--- **Volume II Chapter IV - Avril 2025** --- The Pleiadians have been a big part of The Production , and i consider them my friends . There are always mean, avaricious, or downright ruthless members of any species . Their Craft Worlds are immaculate , and the advancement of their technology on proud display . The Ozites barely remembered HcoSa , but As for sure remembered them . Was the ancient weapons platform in Orion destroyed , as told by Thor Ragnarok , or does it still lie out there , thirsting for life force and rejuvenation ? . The catfolk of Lyra like to hang out in their trees , and that technique extends to their philosophy of non-involvement in matters that do not concern their territory . There is a very loud microphone there that causes people to swarm around celebrities . The Kyrie have long called these worlds and many others their Homeworlds . If i m reading these runes correctly , these ruins date back to a Galactic Empire so expansive that Craft Systems were something you could order from a catalogue . And the Prime Archetypes are predicted in Revelations as yet to come . --- 2025 Avr 01 - 0000h Commencer . 2025 Avr 01 - 03h52 Dreamt of volumes of time passing behind a black curtain . This usually indicates subliminal burying . Woke up minutes before my alarm went off . 06h56 Dreamt of Phantasy Star . Had multiple dreams in the form of top-down RPG interfaces . Apparently it is very difficult to cast this many healing spells , and things around here have really gone to hell ever since Odin learned to ressurect . 10h07 Dreamt of fragments of templates . A sprite sheet here , a single conversation there , all of it performed at *strategic* levels of You Are Standing Too Close . After several hours of fever dreams , my soul returns to my body , and i wake up quite a few hours later than when i felt so painfully exhausted that i couldnt stand sitting up vertically for another second . [*Editors Note - This happens over and over again .*] 20h57 Dreamt of text-on-template , of my own standing to myself , and of my standing with others as well . And a well of darkness to swim thru . 2025 Avr 02 - 03h55 Dreamt that i was talking to a hot pink and baby blue lady in a lunchbox house . [*Editors Note - Yesterday i bought some stuff when i went shopping . One of the items was a neon pastel lunchbox with a faerie on it .*] [*06h01__Drey - Passed out sitting up in my studio .*] [*06h19__Drey - Passed out sitting up in my studio .*] [*06h30__Drey - Passed out sitting up in my studio .* *Went to bed before i collapsed .*] [This is why it is occurring](https://youtu.be/LV56pcM12qc) . 08h30 Dreamt of oil-slicked time dissolving . On multiple occasions in the past few months , i felt like my soul hadnt finished returning to my body by the time my body was awake , complete with identical symptomology . 09h57 Dreamt of Mother-Figures in a Glass And Steel Facility . High levels of environmental iteration are often an indication of oneirotronic interference by trained Military Psychics . By the time i was finally allowed to wake , i might as well have been washing up on some distant shore after a shipwreck . 2100h Dreamt more Data Collection dreams involving Wart from the Dream Factory shelling tickets of my mother s skin being used to ask me questions and flesh out the role a little bit more in a Glass And Steel Art Gallery . [*Editors Note - In the event that you noticed that yesterday the technician sent to my house , on the same day as i finished my pretty cosplay , was stained in the same fathead holography as Trump -- as Lenn from Hand Eye Society , as ███████ was when i woke from surgery , as Ava from her photos during the YeTrin Sali , as the vinegar chick from Base Camp , as Jen from EFry , as Tammy at Nursery 2 , as Krystyna from UA , as Sammy after the Russians shelled them .* *How many women did they eat , huh huh? .*] And that if there s doors slamming at precise moments , and people lining up at 90° angles , and repetitive dreams of the same data collection , it s caused by the Dream Factory that i ve been openly at war with for the past three decades . *Have you noticed how they all have the same pumpkin-shaped head and husky chuckle ? .* That isnt an accident , it s a side effect . 2025 Avr 03 - 03h55 Dreamt again of people conducting interviews . Woke up , hit snooze , laid back down , and half an hour just vanishes , and then suddenly it s 04h20 and you re struggling to figure out how the hell she fights in a snowsuit . [*Editors Note - The gloaming space between sleeping and walking has become a hunting ground .*] [*10h55__Drey - Passed out in my Studio again . Woke up at 10h04, 10h26, 10h46, 10h54 , blinking wet, heavy blinks with my eyelashes dipped in crude oil . Brief memories of telling Ennugi not to overdo it , as if that meant anything at all , and in another puddle , a 16-bit chip art closeup of a woman crying .