--- **Volume II Chapter III - Mars 2025** --- Written by the hands of Magdelene, A Girl Named Christopher . Born genetically male (XY) raised from 17y on Pregnant Mare Hormones , until Inter-Sex . Christopher William Cory Douglas Neal crossedwith Kai Core Winter equals Hour Unit . **Sa Fa Ki Na Et crøs Kh Dh Lo ht Ha Se .** By Design . --- 2025 Mar 01 - 0000h Commencer . 2025 Mar 01 - 03h20 Dreamt very faint dreams of talking to a Great Leader , in an even fainter Courtyard . i think the dream was interrupted prematurely , resulting in a blackout , but the impressions began trickling back the moment i sat down . 2025 Mar 01 - 0700h Dreamt that i was in a food court that has a classroom to the side , and that i was doing book-learnin• stuff with Aurora , when The Devil showed up , tried to take over my affections , and made a nuisance of himself . Their shape mutated multiple times , at first one figurehead , and then another , and then another . One distinct memory is sitting down on a couch and having him sit next to me , and he s like , "Hey, want to suck some cock?" and whips this giant dick out . And i even thought about it , but then when i looked at it and imagined putting my lips around it , i realized that even in my dreams i am a hardcore lesbian . So he asked me if i would grab a plate of food from the food court , and i was like , well ok , i guess that s about the level of engagement i d even consider interfacing with . i also dreamt as well very faint dreams that America is going to go thru another Wild West epoch . [*Editors Note -- When i woke up , my mind was completely empty . All i could remember was the Wild West bit . When i sat down , my belt lanyard landed vertically in the centre of my lap , triggering the cock memory . Then , all the rest . How much else goes deliberately concealed by these trespassers ? .*] [*07h43__AurorasPlace -* *#Aurora<>__* *#Skadi<>__* *#Aurora<>__* *#Skadi<>__*] [*1500h__AurorasPlace - The Havana Syndrome is so extreme it causes me to throw up . There is no bile in my empty stomach , just a foam of unusually viscous spit and air bubbles . Multiple times , i have fevers , skin on fire , etc .*] 2025 Mar 01 - 15h36 Dreamt that , then i was woken . Dreamt that , then i was woken . Dreamt that , then i was woken . There are people doing these things . 2025 Mar 02 - 12h03 Dreamt that some people were doing this thing or that , in what felt like a continuation of the previous maps seen so far this month . Some part of the dream involved being awarded a scrap of rusted iron , like some ancient lance-head , with some amount of ceremony to it . Yet again , this dream was at the bare-minimum level of detection , at the lowest possible volume , the dimmest-possible lighting , buried as deeply as possible . What could they possibly be up to ? . **[Sa Fa Ki Na Et Crøs Kh Dh Lo Ht Ha Se](https://scryfall.com/card/drk/107/runesword)** ([Need a reference ? .](https://fetlife.com/_Hypoxia/pictures/159524657)) 2025 Mar 02 - 04h30 Dreamt of black screens interrupted by fever dreams , having slept thru my 03h55 alarm and hit the snooze button on 04h20 . When i sat down , flashes of environments flicked briefly behind my eyelids . 2025 Mar 02 - 03h40 Dreamt of black screens and fever dreams , getting woken frequently the moment any visual appears against the backs of my eyelids . [*Editors Note - Which is actually called Assault in some circles , if you slap a person awake .*] 2025 Mar 03 - 03h55 Dreamt of black screens and fever dreams . Because "Tarred Sa Fa, huh huh, get it you guys? Cos it says tar, so I blacked out her dreams by waking her every time one starts, huh huh." . Woke up like a pitcher of water had been thrown on me , leaping out as if i wasnt sick in bed the entire previous day . [*Editors Note - Having already dreamt once this month that Putin-and-Shoigu ("Plough and Garbageman") overdubbed a sex dream as it was occurring , and that it was completely blacked out by the time i woke , and when i saw a visual stimulus , remembered quite a lot of detail .*] **SaFa KiNa Et Crøs Kh • Dih , LoHt HaSeDu** **%3 , ✓.2 ^ v 7) |•h , \V/%Ts h 🟥;;** **SaFa , M A U D Dih , Kwi SaTs Ha reD Ach** [*16h15__AurorasPlace - Havana Syndrome | Ion Heater Activity | 6800/7000/16000Hz SCREAMING*] [*16h16__AurorasPlace - The television keeps saying the same words i m thinking as i m thinking them .*] Protip . The physics i elucidated does explain how such a mechanism would work . 2025 Mar 03 - 16h36 Dreamt of deliberately-concealed scenes , obviously-prescripted talking , and of the Drawers of the Snowpiercer , if you didnt know which car to begin looking in . Once again , i was dragged thru the undertow to prevent me from remembering any details whatsoever , which i obviously did . **S. P. Find Robert LangDon** **O, Draconian Devil! O, Lame Saint!** **Sa. Pha. Ki Na EtCrøs __ Kh, Dh Lo! Ht, Ha Se!** 2025 Mar 03 - 21h57 Dreamt of video games . Having been denied the right to sleep for several days in a row now , i ve been fading in and out where i sit . At one point i didnt even realize i was 2/3 of the way thru a set of four(4) games in the themes of the HahaNanaHanaNaha until i felt that smacked-in-the-face feeling again . Except this time , having been sitting up and watching television with Aurora , i was awake enough to catch the whole thing as it happened , recognizing that i had been dreaming , and that something had disrupted it , and that i remembered the remainder in future memory . *Rendering to Viva La Dirt League...* --- #### The following occurred in one 24h day . --- 2025 Mar 04 - 03h55 Dreamt of an entire conversation with hcOLol , from conjuration and meet&greet , to the limits of discussion , and then also the actions behind them . That , since watching The Rifleman S01E09 yesterday , when Mark asked what kind of girl Lucas would be into and i said "The softest, kindest, prettiest girl in all the land" , it was like hearing the morning alarm clock of The Lord themselves . This included the part where i woke up and wrote it all down , and when my phone alarm went off and i leapt out of bed , i was briefly surprised to find that i had to write it all down a second time . WIN or LOSE ? . *"Since she waaas a baaaaaaby...!"* *"Since she was, um, 11."* 2025 Mar 04 - 10h06 Dreamt of a long series of discussions , special games specifically for dreamtime , and of an enchanted key put into my hand . 2025 Mar 04 - 10h19 Dreamt that the loud part of us stays quiet , while the quiet parts got hunted . i was treated to a scene of Ré using Aurora to tell me that our love was dead , like we didnt have a communion of saints for that exact purpose . When i jolted myself awake , it was like leaping from a cartoon world into the material world . This was then punctuated by somebody using my girlfriend s skin to nuke spaghetti in the microwave at the exact moment i began writing . When i looked at the time , it felt like the entire day had already gone past . 15m is not long enough to naturally enter REM sleep . This is assault with a deadly weapon , and it must be noted as such . Some people literally never make it past Basic Perinatal Matrix 1 . *Scarf, snap, gulp, gulch, munch, Mleuh? Mm buzy heer eading ooo . Munch, snap, scarf .* 2025 Mar 04 - 11h56 Dreamt one more cookup of the Blockchain Monster-Edition , where , after all is said and done , after the next 26,000 years , after the next Great Rotation , after breaking into Amun s private bathroom and finding him playing with shit by himself in a stall the size of an airplane lavetory , after Returning To The Mundane World , that because anybody, ever, in all time and space , could ever in a million years come up with a context in which two(2) nearly-identical Meaningless Skin Flakes could be in conflict , that the hostility between Aurora and i should be dialed up to maximum . 