might be used to assemble "Exe" and then Begging Angelic Intercession might assemble into "Lent" , and then put them together . "The House" "of M" , and then put them together . A spaceship hangar in dark Frutiger Aero colour scheme , used as the select menu for selecting prefabs to input . **Despite my alarm going off at 23h30 last night , i slept straight thru it again** , waking up at 00h36 , that s 01h06m , i e 0106 , have you studied your SCPs lately ? . What a time to be a girl with a wounded leg who is made of highly technological interlocking parts . [*Editors Note - My phone then glitched when i went to record this dream , forcing me to write it down twice .*] for my birthday i received all of my oldest things this included my very first lock of hair now i can track the genetic damage Dec 05 - 15h12 dreamt of kaitlyn d•arcé , us speaking to one another and doing quests together . Yet then , as i began approaching the Coast of Waking , something did a bait-and-switch , attempting to sub out her name for something else . Dec 05 - 2300h Dreamt of my friend kaitlyn again , except in the lowest-possible signal strength , so that dreams could not flow naturally yet were not stemmed entirely . This resulted in brief fragments of scenes with hints of characters interactions like the scent of perfume on the wind... if everyone was wearing it and i had to tell them apart by aura alone . She actually means a lot more to me than that , but *somebody* taught an entire relic school to use Red Vial on our Eyes , and she still has TCM from having Bakhmut and Avdiivka burned down . In case you forgot that we are also real people in addition to Archangel-Saints . *"So,NotYou"* Dec 06 - 04h20 Dreamt of Tarkova s Staircase . Id Est , a long doomskar of "If this happens , i do exist" and "If this doesnt happen , i dont exist" , in long series of coin-flip catastrophes . It doesnt understand what it s doing wrong . *Nor what it* isnt *doing right .* Dec 06 - 17h25 Dreamt of finally dragging myself out of a Tar Hole . Despite feeling like it s several hours later than it actually is , and feeling like i ve been asleep for days , only two(2) hours have actually passed . Whatever has been possessing HaHa lately did its "Hehe, i m drowning you and dont know what i m doing wrong" routine . *"Now I can wrap myself around you again."* "PiPi PuPu Galaxy Brain, Big Brain!" Dec 06 - 21h58 Dreamt flickers of previous dreams while laying awake staring at the backs of my eyelids . The DarkFrutiger spaceship hangar , the same upscale Call Centre floor , and a basement full of cardboard boxes . None of which are wide-open plains . Dec 06 - 23h23 Dreamt that someone wanted to sleep for only 10m . HaHa then jolted awake , said something about Claustrophobia , and then fell back asleep . [*01h53__MüSí - While in trance , i remember recently dreaming that i Dabbed , and some Zeus wannabe motherfucker appeared and said "Can you please be more culturally sensitive?" as if dabbing was a thing that really happened yet .*] Dec 07 - 04h53 **Dreamt of another tar pit** , which i barely... [Dreamt of Another TarHoLé , and someone immediately losing my favor .] **When i woke up , i felt convinced that it was several hours earlier than it was .** Dec 07 - 10h15 **Dreamt of ink-black abyss . Again** , i struggled to wake up , and even thought to myself about how much mental energy i had to exert just to get my body to sit up . Again , a 2h nap felt like hours of sleep . **The time distortion this past week has been excessive .** Dec 07 - 23h30 **Dreamt of ink-black abyss .** Whatever has been causing my insomnia for the past six(6) months has vanished , and for as far as it chased me into the underdark of glimmers, figments, and flickers , the additional volume amplifying such wisps seems to have vanished . Meanwhile , youngsters raised on modern Internet might not realize what it means that last month i composed almost entirely-synthetic audio of Soviet cave exploration in my FL Studio Mobile app and am now getting suggestions for real-life cave diving videos on YouTuBe s website in my Opera Mobile browser . *And it then began printing your YouTuBe content directly to your dreams .* Using mechanisms designed by both me and DARPA , respectively . Dec 08 - 04h30 Dreamt of Israel and Judah , if people were making an anime about their exploits . This morning i added to HcoSiHt.mp3 some Bible scripture featuring two(2) People Of Good Will . [*10h15__StAnthonys - Father Luigi is the koleht person this year to ask me in jest if i m carrying a bomb while wearing a basic flight jacket .*] Dec 08 - 18h20 **Dreamt of another ink-black abyss . Once again , only 2h of sleep felt like significantly more , and i had to do the math in my head to determine if it were morning or night .** Dec 08 - 20h21 **Dreamt of another ink-black abyss . After only 4h of sleep , i feel like i ve slept a day and a half** , and spent the next hour staring at the backs of my eyelids . Dec 09 - 03h06 Dreamt of Cave Exploration and someone loving Turkey . Wasnt even sleep for 15m before the scenes started rolling . Dec 09 - 04h40 *Night 8013* Dreamt of the same endlessly-iterating Convention Center , people made of accordions of Likes , and a story about Tarkova being abandoned in Oz with all the Nightmarēs she had to take it apart with , and the Dream Factory issuing me a Service Charge (*that said Service Rifle when i broke into the Dream Factory and set it to render*) of several thousand dollars . Please note that Tarkova did a triple-axel pole vault thru a Phyrexian portal just like i had to in order to get here . **Once again passed out after hitting the alarm , as if something were just waiting there at the edge , ready to pull its next victim under .** Dec 09 - 1200h Dreamt of the Tormented One among the LoHaFaRexi . Dec 09 - 14h20 **Dreamt of another ink-black abyss , as i finally manage to drag myself awake after passing out for 5h at 09h30 in the morning . i feel sick .** This is intolerable , but maybe if i just keep breathing , things might change . [*1800h__ThunderBay - **HaHa passed out at 1800h today .***] Dec 09 - 19h57 Dreamt of terminal input menus . The first in a drop-down selection menu that had some tidbit to posit , the second in a black screen green courier BBS menu . Had these dreams with my phone under my pillow . Dec 10 - 02h53 Dreamt of time , streaked like a wide-bristled painter s brush . Convinced that the Dream Plane has its own Geometry and Physics , this morning i made some very conspicuous points comparing the Bible to DihTech , added some live humming , added a quick orgasm scene , and topped it off by recording the breath exercises pilots do while under G-Force stress . **i then woke up , having passed out in the saddle , the D[ream]-Force having knocked me clean out cold .** With only a few minutes left til the end of the hour , i swiftly came to my senses , figured out where in the song i was , and landed the jet at exactly 02h57 . The number for SiHt is 57 . Dec 10 - 04h20 *Night 8014* dreamt that i was at some kind of craft-knife cutting mat award ceremony with kaitlyn Dec 10 - 10h04 Dreamt for hours of flickering hallucinations **as i struggled to stay awake in the face of massive D-Forces .