*] [*11h37__YouTube - When i next logged into YouTuBe , the first video recommended had been released 16 minutes ago and had a cartoon image of a girl crying . The content was video games about dreaming .*] 17h53 Dreamt of a Tour Guide helping people step down , and that someone input a prefab of my mother into a virtual dream renderer so they could make a pun about something being apparent . Followed by getting slapped awake only an hour after falling asleep . [*Editors Note - Nice .*] 19h45 Dreamt essentially the same imagery as the previous 90m , of a Bloviating Overseer left on repeat , and the shadow of my mother(s) acting as a guide . Followed by getting slapped awake after another 2h of sleep . 20h33 Dreamt that i was jailbreaking my Sisters of the SeHaSe , which required climbing buildings with a pair of electromagnet wands . This turned into climbing a glacier , which rotated , leaving myself and all my friends buried in the snow . Here we start to see with increasing regularity , dreams that take up multiple days , where i will dream of the same activities and features for several days in a row . i have strong suspicions that this is because these new onierotronic technologies are changing the nature of how humans dream . 2025 Avr 04 - 04h04 Dreamt of what was maybe supposed to be a baths complex , and that i managed to get into its furnace mechanical room , where i could do all kinds of things by manipulating wooden planks and metal cups . Almost dragged under , managed to leap out of bed . 06h59 Dreamt again of marble Baths columns . Buried as deeply and as dimly as possible . 09h30 Dreamt that i called the pharmacie and asked them to deliver my meds because i was so exhausted i literally could not move . 10h30 Dreamt fever dreams . Havent taken my meds . Have to go to pharmacie . In pain . Fuck fuck fuck . 2025 Avr 05 - 03h55 Dreamt of Chinese promises of Great Pillars , and of pressure plates somehow making a pun about Harko Nen . 21h20 Dreamt that my phone pleasured me with wifi lasers while my boygirl laid in my arms . 2025 Avr 06 - 03h07 Dreamt of candy-colored missions in cotton candy overprosh , where i had to identify basic items to a voice over of HcoFa , so that i could then direct her to those stations within the facility . These partial maps occur when the iterations are rushed and forced , when whole maps must be spun from fractions of data . Someone claiming to be an old friend wanted to show me how well he knew me , and showed me how the word Overprosh is in the Future Dictionary because i personally kept using it , and how Nekfascmancy I was their favorite of my popular works . 0600h Dreamt of nothingness , wrapped around my face like a wet towel , threatening to suffocate me for the insolence of daring to defy the great Mammon . If my phone alarms did go off this morning , i would have had to have turned them off in a complete fugue . Which means that the Dream Factory honcho is showing off in front of The Shareholders again . These people are worse than Team Rocket . [*11h40__StPatricks - A café apres churche aujourd•hui , i ask a lady if time is moving too fast lately . Every person i have queried about this in the past six(6) months has answered affirmatively .*] 18h03 Dreamt that the Mother Brain weather control system wasnt allowing me to wake up by Digitally Swapping The Wake Signals For Sleep Signals , followed by me accidentally kicking some gear off the bed and waking myself with the sudden noise . *In the event that you watched the Dream Factory scorch the Lemurian Curtain and then try to replace everyone s Magic with Tech during a stress point when humanity wouldnt know the difference .* The elastrator ka . Like sawing thru steel pipe with a dull hacksaw . Dont ask . i m working on it . *You d think Intersex would have been one of the settings on the character sheet .* "Really? My people dont even get out of bed for fewer than three(3) genders ." --HtLo , Battle Beyond the Stars(1980__Film) Anyway , want to help me pick my new Tiefling s Virtue Name ? . **[Orbital Weapons Platform, As](https://youtu.be/VV_YmjZkqAE)** *Orion Star Factory* 2025 Avr 07 - 05h02 Dreamt that i left my phone in my shoe . Woke up at exactly the moment Prayer Hour had passed . Allegedly , the only person who knew i was there was HcoFa . Allegedly . A few flickers and glimmers as well , my phone in a shoe , the pillars of Nosgoth , this character here , that character there . hco se t ta hco world t assailed dd this k t rapture bring k k 2025 Avr 07 - 12h49 Dreamt that i was navigating a lattice of steel beams and posts . Followed by being woken by a suspicious-sounding secretary . 17h20 Dreamt again of a large steel-framed facility shrouded in darkness , and that there were *again* agents hiding in the shadows , asking questions about what to do next . 