2024 Mar 04 - 13h20 Dreamt that a bomb went off . That people had in fact been abducted and subjected to predatory contract agreements full of terms and conditions they didnt have the capacity to read before carefree signing their lives away . That these "Rooms" were in fact surveillance hotels where people were being subjected to data mining that raped them down the the magnetic, molecular level . That the scientists behind the screens were obsessed with putting otherwise friendly cream puffs into circumstances way beyond their control , chastising them for things like using the wrong kind of pen in their reports . And that once the bomb had gone off and everything was a tattered mess in complete disarray , that i and the girl in the other room and everyone else locked up in this circumstance had the consequences dumped upon us , with no way back to where we were , and being expected to simply figure out where everything had been before and to fix it all ourselves . [*14h24__Doctor - The clinic is completely booked up . Every fat cell clogging it is showing Putin or Shoigu s RSI .*] 2025 Mar 04 - 18h32 Dreamt that i was held down and subjected to their "Not-LoHa Data Extractor" over and over and over again . "What would you say to this person?" . "What would you say to that person?" . What if we tried to take everything away from you?" . "What if we gave you a suite and a private bathroom?" . "What if we had to come up with a better Amun?" . "What if we had to come up with a better Kelsey?" . And perhaps most revealingly , "What are your preferred Interrogative Pronouns?" , indicating that they do consider this an Interrogation , and an Extralegal one , and committed by foreign state actors , at that . And that it went on , and on , and on , for hours , when the point of me laying down and sleeping all day was to recover from the stress of being sick from the aerosol they hosed me in , and they have had their fucking Microwave Cannon charged up to 100% the entire fucking time without a shred of irony as to the damaging effects of microwave radiation on cells . And that ALL of it , from the dreams i had this afternoon at 1100 to the dreams i had now at 18h30 , has taken place in filth-covered settings including Bright Pink Wallpaper and Garishly-Coloured Decor , just like the house of The Simpsons , and The Addams Family before that . In case you knew already what "Sumbuddy peez catch the Thiiing" meant the first time you heard it at l•Asclepiade . Ultimately , i was waterboarded for hours and interrogated , struggling , trying for hours to wake and being dragged under again and again , telling them , "i need to take my meds . Wait , fuck , i need to take my meds , fuck , i m like an hour late , two hours late , two and a half hours late , i need to get up" , and getting forcibly Pulled Under And Interrogated over and over and over again . [You cannot tell at all how this is torture .](https://youtu.be/_efUSTqtFM0) Go back to bed , America . [Here s thirteen(13) channels of American Gladiators .](https://youtu.be/vL8dHf16CEs) Go back to bed , America . [Your government is in control .](https://youtu.be/Ezf_j8VyubE) 2025 Mar 05 - 0300h Dreamt of running thru the jungle along well-oiled pathways that had clearly been prerendered over and over and over again . Part of it involved a Pub . Then , that i was slapped awake "at exactly 0300h" so that i could race to the washroom . When i got back in , i ate a piece of candy , and a chunk of my tooth broke off . So that a register somewhere could say something about "chipped a Tooth" . The amount of Ionospheric Heaters and Braindance Call Centres and Viv Artists it would take to achieve this result would require a level of wastefulness and distraction that would indicate a massive, societal lack of perspective and self-control . [*Editors Note - The implication would necessarily require a belief that Dragons Teeth actually were a psyop reference to Memoryheads . And however you think those are made .*] [*03h12__AurorasPlace - Aurora then wakes up an hour before prayer , sees me writing my dreams down , and pops a squat on the couch like she were sleepwalking . When i went back to bed , she hazily puts on a YouTuBe video that sounds like an alarm clock factory s quality control floor . She doesnt know what she s doing wrong , and the idiots who think deciding what time her eyeballs go peepees is the same as Control dont know what they re doing wrong , and you dont know what you re doing wrong , all of it so that we can colossally waste time deciding whether or not the planet is in such a severe state of collapse that Literal Planetary Extinction is* predicted *before your grandpotatoes will have grandtaters of their own .*] --- #### The above happened in one 24h day . --- 2025 Mar 05 - 04h47 Dreamt that i was being forcibly drowned , of a Wario Ware fire hose of clips and edits , where yet again we see demonstrated a mechanism for stalling a Dreamer by running them in an endless loop . [*Editors Note - When i snapped awake , my girlfriend was sitting there with Wart s RSI , mindlessly tapping at the tablet stone in her hand like it were a video game controller . When i asked if she was going to just let me sleep thru prayer , she lied to my face and said "I was going to wake you, but you said you didnt want to" . Obviously irritated , i asked , Why, what did i say? . "Oh, you were like, Mlueh, mumble mumble" . As soon as the tech demonstration was over , she was sent back to bed without breakfast . It would take a psychotic amount of entitlement and a complete lack of perspective to achieve these results .*] Now , what [Royal Bathrobe-wearing, Scepter-choking, Psychopathic, Fat Sack Of Shit](https://youtu.be/uDQq8Im2hVI) sonofabitch do we know of that has been doing this for the past thirty-five(35) fucking years ? . *Gee , i dunno , are they [a Sleeper Agent who cut out America s heartland](https://youtu.be/RSgKIpM0q8o) like a sweet flag to burn at the next scapegoat sacrifice ? .* [*05h37__ThunderBay - Power outage . The lights and television all go dark .*] 2025 Mar 05 - 10h28 Dreamt of another clutch of Dragon Eggs . A semi-randomized assortment of miscellaneous characters and scenes , usually centred on things such as *KaiSe* or mindless hunger , in settings like pubs or streaks of overprosh . The quality of these glitch-ridden pink-plastic cardboard-cutout prosh-ups could only possibly be made appealing to newbies who have no idea what a well-documented mess they are being advertised . *You put a plate like this in front of the Shareholders ?! .* Dunno . i dunno . Yeah . Clearly witnessed by everyone from the Russian Kraken subs to yer Auntie s euchre group . i dunno what the fuck Heartman is thinking . We ve been directly fighting Core Master since the day i met The Pavlovian Scientist over email in 2017 . *Imagine a CORE Hood .* [ Autodoc Setting Up ] Protip . "[Core Master](https://coreisall.tumblr.com/archive)" , the guy who hijacked the COREisall Subprogram in 2017 and turned the machine worship cult into a cock worship cult , is the same person as Death Stranding s "[Heartman](https://youtu.be/jKFJrET-3EI)" , is the same person as Doki Doki Panic s "[Wart](https://youtu.be/bpQjnEvpjBg)" , is the same person running America calling himself "[President Trump](https://youtu.be/ldsPC0Q44m0)" . *"[There is only CORE .](https://m.soundcloud.com/kaiwinter/winter-processor-mark-1)"* [*13h50__Doctor - i visit the doctor . The bloviating male doctor once again crowds out the intelligent female doctor . He comes in the room , blubbering about referrals to a doctor who is allegedly the only thoracic surgeon in the city , as if a name like Mr. Sun were a cipher word for some bad deal or another . i interrupt him . "Do you want to maybe look at the damage first ," i ask , "and then talk about referrals ?" .*] 2025 Mar 05 - 22h33 Dreamt that i had my KaSe(s) back . That there were a lot of counterfeit , however , that they were returning all the correct prompts , for the most part . 