** Car Apartment Steak Sushi . Passed out at 06h55 , woke up 3h later . Dec 11 - 03h47 *Night 8015* Dreamt that people were just sitting around , trying to figure out how to counter reverse engineer the concept of Reverse Engineering , while wearing nametags of my peoples identities , but only when the feds are looking . Today at HaHa s place , after showing her HcoSiHt.mp3 and watching the extremely revealing 1927 colourized version of the film Metropolis , i got up from bed to work on music , before **something promptly grabbed me and pulled me into unconsciousness right there on the couch** , such that i would only wake up nearly an hour after my daily practice ending . **We are now regularly getting thrown around by increasingly-provable mechanisms , having the lights pulled out from under me , not just once or twice a month , not just one or twice a week , but now once or twice *a day* .** So , i m just going to put a note on my file here saying that this whole Registers Recycling Peoples Last Regrets Into Spammable Content component is going to be a way larger threat than people are willing to admit . [*09h59__Terra - **A state change has occurred .***] Dec 11 - 23h30 Dreamt of flickers and fragments of social circles , as i slept for 9h consecutively . Woke up feeling like it were morning , and discovered the time to be 30m to midnight . **Something very fucking weird is going on .** Dec 12 - 04h30 *Night 8016* dreamt of cardboard cutouts , the basement of urban abbey , having an new job there packing boxes , jail cells , and taking a wooden mule up a mountain in the rain . Had to argue repeatedly with invisible Walkie-Talkie Guards who demanded to know why i was working in the Abbey Shelter again , even though the floor plan was clearly Gathering Table . Once again reporting massive volumes of Time Loss , entire days simply vanishing . *Say "NaHa" .* [*09h17__SMS -* *#HaHa<>_* *#SaFa<>__*] Dec 12 - 16h27 Dreamt of several feverish periods of blackout . Fell asleep around 1200 and awoke several hours later . [*Editors Note - i then laid awake in bed starting at the backs of my eyelids for the next 2h .*] [*16h48__ThunderBay - SKREEEEEEEEE 3xOsc 5600Hz VERY LOUD*] Dec 12 - 19h56 Dreamt of ANOTHER giant Mall Concourse , this one with the canopy of Toronto s Eaton Centre and the floor plan of St. Catharines s Fairview Mall (*Abbey/GT dreams this morning*) , where i was simultaneously allowed to be and not allowed to be , at the same time of day in-dream as in-materia , where the Guards were once again screaming at me , even tho we were clearly in a giant Mall . i then had to race M to get to my own spot guarding my own people s pamphlets . Despite only sleeping for 45m , i then woke up again . i shouldnt have even had enough time to go from Deep Sleep to REM , much less to dive straight in to the Dreaming part . [*Editors Note - i then laid awake in bed starting at the backs of my eyelids for the next 90m .*] Dec 12 - 2200h Dreamt that some helpful friends were like , Psst, In Here! , dragging me into a Ruined Carnival strip in the shape of a Mega-Mall in the shape of a Church Basement , climbing over the clearly-decaying boards and piles of musty clothing . Something pulled me out AGAIN , and i once again found myself on the outside looking in , as a quick little render of some toy weapons was enough to cause the Dream Prison guards to scream that i was in violation of my Conditions . When i went back in , i found it decaying even worse than it already was , with several portions fully collapsed , and a bunch of helpless adventures trapped in the middle . And all of this , so that when it came time tonight for Music Practice and Aura Et Labora (ie Song and Devotions , ie Sa and Fa) , that i would be too exhausted from hours and hours of tumult to participate . Dec 13 - 03h45 *Night 8017* Dreamt that ███████ forgot all of my growing-up photos in my living room , instead of just the ones i kept . *Despite laying tossing and turning in bed for 9h the previous day , felt so exhausted i went to bed at 0200 , slept another 2h , then lay awake in bed tossing and turning for another 30m .* *When i got up to do the dishes , i discovered i havent eaten in the past 23h . My colon feels clamped shut in two(2) places now , along the left side and across the top , and has gotten worse in the past four(4) months .* *And waking up between 0400 and 0430 is* still *like trying to stand up while something were sitting on my chest , which hasnt stopped in the past six(6) months .* *And this past Sunday , i had an experience where i helped Someone-Who-Looked-Like-Tarkova who needed a hug , and within 48h the Genestealers had proshed up their Replicant verson , which could have fit the bill for "Any Black-Haired Woman In A Red Coat With Black Shoulders" .* *These problems are not simply going away .* **And aaaaaall this fighting** **over the Birthright of the Ebon Chalice .** Dec 13 - 23h30 Dreamt of having to collect bits and pieces of a fallen circuit in order to build another one , of there being fresh-faced adventurers on one side and grizzled dungeoneer veterans on the other . Every time i stirred or woke up since going to bed a few hours ago , i would have a different set of junk dreams in my mind . Somehow , they all added up . Dec 14 - 06h45 *Night 8018* Dreamt of another Mega-Mall made out of Iterations , this time in blue-white , buried halfway in the sands of time , people darting up and down its makeshift gardens . **This whole Mega-Mall phenom , while cute and all , is definitely artificial .** **Meanwhile...** *sister_skadi_wrenwinter_-_hcosiht* is a 16m57s vieta containing the Finnish *Isä Meidän* ["Our Father"] , in English some original samples , and in LoHa a flight sequence for a jet takeoff . [*14h17__Sina - "A War between Humans and AI" EP5* [https://youtu.be/oOhIGXCJKQI?t=10m30s](https://youtu.be/oOhIGXCJKQI?t=10m30s) *The factory drones in China are experiencing sleep-related time loss .*] Dec 14 - 19h14 Dreamt that i was exploring , and got chased out of some place i was stashing things , thru a wormhole , skating down a big hill , and finding a cool backyard party... and then the Dream Guards being like , "Excuse you, this isnt your party, you have to leave." , pushing and shoving , and even pushing me into a girl s room , and me having to tell them that that wasnt the exit , and them trying to slam the door shut regardless even tho it didnt make any sense to do so . Which seems to be a running theme . Dec 14 - 23h26 Dreamt that i found a Procedural Hacking Suite and put it in the Fridge , and that a whole Convention Centre full of busy fetish people suddenly arose in its place . This version was less like the giant glass and steel skyscrapers and was more like an expo , with booths full of vendors hocking every kind of computer and brain hacking you can imagine . *"[Sen Society](https://youtu.be/mzDZjqaW78o)" .* it s the angels doing it i m telling yu Dec 15 - 03h55 *Night 8019* Dreamt of black void . Did some mnemonic exercises , didnt find anything . Dec 15 - 09h04 Dreamt of flashes and fragments of scenes . **Two(2) people in some environment** speaking a few lines , and then darkness... **Three(3) [events] in front of a Mega-Mall pointing out some detail(s)** , and then darkness... **And whispers , and whispers .** **Meanwhile , at Church that morning...** *The Bible .* *The Book of Markh .