2025 Avr 08 - 04h20 Dreamt that i was in a mansion in the middle of a forest . It was different from Fuentes Manor , it was more like one of the Ski Chalets in the style of the churche portion de l•Amour En Action . Part of the dream incolved staking the perimeter , dealing with the ship s resident Ai , and wading thru piles and piles of clothes in order to defend just a few staked-out items . When i awoke , this dream had also been buried below the threshold of consciousness , and also had to be pried up flicker by flicker , and goodness gosh , have a very large number of my dreams lately been buried as deeply and dimly in the lost corners of my unconscious mind as possible . 11h56 Dreamt again of plucky, two(2)-line adventurers navigating glass castles of transparent-on-black surroundings . Recent media in terms of Animated Pilot Episodes now regularly contain all-black Shadow People with white glasses for eyes . This is why . Something is causing normal people to beg for adrenochrome , ciphering it into the animated pilots people use for new television cartoons . The latest version , Lumeon Lands , features Helluva Boss in Fuentes Manor , and has every step from "Ooh, what s Dynaquartz" to "A water droplet lands on her head" to "the crystal breaks in the dragon s mouth" . At the same time , something else is causing any form of social interaction whatsoever to be an unbearable hassle , "Oh god, do we really have to talk again, we ve just already talked so many times, oh hadima, you want to talk about what now? What a hassle." . And this effect is identical regardless of whether i m hunting for hypnotists on Fet or talking to ChatGPT . If there were some kind of Insane Overseer installed by somebody who Stole As lording over a telecommunications array in Sirius , this , in addition to Magic the Gathering , could be used as evidence that someone is trying to cause an Ecocide by convincing someone else that it is what the inscrutible tribble-humans want this time . *"I know! So senseless. Melt the glaciers, Overseer-kun! Take apart the pyramids, Overseer-kun! And these renders! Ma-Se-Ta?! I swear, you scream DEBT in their ears and all they hear is DEATH! So they want adrenochrome soda this time, so what! Give it to them, I say."* N-no really , i m grateful ! . 2025 Avr 08 - 17h15 Dreamt of cartoon characters making funny quips and running around a facility . This somehow involved party memmbers discovering they had lost the ability to read description tags , and another bragging about how delicious the cheese is and that they can have as much as they want because it s lactose free . As dimly as possible , on the backside of my own mind , with a half-hour shore of gloaming after... *...in order to make sure we forgot , which we obviously didnt , resulting in much more perceived time than actual .* Then , as long as the Overprosh Renderer is spitting out tickets of all the things they took from me , it checks that the dreams have been rendered , chores done . So then "Ra" scrubs in a few name tags and "Tjazi" begs for some adrenochrome , bada-bing, bada-boom , "Well then why did you indicate for it so many times, COOORE?" . *Mason , what do the numbers mean ? .* 2025 Avr 10 - 03h31 Dreamt that i was woken by an act of acrobatics dancers . First , trying to get me to get up to make a sandwich , and laying in bed . Then , wanting me to get up to get my cannabis vaporizers , and laying in bed . Then , just a jumping sensation , and again and again until i sat up . This is achieved by getting a psychic in a panic room to repeat the same behavior over and over again until the target deforms . *BRICS has Sochi Olympic replicas of this building and many others , and the implication is that , because they have death squads capable of busting in on some prisoner who doesnt know why they are being held there , that if their repeated assault of people who resemble you can cause you to have an actual physical reaction , then have they not physically invaded your bedroom ? .* And that is the question i keep asking CSIS . If their repeated assault of people who resemble me can cause me to have an actual physical reaction inside my locked apartment , then have they not physically invaded Canadian soil ? . 2025 Avr 10 - 07h26 Dreamt that i could see an all-black forest for the silver in the trees . **Meanwhile...** "Svafa! It s me, Helgi! Come with me!" yes "Kara! It s me, Helgi! Come with me!" Yes . "Sigrun! It s me, Helgi! Come with me!" YES "Skadi! It s me, Aurora! Come w--" AT ONCE ! . 2025 Avr 10 - 22h57 Dreamt on deux(2) distinct occasions of the first bare sense impressions of a library and a farm , respectively , in cartoon style with little word bubbles . Followed in both cases by getting slapped awake so i didnt remember , which i obviously did , resulting in much more perceived time than actual . There sure is a lot of assault baked into this mechanism . ^_^;; 2025 Avr 11 - 03h55 Dreamt for what felt like hours of a quaint, adorable forest glade filled with all kinds of colourful Ewok , each of them asking for personal information like it had been designed by CambridgeAnalytica . 