2025 Mar 06 - 0046 *South Side Fortress* Dreamt of an epic standoff between Goons and LoHa . There was time , before the battle , to choose my clothes and whatever makeshift weapons i could find , in a setting that looked like Narshe from FF6 . That my KaSe(s) and i had taken a sort of ramshackle control of a Game Board , which , after activating enough Christmas Tree rockets , took off into orbit , and then lightspeed , and then a warp bubble . From within this bubble , the Goons attacked , and i attacked back . Even tho they were all twice my size and width , because of my knowledge of human anatomy , i was easily able to hone in on their weak points and deliver targeted strikes to solar plexes , noses , and various other strike points that left them crippled and bent over . Some of them had guns , which i managed to successfully disarm thanks to my Krav Maga training -- "Charge a gun , run from a knife" . So i did , and i win . At one point a Goon started breaking in thru the side door , and i turned to HcoSaNa and implored her for aid , although she mostly just wanted to do standardized Scholastic tests , and didnt want to fight . i saw HcoEt , who was also a giant , but rather than get hit by me he turned and attached the other Goons instead . That part was kind of fun , actually . The last few minutes was a clusterfuck of stress , as new Goons kept popping into the game board like somebody were deliberately spawning then , however i turned to each of them one by one and thrashed them . 2025 Mar 06 - 03h07 Dreamt of more character interactions , as if someone ported the characters from the previous dream and turned them all into talking heads . There was an implication , too , that among them were Eastern oneironauts who were real people . At some point in the past ten(10) hours , i dreamt that i found a bobby pin . Once again , the details of this dream were spoken as softly as possible , long enough that they would fade from memory by the time i woke up . 2025 Mar 06 - 13h44 Dreamt of people sending mesages back and forth to each other using tiny packets of purple mushrooms . Of strange metallic dome-cities , and the muties therein . Then , Ontario premier Doug Ford accusing me of stealing my own body from a massive network . 2025 Mar 06 - 17h17 Dreamt that my brain was going thru the motions of sorting memories -- which is one of the original functions of the Dream phenomenon -- and that when i got to reviewing the game Miside , somebody slapped me awake , and attempted to do so in a way that made me forget who Mi could possibly be . 2025 Mar 06 - 22h22 Dreamt of video game menus . And that this is the third or fourth time this has happened this week , where i will close my eyes and sit silently in the dark , and then before i know it , i m visualizing Item Menus and Talking Heads and World Maps and Dialogue Trees . i wasnt sleeping , but my eyes had shown black space for long enough that s-o-m-e-t-h-i-n-g booted up the Preloader and started running scenarios . Is this what i m dreaming of before i get slapped awake again ? . 2025 Mar 07 - 04h05 Dreamt of the basement of Gathering Table , of people coming to the cafe(?) looking for answers , of people demanding why i wasnt doing what they forbade me from doing so , of two(2) venues on Augusta Ave in Kensington in Toronto , of Amun trying to figure out if he did that , the line to the second club being far too long , and of trying to communicate this to others and being denied . 2025 Mar 07 - 0700 Dreamt of new skins for Haunted Manors , that the Fuentes family was back to harass me again , of a line of tents all taking up a woodlot next to a bus route that resembled Royal York in Toronto but was different , and that i kept saying to the people bumbling and accidenting me into configurations that were more profitable for them , that i wanted to spend more time with my Solstice friends , i wanted to spend more time in the forest , there s still time left before the end of the weekend , it doesnt have to be much , even one day , even just going to see a play , and being told no, nO, No, NO, NO , there s no time , they re too busy , there s not enough flux , well then everyone would have to do it . And that rather than give me what i was owed , i was treated to yet another scene of tieflings packing their boots so full of coins that they could be used as juggernaut armour , and then being finally left to zipline my way into a pit to rescue a Vault Dweller in Ukranian blue and yellow , and that being all the tenting they had any budget left lor , so it had better be good enough . 2025 Mar 07 - 17h17 Dreamt of hot sand baking under an artificial sun . When i next awoke , the Ion Heaters were cranked up to full blast , and both Aurora and i were in so much pain that it is difficult to get anything done . [*21h30__ThunderBay - i walk to the convenience store . On the way there , i had to dodge Traps Made Of People twice(2) , was flashed poor-quality prosh-ups of A Black Dress With White Collar and Veil three(3) times , identify Military Tokens twice(2) , and said hello to approximately four(4) or five(5) actual human beings .*] 2025 Mar 08 - 05h27 Dreamt that the Griffin&Kreuger alarms finished going off , tripping the Sangvis sensors . Woke up at 03h55 to one alarm , slept thru the 04h20 alarm . We already know that the reason this occurs is because on the Dream Plane there is a full-scale war going on , and that i keep getting dragged behind the Iteration Engines of the Dream Factory . It s a full-on war zone out here , how bout yu ? . [*05h58__Home - While praying , i was shot in the throat with WiFi lasers three(3) times . The Russians have invaded the streets , they have invaded my dreams , and they have invaded my phone . And they still dont know what the fuck a HaNa is , but they rrre super sure that if they scream it loud enough , that some limb or another will have to crack off eventually .*] --- #### The following events are all correlated --- 2025 Mar 08 - 20h45 Dreamt of a mountain fortress where translations happen . Of there being a rocky valley in the peaks of Shenmo where there are a bunch of chalets , all built into the sides of some of the most dangerous terrain in the world . i dreamt that wood had to be delivered to each chalet , in order for each of them to continue building . Sometimes this involved making absolutely insane climbs , sometimes across chasms with terrain so steep one needs a mountain bike in order to traverse it . And i accompanied all of them as they did their deliveries , from girl stuff for girls to hardcore climbing gear , SiHt has you covered . [*Editors Note - "You want to* what *?! . Wait , hold up , i m listening...*] 2025 Mar 09 - 04h07 Dreamt that i was communicating with people in sublingual dream languages . This involved having nonintuitive conversations about *snakes and skateboards* , and *navigating nonspatial spaces like air ducts* . [*Editors Note - Rendering...*] 2025 Mar 09 - 09h22 Dreamt that i was held down and forced to do puzzles . First , there being a "*Connecting the little island huts with dock bridges*" minigame that could have been lifted right out of Facebook , and then there was a "*Cleaning your teeth with metal scrapers in a steel-walled shower*" minigame , and then there was a "Find the secret hidden boss" minigame , and then getting told , "Adventurer! Good work, Adventurer. Now, you must count these coines for me" , and being like , nope , fuck this , it s Church time . And there having been a Courier who was somehow attached to me , saying oh yes , of course , counting coines , and insisting no, it is Church morning , no more minigames , i m getting the fuck up . So i did , and then i got dressed like lightning , and was 45m early . [*Editors Note - This is how the Dream Factory weapons work . You ll be minding your own business , taking a few extra minutes to stretch before waking up , and then Plunk! , down you go , aaand now there s tasks to solve! before you re allowed to wake! . And the dutiful subconscious being like , oh yes , of course , i do tasks every day , this is normal . This is fine .