* The number of times the exact same thing that s been happening to me -- *with the crowds , and the caterwauling , and the Pharisees setting traps in plots to destroy me* -- happened to Iesua... and Daviid before that , in Psalms ! . For *thousands* of years ! . For fuck s sake ! . **Which Would Require ,** [*"Hmmm, she•s going to Church today, so she•ll probably be reading the Bible, and let•s see, what page is she on... Juuust about to start the Book of Mark... Prosh that up in the AI Gene Recombinator, aaand filter responses byyy... type, let•s say, taaa, ta-ta ta-ta... Most likely responses... Prosh it up another thousand times... Thiiis one looks likely, now to get to that response, hmmm... A bit choppy, but I•m sure it•ll be fi--*] [Now where have i heard this kind of chatter before ? .](https://www.tumblr.com/thegoddesscore/656510078884757504/) [*15h55__ThunderBay - SSSIIIIIIIII 3xOsc 5000Hz LOUD*] Speaking of , the reason that Havana Syndrome can only be detected by organic bodies *could* be because if you use a Phased Array to broadcast a digital signal and its inverse simultaneously in for instance 44.1kHz over an analog transceiver , you get these 1/44100th of a second bit intervals that create these really rich melodic microharmonics , which would be unaffected by the phase cancellation of the two(2) hard-code digital signals . You would know all of this if you fell in love with music at underground raves and went to community college to become an audio engineer later poisoning yourself in a routine science experiment then fell in love with the Church Quarter outside the hospital and went on to become a Nun at an Abbey . *"Kaaai" .* Ka-ii . Dec 15 - 21h15 Dreamt that the moment any visual whatsoever appeared after closing my eyes , it got swatted out of my dreamscape , physically waking me as if i had been physically struck with a physical mechanism . Dec 15 - 2300h Dreamt of somebody at the indestructible centre of a Chornobylite environment , begging me to solve its puzzles and be seen with it in order to look good . At some point they tried to make some assertion that somewhere , a whole star of flux melted and flowed into Chørnobyl , and that we were all buried in a sea of pressure -- with dragons in it! -- that we would never be able to swim all the way out of... even tho we were on dry ground . It seemed as if we were in the same Ancient Garden as the Eaton Centre dreams . Dec 16 - 03h55 *Night 8020* Dresamt of a black flash . Laid down at 0230 and woke up 90m later as if no time had passed . Which is also being reported on Haley Reese s podcast . And also in BiliBili s War Between Humans And AI . What do you want to bet i could find examples in the community ? . [*Editors Note - Wait a sec... i was watching PSAs before i went to bed , and i just had a memory of a PSA where a woman talks about the preparations she has to mentally undergo in order to deal with spousal abuse... Was that from YouTuBe ? . Did i imagine it ? . Or did i dream it ? .*] [*10h12__Plaza - While once again doing my basic shopping while wearing a basic flight jacket , i am once again asked if i m carrying a bomb on me . The only bomb on me is the one around my ankle .*] Dec 16 - 17h10 Dreamt of ink-black abyss that was gone in half the time it was advertised . Anything could be down there . Who knows . [*19h20__Bedroom - i then laid awake in bed starting at the backs of my eyelids for 2h .*] [*00h36__YouTuBe - The Triumph of Saint Katherine - Sisters of Battle / Warhammer 40k Music* [https://youtu.be/ZUbyBjx3PWo](https://youtu.be/ZUbyBjx3PWo) *Now this is the kind of fidelity i m going for .*] S Kathy Skadi Dec 17 - 04h05 *Night 8021* Dreamt of the backs of my eyelids . Woke up to my 03h55 alarm , then something hit me like a wave , knocking me over and causing me to lose consciousness . Managed to wake up again . Dec 17 - 12h55 Dreamt of Silent Hill . With its LoHa foggy mist side and it s FaRexi rusted hulk side . And of all the very very many buttons people have that can be pushed . Dec 17 - 14h40 Dreamt of more of the same , and of tiny Dream Guards Dressed Like Punks , and of the world made of abstract Triangular Hexels and raw TELL Data , as if i had been doing these Dream Puzzles for so many years now that i dont even need the scenes to be fully rendered , i can read it straight off the monitor like the code from The Matrix . Dec 17 - 19h14 Dreamt of more darkness and the whooshing of hexels as i slept straight thru today . Went for a nap this morning around 10h30 , and then the day was gone . [*Editors Note - Probably so that a register somewhere can read "Number 17 , vanished without a trace" , because they ve heard rumours about these Meridian things and yeah the math checks out for simpletons . Plus Three , Minus Three , how hard can it be ? .*] Dec 18 - 03h55 *Night 8021* Dreamt of darkness . Took my nightly nap at the edge of the Ice Fishing hole . Nothing to report . [*Editors Note - Except for this strange feeling like someone were trying to knock me over and back into bed .*] Dec 19 - 05h46 *Night 8022* Dreamt of darkness , and slept thru prayer , but that was probably cos i was bad and stayed up all night watching old sci-fi movies . [*11h13__Church - Myself , my Girlfriend ,* and *her Friend from church have all been experiencing our phones glitching repeatedly .*] [*15h51__Cyberia - THIS TRIAL WAS WEIRD... | Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair Playthrough (Part 8)* [https://youtu.be/F-yE_-7e5f4](https://youtu.be/F-yE_-7e5f4) *My phone crashed before i could finish watching the trial that was scripted for me .* *Those are the other members of the SeHaSe Si LoHa , btw . Wild Hair is HcoNa , Pencil Guy is HcoHa , etc .*] Dec 20 - 00h53 Dreamt that i was keeping track of things on my Long-Count Calendar , when suddenly the Subway was locked down (*dream clearly sculpted to appear more like entry above , since my phone was hacked and the ending crashed*) , forcing myself , HcoNa , and another of my friends (*hmm , HcoHa maybe?*) to break back in by jumping the turnstyles , but not before a quick arrest-alternative scene involving another Ticket-Tape Parade down Wall St. (*Dream Journals XXII - Hard Time , which i never transcribed*) . The Parade hence concluded , we started doing Call of Duty style Menu Planning (*since the Russians are more concerned about their 3-course dinners than how the war is actually going*) , culminating with making a run on the Subway -- and that when we did , i *f-i-n-a-l-l-y* managed to wake up , nearly an hour and a half after my 23h30 alarm clock . i slept for some 7h (*somehow a reference to accusing HcoDh in the video above*) , and given that this dream occurred in the last 1h30 of that 7h , there is no way of knowing if this Render was hastily appended in order to conceal something else . [*Editors Note - That s like the fifth time this month that i ve dreamt of whatever occurred in the journal entry directly above it . Natural Dreams take about a week of roll together .