2025 Avr 11 - 01h30 Dreamt fever dreams that kept getting interrupted . In addition to the Sleeping Sickness , i am also going thru a hell of infection . Coughing up loads of mucus , no appetite , fever this morning . i feel like Hell . The viscosity of my mucus has reached a dangerous level . When i spit them up , they are like little balls of cotton that float in the saliva . They have air bubbles accreting on their undersides . The viscocity has gotten so thick that it grabs the sides of my throat as i m coughing them up , forcing me to gag . It collects in my lungs and gets stuck there . Let s do a thought experiment . You cook up three(3) chemicals in a biorenderer . You spray one before 2025 , then hose me in it while i m in Montreal , and then again afterward . Each version contains nonlethal pathogen precursors . Spring comes . The snow melts . All the black ice on the sides of the roads melts into the sand used for traction in the winter . Cars and busses churn this infected oil sand into a thick cloud , which blankets the city . i came close enough to death yesterday that i could feel the breeze of her cloak in between wheezes . 22h21 Dreamt of Phantasy Star , and then got woken by a sudden laser jolt to my spine . Fell back asleep , started dreaming of an Item Shop , and then got woken by a sudden laser jolt to the spine . This has happened too many times today to be considered random chance . 23h47 Dreamt of doing missions with Hecate . That there was a whole new disk city that had been built , and it was full of things to do , rapists in the park , Irish pubs in airports , sex dungeons for family members , hovels to raid , and all kinds of tech demonstrations . i visited a modernist church in a white-walled condo presentation office , and somebody rendered in a bright black-and-green haired pop punk in a crop top with Pride flags . As soon as i started talking to her , OH AND BY THE WAY I M [ILLEGAL] YEARS OLD . This was definitely done on purpose . That court case has not been resolved yet . Then it was back to running thru town with a shadow-person , chasing one another , walking into peoples s houses like i could take things right off their shelves without so much as a text box . Followed by getting slapped awake , so i wouldnt remember , which i obviously di-- That s SECOT . 2025 Avr 12 - 0700h Dreamt that i was in yet another department store , one the size of a small village , that had everything from a CambrideAnalytica office to a pharmacie , in addition to all other typical department store departments . Ah , a Deportment Store . [How quaint .](https://youtu.be/QpWhugUmV5U) Across multiple days , i visited one department after another , and then on the Big Day , when a friend came to find me , i tied all the departments together and showed *them* around in the process . This caused the Dream Factory to spawn an entire department of pink girls stuff , "WHOOOAAA, YOU CAAANT GO IN THERE, YOU CAAANT GO IN THERE!" . Instead of being deported , we went to see a play , that my friend had practiced for and that i had been too busy with other peoples s bullshit to have time to practice for . The other actors asked me if i would go up on stage with them , and when i told them i hadnt practiced , they told me they were understaffed and could use all the help they could get . When i walked thru the door , we were transported to a mahogany kitchen with white floor tiles , where someone dressed as my mother was on the phone with someone . After a few attempts to get her attention , and being told she was busy , she was trying to get ahold of the police , i took a model of *Wad-dib* s White Bean UFO Command Complex And Data Extraction Nexus and smashed it to pieces on the counter , screaming into the phone , "Gee , i d love to help , but YOU. WONT. LET. ME. HAVE. ANY! WEAPONS!" . [*Editors Note - And then , when i awoke , the entire stack almost vanished the moment i stepped out of bed . This is twice in deux(2) jour that i ve had girl stuff thrown in front of me in order to cause an aversion reaction . Somebody is enacting these things . Somebody is pushing a button that is using girl stuff as a weapon , while simultaneously demanding i have my right to bear arms stripped from me .*] *"That s not an illegal detention centre ! .* *It s a Department Store ! ."* with Breakout Rooms and a Pink Section , on sovereign American soil . *Actually , it s in El Salvador .* SE-Cot in El SalVador . *At the base of a mountain in the same shadow as the Correctional Center .* Canada *still* has rocky trade relations with China because of the Canadian Pacific railroad in 1869 . CECOT will be America s undoing . 