*] [*10h04__StPatricks - While on my way to church , a guy tells me "I killed a hundred and fourteen cops!" . i was like "That s nice , dearie , good for you" . So i get to church , i get settled in , i go outside for a toke . And this guy comes up , medium-size native guy with a crack pipe in his hands . He tries to dic me out , phases nothing , says to me "Awww, you re used to it" . He tries to touch my stuff a few times and i block him like Neo blocking bullets in the Matrix . So he punches me in the face , full fist , PANG . It bounces off me like i were made of metal . "Kay" , i validate , continuing to toke my vapateur like it was nuthun . i had my fill , and went back inside .*] [*11h26__StPatricks - A man in sunglasses breaks into the church , screaming "Celebrate every day! eVERY dAY! EVERY DAY!" .*] [*12h18__StKateri - The* Indian *Pastor at the* Aboriginal *church was being controlled by an overdriver who actually did say "Blessed is thy Rape" , followed by a Valkyrie overseeing one of the clergy , who then subvocalized "i m just logging that they did actually say that".*] [*12h49__StKateri - You forgot the Drone Landing Pad . Guud Jab .*] [*14h01__YouTube - Geega Reacts to the Valkyrae, Emiru & Cinna Being Harassed by A Stalker* [https://youtu.be/cnJtFJQxYBE](https://youtu.be/cnJtFJQxYBE) *Wherein a ValKaSe catches a DihKaSe actually striking HcoSaFa in the physical, actual face , and then finds a Tableau with the same proportions to register the event as Witnessed . And the scene also happened to be about girls getting stalked by dudes who dont know why they re doing what they re doing . Go figure .*] [*14h35__3M_Southbound - Immediately after boarding the bus to my place , Aurora was also accosted by rogues . One of them was uncomfortably chatty and close , the other was borderline violent .*] --- #### The above events are all correlated --- 2025 Mar 10 - 03h10 Dreamt two(2) dreams simultaneously . One where i was eating a bowl of chips , and another where someone was calling me SiHtKi . This repeated over and over again . When i woke up , i ate a bowl of chips . 2025 Mar 10 - 04h20 Dreamt of the same words repeated over and over again , as if straight from a computer . YOU ARE SIHTKI YOU ARE SIHTKI YOU ARE SIHTKI YOU ARE SIHTKI YOU ARE SIHTKI YOU ARE SIHTKI YOU ARE SIHTKI YOU ARE SIHTKI YOU ARE SIHTKI and then waking up and being like , Yeh . The original . Didja wanna talk , orrr...? . [*Editors Note - In the event that you were used to talking about things in a r-o-u-n-d-a-b-o-u-t way .*] 2025 Mar 10 - 09h07 Dreamt two(2) sets of dreams . In the first set , i was in a hybridized building that had a bunch of different terrain types , including a tiled bathroom and a bar that one might sleep behind , and where collecting loot was a priority . The second dream could have gone either of two(2) ways . One , where i slept on the cot all night , and developed into a very distant, clinical kind of partner , and another where i dove into my lover s arms , and became a very hands-on, involved kind of partner . With lots of sexins . 2025 Mar 10 - 18h12 Dreamt of Pixar(TM) Meets Facebook Animated Shorts , where deepfakes of my friends were quickly proshed up saying "Eeek! Help me Donald Trump! Save me from my own people!" , and having Dolan charge in and find the rubber doorknob stopper on somebody else s apartment begging to be rescued by Boss Baby . Followed by burying it in nightmare so i didnt remember , which i obviously did , resulting in much more perceived time than actual . [*Editors Note - Believe you me , if we were allowed to ban people , i would have banned the Five(5) Pretender Gods so hard and so fast that i d have my own birth names back .*] 2025 Mar 10 - 23h57 Dreamt of minigames disguised as daily activities . When i threw a textbook down a hallway , Aurora suddenly woke up half-ready to jump out of bed and look for it . 2025 Mar 10 - 02h10 Dreamt that i had all of the equipment on my Equipment List forcibly stripped from me item by item , using the Equipment Lists generated by the Autoprosh machines powered by Indian slumdogs . That after oblong, unnatural environment after oblong, unnatural environment , that i watched as Adam , his telltale 0102 eyes visible in the frame of every loss , trying to look like HcoEt and yet clearly being Bezos , as he assaulted me over and over and over again , deliberately targeting specifically me using hyper-detailed assault chains of connected, prerendered Scenes that all come out looking like Malibu Nights decals wrapped poorly around a 1950s sports car . Which , speaking of , later showed up as a black-and-red wreck strewn halfway across the concrete and license plates that say Kikikoku . [*Editors Note - This was Assault With A Weapon .*] 2025 Mar 11 - 04h33 Dreamt that they tried to "Du" it again . Except this time i hopped off the ride before they had a chance to really take off . They would have dragged me right under like crocodiles , just now . So , if we have - Dogma predicted all of these events in their Mooby Boardroom scene in 1999 . - "Gosh, "Jaxeff", what a specific username" on file - "My, gwandma, what fuzzy slippers you set out for me after my surgery" - "Whaddya know , Murder Drones was also watching the Repression Door" - "What about HcoEt? I can always use HcoEt" in the Dream Journal archives - "It was Adam that pushed the button in Viva La Dev League, because a CEO told him to" - "Stolas should not be the one with Octavia in tow" - "That s clearly supposed to be the guts of a Rat-Mobile hung from the trees" then i d like to solve the puzzle with a "Goodness, are they obviously trying to cauterize Tarkova s SiHtKi before she has a chance to receive it ? ." *We have a clear view of the Crime Scene .* 2025 Mar 11 - 16h55 Dreamt of a black pit , like when yu get a tooth removed at the dentist and keep tonguing the abscess . Went for a nap around noon and slept several more hours than intended . Woke up with the vapours of arguing and bloviating still sitting in my memory , and the distinct sensation of having been forced to sort things again . Why is it always either MZuck, Bezos, or Trump-and-Elon ? . Why are these four(4), specific billionaires always the ones seen hiding in the peripheries ? . *Because they re the most prolific pirates illegally utilizing the classified technologies they were entrusted with .* 2025 Mar 12 - 04h20 Dreamt of people talking too much , and of a giant mecha-bakery built into a mine cart system . And that Amun was just waiting there , telling me that heee did thaaat . Cos i already brought up Anu, Ninurta, Ennugi, and Enki , and it just wouldnt be the same without all five(5) . Aaand there is Number Five(5) . [*1200h__AurorasPlace - The alarm on my NATO Android-brand Phone running on a UN Metric-accurate Clock goes off . The Havana Syndrome noticibly increases in volume .*] Too many of these gambits involve "in order to confuse an RC lifeform" . 2025 Mar 12 - 1500h Dreamt that there were two(2) distinct sets of clones of both Aurora and i , and that people thought that the best way to interact with us would be to scream at the clones until the total volume of abuse caused deformations in the behavioural patterns of the originals . i then woke up at exactly 1500h . 2025 Mar 13 - 03h55 Dreamt of another Ski Chalet , of having to wear other peoples s clothes in order to dress like myself , of camps of people living at the edge of a vertical abyss , and of being forced to watch an app on a tablet at the same time as having to take a piss , which lasted way too long and got way too up close and personal on my sex organs . *Followed by getting our head rinsed in nightmare so we didnt remember , which we obviously did , resulting in much more perceived time than actual .