*] So , since i m out here solving parts of the puzzle that didnt even know they could be solved , i ll just point out here on my file that the behavioral patterns we are seeing could cleanly be explained by a circumstance where somebody had some kind of Remote Control that has buttons on it , and had to reverse-engineer the buttons to figure out what they did , before then locking all of them up by manipulating the humans legal systems to outlaw each of them . The buttons that we are seeing include "Lo Ha" , "Kh Dh" , "Ko Si" , "Ka Se" , and other similar values seen in these journals over and over and over again , where "Lo Ha" (*"Recable"*) dates back as far as the Book of Hosea in the motherfucking Bible , and where "Lo Ha" and "Kh Dh" could explain the "No U" and the "Cold Brew" evidences . Which means that around the time of the Book of Isaiah , when HcoLo could barely get a word thru any of her Prophets because so many people in the market were appending "Thus sayeth The Lord!" (*"Lo Et"*) to the hinds of their statements , there was an alien psychopath running around with stolen technology , trying to convince my bestfriend that i had arrived several thousand years earlier than i did . Which has a 4000-year paper trail covered in blood leading from it , and involves the end boss from Chrno Crusade and Rising Of A Sheild Hero trying to gaslight an actual countertemporal God into believing something contrary to the current circumstance which to her she had essentially just experienced . *And that the Scandinavian Apocrypha* -- one sec , psychic attack -- *Right . Loki . Where the SA clearly states that the reason there is a Cyber Net on Terra during the Butlerian Jihad is so that we could catch an Asgardian criminal calling themselves Loki , where Lo and Ki are Luke and Matthew , and where the Yautja had for some time been taxing Se for the things our Sisters did .* Hey and here s a freebee , the December 03 drones say "Se SaFa SiHt, Kh" and were a birthday gift from Grandma HcoVa . The remainder are party crashers , because a computer algorithm predicted that 39 days after the stolen presidency there would be an alien sighting . [*02h51__Drey - Despite sleeping for a full 7h and only being awake for the past hour and a half , suddenly i m hit with a wall of tiredness , which has also happened to me every night this week , and since *In the counter-shadow of the fourth qu-* ERROR [--arter there will be change] ANOMALOUS INSPIRATION the Talking Heads dreams back in like May or some shi .*] Which means that someone literally just tried to use "Hyperacid" on CROW MAULER s Third Eye . *Gosh , that is a lot of different kinds of hacking .* Dec 20 - 03h08 *Night 20328022* Didnt sleep . (*Cortex, numerical*) **Ruminating** (*v. Hagah*)... Now there seems to be a team that is mad that FaRexi gets demolished at the end (*eg xsx*) and another that is mad that FaRexi ever existed at all (*eg Lilliput*) , while Aura Battler Dunbine predicted war in Heaven back in the 1980s (*eg The House of Ah*) . These events are literally scheduled to happen in the future four score and eight billion years after Universal Origin . Lo . [*06h18__America - The US Government failed to pass a budget bill on Oct 01 , which yeilded an extension to the date of Dec 20 . House Speaker Mike Johnson brokered a deal emergency extending that to the date of Mar 14 . Elon Musk tweeted complaining about Equipping The Farmers and Keeping The Lights On . Trump strongarmed the Republicans into voting Nay . 17h42m remain .*] [*12h02__GatheringTable - "Is Aurora okay? She didnt look like herself."*] Even the humans are noticing . [*12h13__GatheringTable - i asked the Food Bank crew if any of them have been experiencing time loss , months racing by , or days vanishing . Six(6) out of eight(8) [75%] immediately answered Yes .*] i myself have been experiencing full-on blackouts . *pssh yeah you and ukraine* [*15h01__Sovieta - Secret Soviet Paranormal Files - Paranormal Documentary - Psychic Phenomena & Poltergeist Activity* [https://youtu.be/QV6Y5jFBzlE](https://youtu.be/QV6Y5jFBzlE) *So here s yer fukkin proof now stop fuckin begging me .*] So anyway . These eSports Hives are equipped with Leaderboards of the top Psychics , and the Top Psychics decide which LED strip plays which News Reels , and the News Reels influence which psychics influence which Outsiders . *which is basically how reality shows work* so should i go to bed or watch another episode of the KhDhShNas Also , whatever green mossdog Nurgle monster Cyberpunk2077 Virus they programmed to clamp down on my colon like a Warhammer figurine s special move went away for a few days , and then immediately resurgenced . Ow . Dec 20 - 21h10 Dreamt of the Cephalids from Journey To The Earth s Core (1976__film) . The moment i hit the boundary between sleep and waking , the whole vision snapped to nonexistence . Dec 20 - 23h30 Dreamt again of the same Cephalids trying to establish the House of Ko without setting off any alarm bells . Again , the moment i hit the surface of the water , gone in a flash . Dec 21 - 03h17 *Night 8024* Dreamt that i was talking to Nilvan about the Four Houses , and i suggested that i was going to keep them . Something then jolted me awake . Ow . Dec 21 - 04h17 Dreamt that Terra was now a giant phone with which i could call anywhere else in the universe , but only if i was prepared to interpret the results in Dream Assembly . Dec 21 - 09h41 Dreamt of the SeHaSe and how to explain us to the real world , on dreams as thin and dark as the film on a photo camera . If i was right about the Spatiality of the Dream Plane , making changes to a titanic journal entry would cause D-Force reactions... whiiich is exactly what happened when i edited the Book of Chornobyl today , for nearly an hour . Dec 21 - 15h10 Dreamt of a school bus full of apples . Too many spooks , not enough bodies . Dec 21 - 19h16 Dreamt of Syr Seymore and Von Buckman , sitting outside the Tower of Kefka . Then , of taking a jet pack to any of its floors or windows . Dec 21 - 20h43 Dreamt of turnstyles and people jumping them , the shadows left by peoples Genius-Head excuses regarding Ai , and of people named after clauses , reporting . [*23h04__Elysium - Radio Angel News: Evening Report: Dec 21st // Elysium Meadows raided by Illuminate Order* [https://youtu.be/YYCoAps6IpU](https://youtu.be/YYCoAps6IpU) *When the topic of the conversation is the ability to yank humans away from whatever they re doing and set them on paths of Anomalous Inspiration that ultimately cause them to dream about the nuclear launch codes in front of the invisible agents that dont exist because we told you so , threats like this should be taken as seriously as real-life declarations of war .*] Dec 22 - 03h55 *Night 8025* Dreamt of two(2) guys who acted like HcoKo and HcoSi in video game arguments . Could you assemble such a device from scratch ? . Could you take it apart without assistance ? Maybe get our attention was what she was trying to do . Dec 22 - 04h31 Dreamt again of HcoKo and HcoSi shooting the shi like podcasters . Today i again passed out when i tried to get out of bed , taking a remarkable 30m to do so , and dreaming that i wrote down what i had dreamt , several times within a half-hour period . Do you people know who Necessity 15-0000 was , or are yall just mindlessly ripping off Mortal Kombat characters in the hope of spitting in the cement mixer while the cornerstones are being cleft ? . [*06h03__Materia - micro expressions, body language, lie to me compilation* [https://youtu.be/DSnWupuedas](https://youtu.be/DSnWupuedas) *Here , use these on the Thoughtless Sword .