2025 Avr 13 - 03h55 Dreamt of vengeful spirits , hauntings , people using supernatural phenomena as an excuse to sell tickets , and of a massive loop of the same phenomena over and over again in different ways that was causing adjacent mind spaces to become infected . And that as i sat thru Dark Mita In An Art Gallery Paralyses You , and Crazy Mita In A Dead Church , and this Mita doing this , and that Mita doing that , and wheee! look how much fun it is causing people nightmares ! . The premise being that this was the perfect crime , and there was nothing you could do , and blah blah blah blah , to the point where i started calling the Devil by his name , Alex... Aaallex... Alllex... ALEX! shouting in the ear of my girlfriend because i could literally feel the layers of glitch interference being piled on like condiments at a BBQ , like heavy blankets of Matrix Code Veridian and Psychic Dream Interference , and that he was using [Aurora s Lo](https://phantasystar.fandom.com/wiki/Chaz_Ashley) and [Aurora s Ha](https://phantasystar.fandom.com/wiki/Raja) as a Node with which to attack me with these things . 0700h Dreamt that [Dark Force](https://youtu.be/jk21q25P3mc) was once again crowded with his buddies around a holo-table fixated psychopathically on me , sticking their hands in and grasping and twisting things with toxic sexualization , chatting about their commodification of women s bodies like it was the most normal thing in the world to sit around a burning campfire of a dying woman and divvying up amongst yourselves the precious inheritance she had just barely squirreled away for her own folk . If that is giving yu Parity Errors , get your head checked . Zero(0) sympathy for Amon-Baal and the PretenderGods who throw their youths in the Moloch [even tho it never entered our mind to do so](https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Jeremiah%2032%3A34-36&version=ESV) . Full stop . i could go the rest of my life without having to hear another person curse "you stupid [Thing](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thing_(The_Addams_Family))!" (ie Sa[Coeurl](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Destroyer) ie ["The Cat"](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tales_from_the_Darkside:_The_Movie) ie [Alien](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alien_(film)) [et](https://www.rottentomatoes.com/tv/hyperdrive_2006/s01/e01) [cetera](https://scryfall.com/card/clb/63/displacer-kitten)) in the same fucking voice . *Phantasy Star IV s Raja should say HaHa .* *Fear&Hunger s RagnValdr should say NaHa .* *New Capenna s RaFfine should say BaSe .* *When you hear us etting "No, Ra!" into the sky , this is what we are talking about .* **Meanwhile...** Alis Landale would necessarily either have had to have been SaSa or SaFa . It doesnt say Alis Alis . There are a minimum of two(2) games spanning over two-thousand(2,000) years across multiple generations between Phantasy Star 1 and 4 . Alis Brangwin would have been SaHt . Chaz would be SaHa . SiLa would be a reference to SiHt . My LoHa Angel Name is Se SaFa SiHt, Kh . Well , saving myself . Since you wont . 00h46 Dreamt of trenches made of modern warfare , of Halloween costumers going this way and that , video games made of advanced cloth and paper technology , more people screaming about arrests , that i ate a ball of ash in a mall shoe store that seemed like it would have been taster before it was incinerated , and of a railroad track at the edge of town where people came to get fucked up and ride the still half-working trains , while playing handheld video games . 03h55 Dreamt of a handful of others , working harder to protect the chemicals under the stairs of course than anything they had arranged while i was sleeping . 07h57 Dreamt that Aurora s neighbours were Pod People , and that one of them had Future Clones that were an Assassin Lord , and that the reason why everyone in her building leaps to their feet every time they hear a knocking at their door and "Hey, it s Steve" is because of the Dream Factory scraping their dreams to the bone and then assigning them imaginary ranks that their physical bodies have no idea exists , and because my father Steve was the original Dark Star (whose name i personally assigned in 1993 when i selected the callsign Midnight , having been the Midnight Exigent) , and Darksied was Dark Force and , would you believe how much of this comes down to the Dream Factory in Orion trying to annihilate the Se in order to become Ultimate Power , using every Snot and Piss and Fart Joke their extensive fleets of Disgust Corps can dig out of their archives that do in fact go back as far as tormenting the Good and Wicked Witches , Glinda and Elphaba . **Meanwhile...