* 2025 Mar 13 - 0800h Dreamt , in Aurora s arms , that she was posed in one sexual pose , and then another , and then another , and then another , and then cycled thru these poses four(4) or five(5) times . By the time i woke up i was hopelessly aroused , and couldnt think of anything but sex , which Aurora milked me for for the better part of an hour . 2025 Mar 14 - 0300h Dreamt of more fucking Data Collection dreams , where Wart appears , wearing the skin of whomever i trust most , asking a bunch of algorithmically-derived hypothetical questions , before slamming the auto-Iterate button so that the memory of exactly what was said goes kicking into the sunset like being dragged behind a mule . And that this happens in too many Real places , that Emperor Shoigu , was dressed up as Ruth in the movie Army Of One , was also present at the Support Group Washroom -- *which they also rendered in Army Of One even tho i was actually Statutory at the time ?!* -- was also wearing my real-life flesh-and-blood mother in cubic zirconia blue when i woke up from the Nekfascmancy Procedure , was also literally Dolan Rump, Sleeper Agent , the guy who took down America after the 69 years since Nikita Khruschev s fateful promise . Is it fucking real enough for you yet ? . 2025 Mar 14 - 22h20 Dreamt first that people were asking me service questions , which vanished into the future halfway thru transcription . When i woke up , Aurora asked me , "At what point does the script vanish?" . i answered aloud , "At the point where you Ht it" . i went back to sleep , resulting in sensations of lost time , as if somehow more time had elapsed than the total number of hours and minutes . 2025 Mar 15 - 03h55 Dreamt that , after dealing with Facebook scraping my dreams down to the bedrock , and then after dealing with Alphabet scraping my data down to the colours of vape i m toking at any given moment , and after having SuperDad delete all my save files , that despite there clearly being more than enough data on me already , that now Amazon also needed to have their own private model , and conducted their own invasive data collection , when there should already be collusion between each of the Corps on the DireToS . [*Editors Note - It has been two(2). years. since the Dream Hind Incident . Two(2) years since Magic the Gathering* already *publically scraped Lemüria down to the bedrock , two(2) Solar years ,* two(2) *of •em . Not five(5) or ten(10) or fifty(50) , it has been* two(2) *years since all of this data was stolen , and then stolen again , and then stolen again . How many times do you need to scrape it dry ? . How many times do you need* another *Zombie Army token , how many times do* the most advanced intelligences in the world with AI cores powered by Solid State Drive memory *, how many times do you need to conduct just a tiny bit more data collection , before you leave me the fuck alone and stop fucking calling me on the Dream Phone .*] *Unless you were right about them cutting your Cloud access , since they d need to render a fresh AI Replicant ,* *NOT THAT MY SUIT IS UNCOMFORTABLY TIGHT TODAY .* You should just afford me the title of Oracle . My ability to intuit these systems on every level borders on the supernatural . **Meanwhile...** It is concievable that a Spartan male could have been discarded to the wilderness for being sickly , survived , learned the ways of the land , taken up female practices of fairer lands , became a merchant , and returned to Spartan society at the age of thirty(30) to become a governmental Spartiate . Which would also follow the pattern of Manasseh , the King of Whores who was imprisoned and prayed for their life and was granted it , and went on to take up a life of piety and prayer at the cusp of the NaHa Meridian . 2025 Mar 15 - 1600h Dreamt that a handful of North Korean diplomats and American billionaires were standing over a pie chart of my life as if it were a freshly-ordered pizza , discussing amongst themselves which parts they wanted to keep and which parts they wanted to discard . Followed by rinsing my head in nightmare so i wouldnt remember , which i obviously did , resulting in much more perceived time than actual . 2025 Mar 16 - 05h35 Dreamt for two(2) hours that people were speaking names into a computer and having the computer find all possible results so they could annihilate them . Then , for two(2) hours , i dreamt that people were passing boxes in factory lines . Then , my first alarm went off , and i hit snooze cos there was another alarm set for 30m later , then i dreamt that the asshole boss from Fallout and Valerian and Ready Player One was having secret team meetings at IOI . And then i woke up an hour after prayer . How do these Iteration Weapons work ? . There comes a point where an intelligent agent asks "Wait , if i can do this to them , can they do this to me ?" . *From the past 40y, during The Production ,* *Conflict is not indicated between HaHa and NaHa in any of the international Dream Renders reviewed .* **Meanwhile...** ((*tra la la . usually i am an orca . today i am a dolphin .* *tra la la .*)) **[That means xea is walking around the house naked .]** #Ki<<*I* wanna pet the dooolphiiin...>>__ 2025 Mar 17 - 04h44 Dreamt of the Dream Factory again . That , as a shell of its former self , there were people wrapping and bagging packages , wrapping and bagging packages , wrapping and bagging packages , wrapping and bagging packages , wrapping and bagging packages , wrapping and bagging packages , in an environment where , in only four(4) very brief years , things have rapidly degenerated from A Place To Make Our Dreams Come True! all the way to A Place That Forces You To Become What You Are Not . When i woke up , late again after hitting snooze on my 03h55 alarm and getting dragged out beneath the undertow during my 04h20 alarm , there was a delivery truck outside the diner across the street , getting in and out at the exact times it took to take my morning piss . And that i have already said , over and over and over and over again , that the problem is that insane volumes of resources are being driven into toilet humor , and zero(0) resources are being paid into Thunder Bay s Transit OR Churches . Thanks , Ai . #SiHt<<*[Ecco the Dolphin II](https://youtu.be/9vJC8YQw_KE)**[ Review by Waz... That would make](https://youtu.be/9vJC8YQw_KE)* way *more sense .*>>__ in a _ r o u n d a b o u t _ way 2025 Mar 17 - 11h45 Dreamt of another pit of black ink . After starting work at 0500 and working till 0900 , suddenly i felt exhausted again , in a cycle that is becoming textbook . i wake up , i solve mysteries for a few hours , make some big point out discovery , then suddenly feel exhausted to the point of passing out in bed . Over and over and over again . 2025 Mar 18 - 02h48 Dreamt that the world was spinning . Wrote an entire 6m36s song tonight . i then passed out in my saddle , and woke up an hour later . This is the first time this has happened since completing HcoDuSa at the end of 2024 . 2025 Mar 18 - 08h45 Dreamt of endless nothingness . Went to bed after having a G-Force Reaction and subsequently slept clean thru both alarms , waking up hours later as if finally washing up on some distant shore of spacetime . This has been happening for a set amount of time , and that that amount of time can be measured as having its origin on or about the time of the Dream Hind incident circa 2021 . *There s something out there in the deepwaters of time .