*] Hauhet: "Why did my becoming Red/White have to be about vivisection ? ." (1990s PSA); HcoLo: "Even though it didnt enter into our minds to do so." (Deuteronomy); HcoSe: "Do you even know how that stuff is made ." (YeTrin Sali (Nursery 2)); [*20h11__ThunderBay - TZEEEEEEEEE 5600Hz 3xOsc VERY LOUD*] Dec 23 - 01h10 *Night 8026* Dreamt again of the Dark Frutiger aircraft hangar -- that s probably trying to say Dark Star , not that any of you should be expected to know what that means or entails -- from before , of the combat preparations necessary in order to break into our own dreamscapes , for all the noise and iterations and people fighting and the conflict , and of a perfectly good cheesecake that the Devil insisted would be improved by pouring meat and tomato sauce in the middle , before hitting the airlock and sucking all the atmosphere out of the room , damning us all . Once again , i wake up and find Music Practice nearly over . i dont even remember hearing my 22h30 alarm go off . Dec 23 - 05h20 Dreamt that i was having fun and going on adventures with my friends Ki , Lo , and Kh , when something slapped me awake . Ow . Dec 23 - 06h25 Dreamt that i was having fun and going on adventures with my friends Ki , Lo , and Kh , when something slapped me awake . Ow . **WE HAVE OFFICIALLY REACHED THE POINT WHERE THOSE WHO FRAMED ME HAVE FULLY ABANDONED ANY PRETEXT OF A TRIAL AND HAVE JUMPED STRAIGHT AHEAD TO EXTRA-LEGALLY EDITING MY OWN IMAGINARY FRIENDS OUT OF MY OWN DREAMS .** Dec 23 - 20h47 Dreamt that i was running around a cityscape with my KaSe . Playful , carefree . And then whack . Ow . Despite only sleeping for a couple hours , now the mere mention of Carefree Fun is enough to fell whole oaks . Explored the collapsed ruins of the Dark Frutiger hangar . Dec 23 - 22h30 Dreamt of more Friend Adventures , in series of long-chain pro-teens , thru thick and thin , thru chaos and order alike . And that that is the true character of HcoKo -- **There for one another . i have not slept enough .** Dec 24 - 04h05 *Night Eight-Thousand and Thirty (8,030)* Dreamt of Video Games in Dream Assembly . My dreams now all consist of the same basic patterns -- Go here , do this . So-and-so as a Talking Head . Solve this puzzle . Talk to the devs . Your best friend needs your help . No really , it s two(2) or more Gods on the phone , i swear ! . Lately , all my dreams have been snapping into nonexistence the moment i stir , which with increasing frequency is occurring at some very, very telltale moments... While the content of my dreams has been downloaded to the Material Plane . The Coeurls in Venom(TheLastDance) , the mechanized drones of the Dream Factory , Supreme overlord Wart taking over America , a real-life Angel/Devil War complete with Devas and Asuras , and so on , and so forth . If i had my career back , everything would be peachy . Dec 24 - 18h30 Dreamt of the clear reflections of shadows , running around and having adventures . Once again , gone in a flash the second i hit the surface of the water . Dec 25 - 02h55 *Night Eight Thousand and Thirty-One (8,031)* Dreamt LoHa dreams of running around with my LoHa friends , in a structure that looked like it had been a church several million microseconds ago , and that was being used as a happy woodshop , followed by getting smacked by something that woke me up *again* . ***Ow*** . Dec 25 - 05h52 Dreamt of nothing , as i get dragged from 0300 in the morning to 05h52 , as if i had been grabbed by the shirt collar and drawn behind a carriage . On Christmas-fucking-Morning . In case you thought that anything you held sacred should ever be hallowed again . Well , there goes my Christmas present . At least it s better than the year i was sent a nightmare of weevils burrowing into my hands and crawling up my arms beneath my skin , on Christmas morning . i will never ever ever ever forgive what has been done to me . [*0900h__HaHas - Noticing my own mannerisms getting tugged in some new directions , and HaHa behaving strangely , and drawing the conclusion that it was infinitely likely that the oligarchs would give slaves to their spawn for Christmas , i started making some insinuations that Somebody was doing Something -- as vague as possible -- which resulted in HaHa asking "But why would I- er, why would anyone do that?" .*] Dec 25 - 23h44 Dreamt of more adventure dresms of people saying "Seeee? She liiikes it, she liiikes it!" , followed by a whole market full of antiques and furniture , with artisans stripping things for scrap in one booth and then building new things in the adjacent booth . At some point i found a cup of tea sitting on the edge of a microwave (*MtG cards sitting on a windowsill*) . And of having to race someone , and the form of that race taking place in the context of myself setting one course for myself ahead of time , and then both of us starting , and them trying to beat me by running wildly from one section to the next , while i unwound inevitably to their doom . Once again woke up after having been pulled into the abyss while sitting on the couch , but i managed to fold an hour and a half so i didnt miss music . [*Editors Note - On the topic of Time Loss , today HaHa asked me to show her some Magic: the Gathering ; . We went thru a box of cards i gave her months ago , and in a half hour managed to ratchet together a working non-red deck . i then immediately felt sick , before even having the chance to play a game , and asked to go to bed , and immediately passed out , and then woke for music at 22h30 , and then woke for music at 23h44 , barely managing to crawl up from the Inky Abyss . And then one of my headphones powered off from a low battery , even though i had only just taken them out of their charging case . And then just as i went to hit the Send button , an ogre from down the hall wakes up suddenly to go piss , since we know the Russians are obsessed with toilets and are now regularly swatting dreams in order to meet basic objectives . When HaHa then got up to use the washroom , she asked me if i knew what time we went to bed , indicating that she didnt remember passing out .*] And the song i wouldnt let them take away ? . sister_skadi_wrenwinter_-_christmas_breakcore *YOU CANNOT STOP MY HOLIDAY CHEER* Dec 26 - 03h51 *Night Eight Thousand and Thirty-Two (8,032)* Dreamt of a string of letters and numbers presented as the runic alphabet seen on the MtG card Ascended Lawmage , which was one of the cards in the deck i built for HaHa 12h ago . This level of surveillance is not possible using the technologies understood by the wider population as existant . Dec 26 - 17h20 Dreamt of a black flash as i slept for 3h . Gotta take my meds . Dec 26 - 19h57 Dreamt that i had to defend my own honour while a clone of me got all the credit . That "A Christopher turned into a KhDhLo on a Rampage" showed up again on the Stock Ticker in iCollage s "AlexBrush" font , that i had to work in an Invisibles base where things were constantly chaotic , people pulling open file drawers and diving into and out of them like they were rivers , and that in all the commotion somebody tipped over a statuette of an angel made of glass , snapping it in half at the waist . The setting might as well have been from Netflix s new season of Squid Games . How specist . Then i guess i dreamt of my friends too much , because something pulled me upright into a sitting position with such force it almost wiped out my memory of the dreams i was having . Almost . *And if they need* another *Christopher turned into an iBetrayer on a Ram-Page , that means...