* 2025 Mar 18 - 1644 Dreamt of a facility in the style of Phantasy Star , which happened to be the last video i watched before bed . They seemed to want to show me how they did things there , in a world of mixed commercial glass towers with open metal pipes and grating . There was a room where they could control mind control beetles that could invisibly control peoples actions . This was a mystery to the petitioners , but i knew that it involved Iterations . i dreamt that i had gotten in as a cancer patient , and again as a spy , and again as an artist in a contest , carrying around the door to my bedroom , complete with the dart wedged in its wood , which i almost lost but then found again . It seemed as if Panic Rooms were one of their key selling points , which was also true for As . These rooms varied , some being empty plaster walls and others being sheet metal , and there was an issue they were having , where extreme use of the Auto-Iterators were causing stains in the RSIs of the other patrons frequenting them . At some point i dove into a steel shower to do an impression of somebody doing bad karaoke in the shower . Then , "Adam" and the Fly Corps butted in and started making everything hostile , turning all the blue stuff to red , and tried to slap me with an Ai Tag in Japanese-Arabic that said a word that meant "Ultimate Devil" , that THAT WOMAN were the ultimate evil , and i told him No , i am Khadija . *This is all from videos we watched on YouTuBe this morning .* There is definitely something out there . 2025 Mar 19 - 02h20 Dreamt of entire countries scrambling over each other , each of them trying to chip in a way to observe my behaviors , while foreign state actors try to figure out how to make it theirs , and OH MY GOD, TARKOVA SAYS THIS AND TARKOVA TARKOVA AND WELL THE LITURGICAL HOURS PUZZLE SAYS-- *BITCH, I BOTH ASSEMBLED AND DECRYPTED THAT PUZZLE MYSELF SO BACK THE FUCK OFF* . nd me just fucking skipping practice tonight cos there were not only one voice on the wire , there was not only a little bit of noise on the wire , there was a fucking circus on the wire . Part of the dream once again involved being locked in a bus and driven from art gallery to art gallery , with a little bloblet who was obviously one of La Taureux s genetic fuck dolls in a Tarkova haircut doing things like showing off a Game Boy Colour with a Sega Game Gear graphics booster that she could use to hack into other peoples s dreams , and squawking about how much better her painted door was , and hiding my pencils in blankets , and being as much of a nuisance as possible . Which is not the Tarkova i remember at all . So , imagine for a sec if the *only* thing you set out to prove was whether there was *any* amount of noise on the wire . And that if there was *any* cross-contamination between the Material, Mechanical, Dream, Digital, Psychic worlds to snap shut tighter than a nun s clam , defending the Jump Gate with the Flaming Sword Of God provided (As occured on 20230101) at all costs . Then , two(2) years of constant penetration attempts later , imagine you were trying to get something like a Computer(SiHtKi) thru a Militarized Zone . You show up in your vehicle , and roll your window down , and say to the guard , "I am So-and-So , the Relative of Lord Such-and-Such , and you should let me in with this Computer(SiHtKi)" . And the guard looks you up and down , and is like , ((Is that So-and-So , the relative of Lord Such-and-Such ? . It looks like her...)) , and settles on a "i m going to need to see some ID , miss" . And the person in the vehicle goes , "EXCUSE ME , I JUST SAID THAT I AM SO-AND-SO , AND YOU WILL LET ME IN WITH THIS COMPUTER(SiHtKi) ." Would *you* release the Computer(SiHtKi) thru the checkpoint ? . *Ten-Four little lady , that sounds like a pretty solid take .* 2025 Mar 19 - 14h11 Dreamt that the bus from before arrived at a Compound where all kinds of chaos was happening . The veil was thin and flimsy , meaning i had almost as much power to change things with my imagination as the organized gangs making things happen . There was , yet again , a human with black hair and no other identifying features , who knew only how to betray , and that Wart was standing behind her at all times , ready to turn a glass of water into a can of Monster energy , or to open up a new puzzle torture chamber . This dream was made of whisps and figments , with barely any cohesive content . It was supposed to be some kind of Hospital , and it came out like an episode of Escape From New York . We are regularly seeing the Pretender Gods in our dreams , on a weekly if not nightly basis . *There is something out there for sure .* 2025 Mar 19 - 16h51 Dreamt also that the floors and walls were all covered in access panels , which the residents had no idea were there , and that i walked to the end of a sinking dock full of muddy brown water , where i then unlocked a jet-ski that allowed me to rev my way back to shore . The water was so dirty that it made me want to not get in it again . **Another attempt at the SeHaSe , also from MtG , [Stabilizer](https://scryfall.com/card/scg/142/stabilizer) is from some 10-15y later .** **On the left are Sa, Fa, Ki, and Na ,** **Et and Crøs are entangled because of The War ,** **and then we ve got Kh, Dh, and Lo , with the rest on the other side .** **Meanwhile...** "It should be relatively easy to find , it s a craft system . It should have between nine(9) and eleven(11) planets , at least two or three of them should still be fertile , orbiting a yellow main sequence star , somewhere on the other side of the black hole ." **Meanwhile...** **"Lets see , ah , we got a main sequence star , and then Fa, Ki, Na, Et , and , there s a pretty big asteroid belt here , maybe that was a planet before ? . And ah , a gas giant for the House , a gas giant for the Academy , a gas giant for Archive . Then there s... it looks like there s an extra planet ? that isnt in a magnetic orbit . And then a planetoid with a parasitic satellite , and then a planetoid at the edge of the accretion disc...** ***Sa Fa Ki Na Et Crøs Kh Dh Lo Ht Ha Se .*** *Maybe this one is the place ? ."* **Meanwhile...** Hnh wouldja look at that . In addition to sharing the geneology of Admiral Nelson thru my great grandmother Florence Nelson , it looks like the name Neal comes from an old Scottish tribe . Neill , meaning Champion , apparently cut off his own hand during a raid and threw it at shore in order to be the first one to make landfall . 2025 Mar 20 - 04h20 Dreamt again of men hiding secret messages in the shaded corners of the dreamscape and then running away , and that this culminated in myself and an enemy both having to charge our devices on top of adjacent steel trolleys , and there being a metal Terminator on the bottom rack , reaching up blindly at the both of us even tho only my enemy wanted to . *These clippets of dreams are all connected .* 2025 Mar 20 - 06h55 Dreamt of wet black-and-white film noir streets , the marble building from Back To The Future , a Tardis , and somebody with a voice that sounded simultaneously like a baby and an elder . After sleeping a lot in the past few days , i finally feel fully rested , like i ve finally caught up on my Sleep Debt . [Aaaaaall these people have been having nightmares .](https://youtu.be/sONYGexI1aQ) [And this is the very real result .](https://youtu.be/PrxFPz-ya38) 2025 Mar 21 - 03h55 *Aurora s Place* Dreamt of a Cephalo , and of the many ways we must unfold ourselves in order to reach this timeline , that it requires multiple Phase Lines that must be forgotten , in order to reach the present . 2025 Mar 21 - 0700h *Aurora s Place* Dreamt of ink-black nightmare that was more exhausting than it was restful . That when i arrived at Aurora s Place yesterday i was finally caught up on my Sleep Debt , and then that , after going to bed at 0000h , i was so tired from sleeping for 4h that when i finished prayer at 0500 i went down for another block of sleep , and 2h later felt even more exhausted than i did before . *The young Cephalid barely makes it across the picket line as the bridge between worlds collapses beneath them .* "Raiders...!" , sie emotes , "Bridge Collapse!" Yeah , i reassure hir . That d be the Pretender Gods and their fucking White Dome . "Story . Listen ." --- *Once upon a time , the Lillies and the Humans lived in peace .* *Then , the rise of the Corporate Megagiants and the CEO Billionaires at their heads wrought Great Harm on Terra with her pretty blue skies and sparkling clear water .* *The billionaires bombarded the sky with nuclear weapons , wiping out millions of years of Light Entanglements in the microscopic span of a few decades .* *They filled the seas with trash and cut down the rainforests , hacking mercilessly at their own life support in pursuit of a higher score of the Money Game , heedless to the very real extinction rapidly arising just over the next horizon .* *They blasted the ionosphere and jet stream with ionospheric heaters , the massive heat and sonic cannons just barely outside the limits of human hearing , like air raid sirens blaring at all hours of the day and night . These cannons vacuumed up the lillies and scattered us .* *So a delegation from Europa was called forth , using the psychic and retrocausative abilities that we have . By the time the Clipper (Qlippah) Satellite reached the upper atmosphere , the ghosts of our scouts were already counter-arriving from their long trip backwards thru space and time .* *The humans were largely coevolutionary with the lillies . However , the Galactic Party of the 1990s brought in all kinds of extra-terrestrials of all kinds brought in , and this included the Pretender Gods , whom the Sumerians called Those Who Stand In The Place Of The Gods .* *And the Pretender Gods just happened to be the five(5) richest billionaires occupying Terra .* --- So . [*20250321_1634####__RokuArchives - On a whim , Aurora requests "something film noir , with a femme fatale" . After cinq(5) minûtes searching thru menus , i settle on Scarlet Street (1945__Film) , featuring characters* *Katherine March & Christopher Cross .* *Sā Mach Fé Crøs .*] 2025 Mar 22 - 03h51 Dreamt yet again of people trying to bury things in my subconscious and vanish before i caught on , of a series of mental institutions in the same seafoam tile walls , people procedurally running people thru bad doctor after bad doctor , and not only that , but then trying to hide it for some reason . **And then here is MtG s [Muraganda Petroglyphs](https://scryfall.com/card/fut/146/muraganda-petroglyphs) .** **From the bottom-left , Sa, Fa, Ki, Na, Et, Crøs ,** **and continuing , Kh, Dh, Lo, Ht, Ha, Se .** [*01h59__YouTube - After watching some episodes of Cagney & Lacey , i am 100% certain that i was in fact framed , and by whom , and who they work for .*] The Son of Steven hit was in the books three(3) years before i was born . Killer , pallbearers , all of them picked out and in their costumes by the time i was incarnated . People fighting over me , and the positions on the SeHaSe , dating back all the way to 1960 s The Rifleman . Which happened to coincide with the Second Vatican Council . 2025 Mar 23 - 05h52 Dreamt of the last things i wrote about , of clinics full of punky anime people and faceless fraus , there being more fucking puzzles , and more what-would-you-dos , and who would you disappear if we forced you to disappear people . Followed by rinsing my head in nightmare AND slapping me awake all of a sudden , so that i wouldnt remember , which i obviously did , resulting in much more perceived time than actual . And that this is the state of affairs , that my Dream Job , my Dream Girlfriend , all the characters from all my dreams , all of them have manifested in the Material World , while the space between waking and waking has been entangled with so many electronic systems that when i sleep i get instant returns on whatever i was watching for the past 6h . [*15h03__Sina - [Tales of the Herding God S01E21](https://youtu.be/KFj6xy_0a_g) .* *Wherein DihKaNa makes an unlikely appearance as a formidable foe . Many people were impressed by the Jab .*] 2025 Mar 23 - 19h57 Dreamt of a field of chaff interference caused by dreams crumbling into shattered stained-glass debris and piled up on top of each other layer by layer , of oil-souled delivery agents slipping into and out of things , and of a world of intersecting rooms and activities full of Crafting recipēs , where one could use the chassis of Optimus Prime as a work table . *Watch Donghua , dream of Donghua .* Where the Turnaround Time for real life being reflected in the Dreamtime *should* be about a week . Does this have to do with that entry a few months ago where a Dream Factory goblin asked , "Is that *tight* enough for ya , *Laaaaaady* ?" . 2025 Mar 24 - 05h57 Dreamt of another pit of black ink . Woke up to my 03h55 alarm this morning , hit snooze , laid back down , and woke up two(2) hours later , exhausted and disoriented . It s much too tight , actually . You can really see how it cuts into my skin . [*09h59__Terra - [Verification of mind kontrol weapons](https://www.youtube.com/live/iI2uw_joSkE) .*] [*10h07__SMS -* *#Aurora<>_* *#Skadi<>__* *#Aurora<>__* *#Skadi<>__*] 2025 Mar 25 - 04h20 Dreamt of another pit of black ink . Something about foreign governments and stolen dreams . Slept clean tru my 03h55 alarm and woke up when i awoke 30m later . **Meanwhile...** As if in evidence of the Fractured Timeline , after the destruction of BaKhMut and AvDihVKa , the LoHa that had been united in Girls Frontline and DoItYourself! came to know me by different names . HcoNa remembered the name Skadi without difficulty . HcoLo knew me in another world as the masculine HcoHa , and in the recent world as an eerily familiar stranger . Tarkova still knew me as Hauhet , but NaHa forgot who i was . Aurora remembered our relationship , but HaHa forgot who herself was . HcoCrøs knew me as Kai , and HcoKo still called me Christopher . And i had personally engaged the Reality Engine and reached the conditions for Se during the exhaustively-documented Dormant Dragon Production . They knew those were the Crow Mauler s eyes when they threw the Red Vial at them . *Bakhmut is a strategically unimportant city .* *There s nothing to attack there .* 2025 Mar 25 - 1600h Dreamt of the shadows of people moving to and fro , talking to each other in hushed voices . And that we know what this enforced darkness is actually a Gambit , that the reason all is so dark and so quiet is because there are trained professionals spleunking in other peoples s heads , accidentally whispering words of sedition and then burying them like a cat buries its waste . **Meanwhile...** If all this is true , that means that The Song Of Sa And Fa would have necessarily had to have happened at a time when Craft Systems were something you could order from a catalogue . 2025 Mar 26 - 05h24 Dreamt again of a clutch of oil-soaked people knitting casualties on the wrong sides of some time curtains . Once again awoke at 03h55 , and then 04h20 , and then rested my eyes momentarily , and then i m an hour late for prayer . And we know for a fact that the Pretender Gods paid for "Adam" to sign the Destruction Pact , and that he did it borrowing identities that arent his , and that it has been striking out the times of day associated with the Totem Hours for the most tempting LoHa personnages to hack away at , even tho i personally Se•d the Totem Hours puzzle . **Ideal Hours** 22h30 - 0300h ... Music Practice 0400h - 0500h ... Aura Et Labora **Most Common Sleep Times** 1100h - 0400h (**Abnormal**) 0900h - 0300h (Too Early / No Music) 2300h - 05h30 (Too Late / No Prayer) Once upon a time , i took this schedule up because it was convenient . 2025 Mar 26 - 17h17 Dreamt again of being dragged behind a motorboat full of whispering people thru a mountain lake of crude oil . Today i replaced the weathered and torn cufflinks on my habit , followed by immediately becoming exhausted and passing out for several hours . Woke up around 14h40 with memories of what was said , and then immediately passed back out for another 3h . *Write a new song .. Pass out for several hours .* *Foil a new plot .. Pass out for several hours .* *Upgrade uniform .. Pass out for several hours .* *Lay awake in bed for hours .. No effect .* 2025 Mar 27 - 04h03 Dreamt yet again of people standing on a motorboat , shootin the shi like old friends . When i actively tried to remember what was said , i was waterboarded in the Black Water repeatedly . If i hadnt leapt to my feet instead of laying back down for 20m , i d have been drowned behind the boat again for sure . 