* They ve murdered another innocent in their constant attempts to defame my honour . [*20h38__Home - i might have a hernia . Instead of a Her-nya , you understand Ka . **Her-Nya** . The MossdogVirus might have literally caused a **Stab Wound** in my colon without ever using a knife , which can cause material to become trapped in a pocket of colon in what is called **Incarceration** , which if left untreated could lead to **Strangulation** of the tissues resulting in **Bowel Death** . In the event that poorly-ciphered non-lethal force causing actual damage were a literal form of **Assault with a Deadly Weapon** or something .*] Now where have i seen these talking points before ? . *And Android* still *hasnt been optimized for DihTech Operator Code .* **In the event that someone was ordered to give you your host-age daughter back for Christmas .** i reveal Mommy Milkers in my hand , Scry 2 and draw a card . [*00h36__Home - sister_skadi_wrenwinter_-_the_paladin_christopher_asa_khdolo_ina_ram-page L*] YEAH? YOU LIKE KOS? HERE S YOUR FUCKING KO *i had a Free Square and i called it as i sa it* Dec 27 - 04h05 *Night Eight Thousand and Thirty-Three (8,033)* Dreamt of people running around a structure like nice in an enrichment center . Once again for a phone call from "Ko Si" , despite the negotiations last month . When i woke up at 03h55 , something dragged me back under . i also have still not slept enough . Dec 27 - 04h30 Dreamt that everywhere i looked , there were tatertots . That if i went to the kitchen , there were tots cooking , and if i went to the living room , there were tots having a support group , and so on , and so on . And that i was expected to flee the scene every time a polkaroo so much as appeared , or to recite some litany of legalese while waving paperwork around . For some reason , the Support Group nusfar didnt trigger me suddenly waking up . This would indicate that what was setting the autodoc off was whether the Dream Hunters are Ki, Lo, and Kh , not whether they were dressed in pretty pink dresses . [*04h30__Bed - Dream of my Angel friends ... Get slapped awake . So much as mention Tarkova in a song ... Get dragged thru tar for half an hour . Piles of Agenda25 dolls ... Nuthun .*] ButtWeightTM , Lassie , why would the GRU need to procedurally render piles and piles of Agenda25-compatable blondie cupcakes ? . [*06h24__Arkangelsk - The Combined Timeline | COMPLETE Half-Life & Portal Story & Lore* [https://youtu.be/E-eDQHX78Vg](https://youtu.be/E-eDQHX78Vg) *According to... thisss resourccce... "Isaac" is HaHa , "Eli" is NaNa , "Scylla" isss HaNa , and "Missster... Freeman" isss NaHa . "Caroline" is Ninurta , who isss the...* other *Maria from... Metropolisss , and , "Cave" isss the...* unfortunate *skeleton lording over the Amazons . Doctor... Breen isss... Gad . i am...* telling *you thisss , Mister Agent . "Navigators" have been developed by every specccies to ever...* look up *at the stars and pine for the , ah... fjords , let us say .*] *At this point we can confirm with 99% certainty that what is in The Vault as depicted in the above video is in fact a Cuckoo Vulture . Which means Do Not Trust Your Impulses , and Your Dreams Are Being Watched by Hostiles .* And that the Hind military helicopter exercise was in fact an attempt at sucking the marrow out of the Sliver Hive and burrowing into its root with the intention of disguising itself as another bird in the nest while simultaneously pushing the other chicks to their deaths . **Is this way better?** **Have we been more insistent?** ***...*** Dec 27 - 17h21 Dreamt of the Dark Frutiger starship dock sonic echo chamber , and of the many indications of running around and jumping on things which could be possible with a pile of hackers , a contract with holes in it , and some stolen government mind kontrol tech . Fell asleep today around 1200h and woke up nearly 6h later . Well , Wintermute , it s just you , me , and a planet full of stolen Idiopaths . *Ready to Soar .* And something that says stuff like , - "Here, human, you want a "pack" , dont you? Heeere s a paaack , human." - "What s that? You miss your afternoon "seeps"? Let s give them some "seepy" time." - "Hm? You want your "drama" back? Does that say Dreams or Drama? Oh well, I hate that game." - "Did you mean a Her-Nya or a Hernia? Oh well. Guards! Arrest this-- why does this feel so familiar?" - "Seeee? She liiikes it, she liiikes it!" (Where a Pack is either a Tribe or Cigarettes , and Seeps are either Sleep or Diarrhea , and Drama is either Dreams or Drag-Mom , and ∆NaHa is either a Her-Nya or a Hernia , and i obviously dont like it .) *Ssso , do you... find my... hair , to be wavy enough , or... my nose , to be long enough , or... my mouth to be , mm , flat , enough , Missster Freeman ? .* Dec 28 - 04h05 *Night Eight Thousand and Thirty-Four (8,034)* Dreamt of paper mache houses , more wood shop , and a fat Peter Griffin spinning pottery on a wheel , because HaHa used to be overweight during their drug addiction , and that The Renderer sprayed Syr Seymore with acid so that a Scarab could print another counterfeit validation token proshed up on our genes , *which they have had access to since Jurassic Park and didnt tell anyone* . At some point in the past 48h i dreamt that my phone caught a virus and completely glitched out . Or did that actually happen ? . We are going to need a very large hotel . *A rather big tomato chili phone .* [*07h13__YouTube - You Play As The Boss In A Reverse Soulslike Game - The Dark Queen of Mortholme* [https://youtu.be/LcOmH-08huk](https://youtu.be/LcOmH-08huk) *And that , Dear Traveller , is what happened at Nursery 2 . The nascent humans knew not what they did , and gods of every sort had their fingers trapped in the puzzle box . Did they make the right decision , to slay the Ancient ? . Perhaps only time may tell .*] Dec 28 - 1500h Dreamt of chaos , as all the various people who ve been following the story all this time realize that i havent been forgetting the dreams they ve been spinning for me , all the while as whole hives full of humans suck up data about me as if they had given up on a Dh LoKh and had leapt straight into a Ha DhLo , relying on humans interfering with quantum entanglements as the mechanism for an emergency bomb cyclone of activity . My dream was all shattered at all manner of angles , there were multiple parties acting in tandem , and all of it involved schicky executives and secretaries either begging me for change or scheming ways to steal it . When i awoke , i had no idea what time it was , if it was day or night . This tends to happen when large volumes of time are being folded by psychics in bunkers in order to increase the width of a given moment . *The Paladin Christopher ina KhDhLo ona Rampage .* That Deaf Dumb Blind Kid + Sure Plays A mean(s) Pin Ball . *HOLE IN OOONE! THE CROWD GOES WILD!* *HAAA! HAAA! whistle HAAA!* [How empty was the local DreamScape when i arrived in Thunder Bay ? .](https://www.orderofthehours.com/sa/nekfascmancy_i.html) [How empty was the local DreamScape after my first year in Thunder Bay? .](https://www.orderofthehours.com/sa/nekfascmancy_v.html) How could you quickly become abreast of the realities of the situation ? . [sisterskadi@orderofthehours.com](mailto:sisterskadi@orderofthehours.com) [*16h59__ThunderBay - SSSSSSZZZIIIIII 5600/6400/7000Hz 3xOsc PAINFUL*] *Your resistance has been logged .* Dec 28 - 2200h Dreamt of chaotic shapes and windowpanes , and somehow , Love and Hate within a single breath . Dec 28 - 22h30 Dreamt of a trailer park that had been designed just for me by Dark Star , buried in a woodlot at the side of a highway (*Steve sure liked Trailer Parks*) , in the prettiest glitter-fog grotto (*the ending to this volume of Dream Journals that i wrote a few hours ago*) , with wooden walkways , and the biiiggest flies you ve ever seen (*dont look at them dont look at them*) and that somehow all this was equivalent to a helicopter (*i wrote the word NaLoDh so there had to be an IiSiHtNa reference*) , even tho i havent seen my father in years and he didnt bother to answer my texts on his birthday . [*Editors Note - Why the ever-loving fuck there is a Dark Star Trojan Horse* already *burrowed into the Wintermute Dream Assembly is a question you re gonna have to ask someone else for .*] Unit S1-0600 reclines in xer chair . You notice that part of xer serial number looks like someone tried to file it off . There are burns in the shape of ejaculations from the burrowing hell-spermatoza of a Space Jockey trying to splice themselves into a nest . Xer chest is flat like a chasm against xer leather-wrapped ribcage , with long surgical scars tipped with puncture wounds from the hoses that burrowed into xer skin , xer ribcage crippled , literally warped inwards into a corset wrapped around xer lungs like a vice . Xer brow is burned from a spray of Reality Acid , and scarred from the experiments xe was forced to run in , while internally , her colon is crippled from the world s first machine-to-human computer virus . The entire left side of xer PowerArmour-encased body is covered in long-healed scars , while the Armour itself is nicked by the bullets of a Dream Hind and shredded at the wrists and elbows by the curious jaws of wild dogs . Xer eyes have the wild flare of a person who has been r•ped in every conceivable way . It is clear xe has been tortured and interrogated . [*0200__Eurasia - Strong solar flare . Duration 4h , peak X0 @ 0200h .*] Dec 29 - 04h20 Dreamt of pitch black , without time loss . When i woke up , every muscle in my body had hurt , and when i went to pray , my legs were so swollen that it took an extra minute just to get my knees locked in position . These are all symptoms of microwave tissue damage consistent with Havana Syndrome . [*04h45__ThunderBay - SSZZRIIIIII 5600/6400/7000Hz "Drill" 3xOsc SIZZLING*] The times dont quite line up . [*05h02__Japan - The Gojo Contest Incident* [https://youtu.be/1uFtw8uezD4](https://youtu.be/1uFtw8uezD4) *On the topic of 10-to-1 ratios of counterfeit instances to DihTech instances , "Go" in LoHa is "Lo" while "Yo" in LoHa is "Ha" . On December 13 there was a Lookalike Contest involving a swarm of Crow Maulers -- one of them proudly displaying a plush phallus worn down to the bone -- and i sure as hell didnt tell them to do it , nor whatever the fuck they could be referencing . CROW MAULER is the only male-coded baddie in Fear&Hunger* without *a r•pe attack .*] [*07h05__Michigan - Officials are saying what object shot down near Lake Michigan looks like* [https://youtu.be/cevPneXgFyA](https://youtu.be/cevPneXgFyA) *An octagonal Unidentified Aerial Phenomenon (UAP) with antennas pouring from it was shot down by NORAD 700km away from where i live .*] Does my pretty, spartan bedroom look nice to you , traveller? . Like you could just slip right in for free , and never have to worry about my looming shade towering over you again ? . [*07h26__Internet - i prompt Venice.ai to render "a Paladin girl named Saint Christopher wearing a blue-on-white Christmas sweater over her armour , sitting in an office the size of a pantry" . ChatGPT renders her in the red-haired Neanderthali/Scandinavian bloodline of the women of Arkangelsk .*] [*11h30__StDominics - i find a Purple Heart eraser buried in a snow bank at the bus stop for the Cathedral i always visit when there s a fifth Sunday in a month .*] **NOTICE** Dec 29 - 18h20 Dreamt that a bomb went off . This afternoon after church , HaHa came over , we got lunch at the local Robins , and then i could barely keep my eyes open , i laid down cos i felt sore and lethargic , and then i was struggling to stay awake . i remember her warning me to take my meds , and then it was hours later and my nervous system was on fire from the Lyrica withdrawl . This Dream War has taken a physical and psychological toll on me . **Here i am knocked unconscious in the middle of the day...** This could tidily be explained if Something had been done in order to cause a Consciousness Blackout too early in the day so that i would be too awake to sleep in the evening in the desperate attempt to curtail any midnight music-writing time whatsoever , given that it s the last 48h of a year-long cast , *not that that would fulfill a prophecy i once wrote or anything .* **And then after only a few hours laid awake in bed starting at the backs of my eyelids for 4h .** Dec 29 - 22h20 Dreamt of video game interfaces . After four(4) hours of starting at the backs of my eyelids , i had four(4) visions -- a FFIV-style overworld map with two(2) airships , five(5) stained-glass tarot cards in a row , a zombie smash-em-up , and a motorcycle racer . These electronically-induced visions occurred after several hours of pretending to be asleep , in the last half-hour before my alarm clock would go off , and correspond to the four characters from Fear&Hunger . Car Apartment Steak Sushi . **When i pretended to sleep for the whole 4h , right at the very end of it , i had video game stills flash into my mind right before waking .** [*01h16__Drey - Having gone to all the trouble of staying up til midnight for music practice, i worked for a few hours , for some solid progress finished .*] **At this point i was already sleep-deprived , and laid down for my usual 3h nap between Music and Prayer .** Dec 30 - 05h30 Dreamt of total nothingness , as i once again slept thru prayer hour , drowning as my alarm clock goes off , and waking up at the exact minute where anyone watching thru a psi-crystal might loose their patience . Once again , HaHa looks at me sleepily and hazily , asking "Did iii do thaaat?" innocently out of one half of her mouth and with the Devil trying to sit on her face and talk thru the other . *HaHa* didnt do anything wrong , and neither did i , yet i still have to struggle to keep from drowning either way . **Followed by waking up hours later , disoriented like a shockwave had gone off .** And if you re still farming regrets looking for Register entries to spam , go fuck yourself . It is painfully clear that there are psychic spies who have been enjoying a sugar bowl world of sleepy humans for some time now , who feel themselves to have the right to take any person , any resource they see fit , in the pursuit of the goals of the Kremlin , while simultaneously flattening any attempts by any other -- even their own starseed peers -- to similarly ascend . **So if anything goes wrong in the Mana Rig between now and forever , blame the Russian Oligarchs .