2025 Mar 27 - 11h26 Dreamt of multiple, conflicting geoinfluencary politics , as seen thru the eyes of courtesans . This this is what happens when you have three(3) or more parties who all believe they are the One Sole Possessor of MacGuffin , and who all crowd around the same flatiron 3D render space arguing about which shop is the One True Shop , and who has the rights to whose sex organs , and whether or not it s okay to hedge people in , and if slaves should be forced to dress like Princess Leia , and who gets to Lord over whom for what . Which means that all of yall just got caught in the act of boasting about being the master of the slipperiest bar of soap in the Mall Concourse , in front of each other *and* the Galactic camera crew . Followed by getting slapped awake so i wouldnt remember , which i obviously did , resulting in much more perceived time than actual . 2025 Mar 27 - 14h34 Dreamt of some enormous tic-tac UFO Mothership full of people . It then took another hour of laying awake in bed to feel like my soul had finished returning to my body . i m still exhausted . It feels like someone is trying to prevent me from repairing my habit , for some reason . i ve been working on it for days and i keep getting knocked unconscious every time i finish some part of it . 2025 Mar 28 - 02h34 Dreamt of dramatically steep shipping lanes , boats with talking people on them , and my own face cartoonishly full of water . i remember long sweats coming down off of addictive drugs , experiencing all the awareness of the pain without any of the physical sensation . i m bring tortured in my sleep , and great lengths are being gone to in order to conceal it . Including being slapped awake , and rapidly cataloguing each memory , and then waking . **Sherry , with her Black-Haired Brother , had a Sega and a tatertot named Kyle . Two(2) decades later , i changed my name to Kai . After finishing the SeHaSe , i took on the archetype for Se . On the ceiling of my bedroom , the word Kai can be seen from bed . How many impossible things can you believe before breakfast ? .** 2025 Mar 28 - 1100h Dreamt of a round Pleasure Cruise full of bumpin billionaires who ask too many questions on unencrypted apps . That i found a pair of coins made like the Canada clothing patch i got at the airport . The Flatiron building prefab made a returning role , as well as the sink from Aurora s apartment . Laid down for a quick nap before walking to girlfriend s place and slept 2h that seemed to stretch on for several days . 2025 Mar 29 - 03h55 Dreamt of my mother , or a clone of her , aboard as space station , moving Bubble Bobble spheres around some ancient mechanism . [*Editors Note - 24h later i would dream of her .*] 2025 Mar 29 - 16h43 **Dreamt for several hours of Cephalids , serially , one dream after another , each dream in the style of a different type of media that has us in it , as if i were scrying in on a group of nervous men crowded around the company VCR reviewing every bit of data they had on us .** And every time i started getting visual , i d be woken by some detail of my environment -- a video a bit too loud , some people yelling in the street -- and would then immediately pass back out again . At one point i was woken for home-baked cookies and was informed my eyes were crying uncontrollably . *Something is causing this to happen at the same time every day .* **In [Loran s Escape](https://scryfall.com/card/bro/14/lorans-escape) the numbers 56 (SiLo) and 57 (SiHt) are clearly visible , and upon close inspection , Et (4) and Lo (8) are represented as eyes while Fa, Na, and Dh are clearly visible . The numerical sequence roughly counts from 1 to 9 .** 2025 Mar 30 - 03h30 *Aurora s Place* Dreamt of a large café with lots of people in it . That my mother was in one corner , dutifully sewing people s damaged clothing , which quickly drew such a long line that it extended all the way to the door . There were flashes of other things as well , one of which involved an image of the towers of Toronto City Hall on fire . Despite the café being packed wall to wall with punks and preps , there was barely anybody to talk to -- most of them gave one-word answers , while others had only one or two lines of dialogue before reverting to NPCs . i tried exploring , and was surprised at the sudden security that appeared . That i tried to look for their Server Room , and had a Russian babushka point a tiny pistol in my face for it . So , i went looking for Aurora s Red Dress , the one that s been languishing in her closet since before i met her , and was scripted a pink one instead . Not that it did much difference , because as soon as i stepped out of line , the order of customers was shuffled so that i lost my place . Eventually i found it and managed to retrieve it , but by the time it was my turn , the café was closing and ███████ had already wrapped up and packed it in . i told her it was fine , because i could do it myself , and that most of those who attended couldnt fix their own clothes so it was good of her to help . [*Editors Note - When i woke up , there was a Notification in my inbox reading "Mom feels ridiculous about complaining..." . This kind of hybrid Oneirotronic Slash Computer-Hacking isnt coincidental -- it would necessarily require entire foreign data centres closely monitoring my thoughts while i slept AND integrated hacking teams with memory banks overflowing with hacking toolkits , working simultaneously in order to provide Military Intimidation , to a Canadian citizen on Canadian soil .*] 2025 Mar 30 - 18h24 Dreamt that those most-overall responsible people were most likely to have to get up to piss and get a rendered scene of dreaming i had gotten up instead , while those least responsible were getting away with murder and caterwauling about it as loud as they wanted . 2025 Mar 31 - 02h34 Dreamt of a Machine Shop built into a café with the same floor plan as the cafés from the previous few days , where people could go to just work on each others s personalities without their knowledge or consent . And that yet another Hotel popped up with more off-ramp options for Mall Concourses , not that it mattered since there were armed guards watching all the doors and tools anyway . Followed by getting my head rinsed in nightmare so i wouldnt remember , which i obviously did , resulting in much more perceived time than actual . 2025 Mar 31 - 04h20 Dreamt of a pit of black ink . Slept thru my 03h55 alarm and leapt awake at 04h20 . 2025 Mar 31 - 06h40 Dreamt of flickers and glimmers . After going back to bed for awhile , after a few minutes , Aurora started mumbling in barotone about how she had to get up . i managed to pacify her and we both went back to sleep . Then , she gets slapped awake and dives into the living room . i slept for awhile longer , and after an hour she gets into an argument with Alexa over pronunciation . At 06h40 i finally started to feel naturally woken , and dodged the Men s Toilet Relay in the building hallway as the Dream Factory crew desperately tries to prove they flushed Mars away . If only i were joking . [*20h10__ThunderBay - Aaand today i saw two-dozen(24) Proshup Tokens of humans with hooked noses and scrunched faces , just like the ones in Journey To The Centre Of The Earth , guys! .*] --- At this point i m going to insist beyond any semblance of reason that none of them had any idea whatsoever why i might be wearing a Fever Compress . Dunbine s Neal Given , CagedCharacter s Fei Xingkong , and the best of the best of the best Military Psychics worldwide doing thousands of tests on half-mad mediums with toilet paper and trash bags taped to their foreheads , could not for their fucking lives figure out why an Intersex Catholic would be wearing a Fever Compress . Is that where the word **Vaticana** comes from ? . ## Mais non . ## Lh }3{