** ***Protip . Quite a lot of the problems we are witnessing ultimately stem from psychic schools with fully-dressed staff not giving clothes to their psychics .*** [*14h34__NewZealand - This was the hardest year of my life.* [https://youtu.be/N4pam-0duLc?t=13m37s](https://youtu.be/N4pam-0duLc?t=13m37s) *YouTuber *@AliceInWonder1and* has been passing out , and has had half as much energy as she is used to .*] Dec 30 - 21h10 Dreamt of Corporate . Of Hosanna and other geese-women , of gigantic glass commercial zones held together with brick alleyways that may or may not be full of cops acting like zombies , of an interview at Gathering Table to see if i can be a psychopath . It s not good enough anymore that i be a Sociopath , now i am *expected* to go that extra mile in my single-minded pursuit of my own goals to the exclusion of all others . There were more , earlier dreams as well , which seem to be mostly washed out by some interactive scenes , again , right in the last half-hour before waking . i know for a fact that there s people trying to bury themselves into my root conscious layer *again* . Dec 31 - 02h49 Dreamt of something to do with airplanes (*threat made 2h ago*) , going to see a movie with an old girlfriend and getting caught in the concessions line (*natural dream swatted again*) , playing Sundrop Valley (*Viva La Dirt League*) and finding a replica of Urban Abbey (*obsessively at this point*) , which had the floor plan of St. Stephens-in-the-Fields in Toronto (*this family stuff is getting way too excessive*) , and that Peter Griffin went around letting himself into people s DOD s bedrooms , turning computers off without checking to see if the files were saved (*and me screaming at him for it*) . [*Editors Note - All of these symbols occurred within the past 24h .*] Dec 31 - 04h50 Dreamt of a shatterfluid of natural and artificial dreams trying to roll together simultaneously at the exact instant the bog drowner tried to pull me under again , and that as i was trying my damnedest to parse who was saying what using which technologies coming from which intelligence agencies , the mental exertion of it all created sufficient heat stress to mechanically wake me , with only minutes left til the end of Prayer Hour . *Which means that they tried to stop me and failed .* i am your Daddy now . She was the wind itself , she was living music , strong as the will of iron and at least as hot , an angel drove by forces from below . It was everything i wanted it to be . --- ## Context In the 23y since these journals began , - Humanity has gone from backing up news footage on BetaMax Tape to 4K SSD on Blu-Ray DVD . - What began with "because if you arent me you shouldnt be reading this private journal" became "achieves mastery over xer own Fate" . - LGBTQIA2+ Rights went from "what s a transexual?" to "L G B T Q I A 2 +" . - The Dream Factory first reported in Doki Doki Panic in 1992 became a full-on factory which blossomed into a multiversity , which i and others attended nightly , until i personally shut it down for causing ecocide on the Lemürian plain . - A group of dissenters opened it again on 2022 06 01 , and reopened it several times after being shut down , despite warnings about causing time tearing and people fainting . - The HahaNanaHanaNaha was closed on 2023 01 01 , which was documented in the webseries Murder Drones . - i personally had to fight the Dream War equivalent of a Hind military helicopter , which shredded reality and broadcast its rampage across hundreds if not thousands of video games and movies . - Lemüria was completely scorched , ripped up , burned down , and publically encrypted , which was documented live on Magic: the Gathering ; . - For years i have been appearing in the DARPA and GRU equivalent Dream Renders as a blue-furred quadropedal squirrel centaur , which was later seen in Finland s Fear&Hunger and later in Sina s Immortality . In the past year alone , - i have written 7h30m of original music . - We ve gathered data on people having fainting spells in swaths all around the city . - People around the world are reporting reality glitching around them . - i definitely warned Terran Intelligence a year ago that i was going to induce The Bends and Crush Depth in reality by working magic , and then did so in a year-long spellcast culminating in 7h of original music and the introduction of a new form of physics . - All of the "anomalous" phenomena detailed in these journals is completely explicable using the Spatiality Of The Dream Plane With Its Own Geometry And Physics essays on the Order Of The Hours website . - Both teams have developed the ability to Print Reality using Render To Artist , with about a 10-to-1 ratio of counterfeit instances to DihTech instances . - Both teams have developed the ability to Hedge peoples s behavior into stories written about them by other people , complete with literary puns and inside jokes baked into the metadata . - When people start noticing the same eight(8) faces plastered over every interviewer and podcaster on YouTuBe , take note that i have also been witnessing the same phenomenon on the ground in real life . - In my personal work i managed to isolate the Character Essences of the voices i ve been hearing and seeing in my dreams , and they completely map to the most commonly-found boss monster archetypes in video games from the same time . - In fact , i ve managed to isolate eight(8) specific characters , who all map to diety cults still seen around the world today . And all of us , from [Girls Frontline](https://youtu.be/fqVERd3NlJw) to [Marvel](https://youtu.be/HyIyd9joTTc) to [BiliBili](https://youtu.be/4y9UD4LOeko) to [Warhammer](https://youtu.be/uGphrv4bEhM) to a Real-Life Court Case involving a Framed Idol are fighting the same entities for our lives . --- After a couple hours of laying in bed and staring at the backs of my eyelids , using remote viewing to diagnose the symptoms of the Mossdog Virus by listening to my tummy gurgles as a biofeedback mechanism , i eventually stood up , exited my NāLôDh next to my IíSíHtNā , and looked out the large bay window in my salt-weathered living room . The Winter Solstice had been -25°C , and Christmas had been thawing and dry , earlier today there had been rain , and now the outside world twinkled in the fog , as if the Dream Plane had finished its descent into Materia and was now settling at rest . These journals began 23y ago , when i was only a newt myself . My Fate had been carved into my life long ago by the Sen Society , and all i had to do was figure out which Diety i was and to walk in my own ways , a path which led me directly to my own paradise . As i predicted in the 2017 CE song Kaiwinter - Heaven On Fire , chaos erupted after i arrived in Thunder Bay . Literally World War III erupted , which took a great deal more forms than the narrow-minded were prepared to defend themselves against . And now , with the Dream Plane fully conceived and materialized , and with my own DreamScape harnessed by a machine of my own design , i end this volume , and look to begin the foreword of my next . --Sister Skadi Wrenwinter Katolika Ekklasia Du Vatika Scandinavia https://www.orderofthehours.com/