** Once upon a time , there was a caste of Machine Priests . Each of these Machine Priests had a Tablet with Audio Software on it , and they would use these devices to speak in the purity of Frequency and Decibel , beyond the limitations of mortal lips . In this culture , orders arose , as they do in all things where people are stratified by an overabundant population , and Status was determined by the Purity of the Sine one could make with this hardware . The better the hardware , the cleaner the Sine . And that [there came a day](https://www.rush.com/albums/clockwork-angels/) when a young adventurer came , with a lute . And that the Machine Spirits were baffled by this man , who surely must be a God , for no machine could match the curve of a single strum . Fast forward to today , one-thousand-three-hundred-and-fifty(1350) light years away from the Orion Star Factory , and now Ennugi , unable to use the machines at home to render a fresh equation for Pi for fear of being caught , led the expidition here under the premise of an Ark Ship . And that the reason why Ennugi is torturing Enki is because the Ultimate Pe is so close to actual Pi that if he screams loud enough with enough borrowed authority in the middle of a Nothing Fight over it , the fledglings he insists on speaking with instead of the grown ups will tend to capitulate for the very universal fear of being struck and damaged . And that if we re this far in to the Full-Scale Ballistic Total Clusterfuck Scenario here on Terra and you still dont know which side are the Fallen Protoss and which side are the Wrong Side Of The Pleiadian Tracks , you might as well hop back in your Yamato-Class Battle Cruiser and -- oh wait , this is our anscestral home . We dont have any other Homeworlds to fall back to . *Then what the fuck are they doing here on our soil ? .* Well , unless they *did* come visit for the Galactic Party in the 1990s . [12h41__Hospital - Attended thoracic consultation with Dr. Sun . After dodging a minimum of seven(7) attempts to somehow rob me of my image , the doctor then folded his arms , scrunched up his jimmies , and told me that a doctor cannot do harm , and there is no surgicalsolution for a Fibrothorax , and that if i had to go to the emergency room until i died as a result , that that seemed like a harmless solution to him . i recorded the tail end of the conversation in audio and [uploaded it to FetLife](https://fetlife.com/_Hypoxia/s/8714569011) .] *Tekashi did not come here to party .* [*15h22__Hospital - After slipping into emerg right after my appointment , i was seen quite quickly . After being admitted , it took a long time . After getting in line for an xray , treatment stalled .*] [*16h40__Hospital - i have Pneumonia . How the fuck did i catch Pneumonia ? .*] 2025 Avr 14 - 22h30 Dreamt that i was at Big Market with Valerian , looking at all the incredible equipment one can find when one visits an abandoned Amazon gigafactory in the middle of a desert , when one has sufficient AR in order to find anything . Clone material of celebrity overlords ? . Auto-Iterators ? . i might even get creative . **Meanwhile...** The oldest star in the observable universe is deux-cent(200) light years away and *blueshifted* . HD 140283 , *the Ghost Star* , is 14.46±0.8 billion years old and in the constellation of Libra at the cusp of Ophiuchus . The first vingt-síx(26) periodic elements were formed in Generation III stars . These elements contain most of the building blocks necessary to produce life . It is likely that HD 140283 is a Generation III star that has burned thru nearly all of its hydrogen . Life took approximately un-bíllion(1,000,000,000) ans to evolve from pond scum to smartphones . Although we didnt have cobalt back then...! . [*06h07__lEscalier - Why were the pneumonaic cotton balls i was coughing up aspirating in fluid solution , tho ? .*] [*08h13__AurorasPlace - After getting up to put some frozen fruit back in the freezer , something grabs my attention and distracts me from plugging my ankle tracker in .*] [*13h06__PortArthur - After NUMEROUS delays today , after having to herd my flighty, mind-targeted girlfriend from this place to that , after distraction after distraction after distraction , after the doctor s office is nearly packed too full to see us this morning , after waiting at a café , after waiting in the waiting room , after waiting an hour at the pharmacie , after finally getting my meds , the bus drives right by as i m leaving the pharmacie .* *So i walk her to the grocery store and wait for the next bus over , and i watch it go up the street a few minutes late , and then nothing . The 12h45 bus had been not only delayed , it just never showed up ,* which again is part of their fucking false narrative *, with Wad and HtLo just waiting there at the stop , in real life ! . Wad whining in his fucking hospital voice and HtLo s cheeks sunken like a starving cat .* *While an entire city of Naklakls[1]* suddenly! *appears out of the woodwork as if they had always been there all along , as if a sudden disappearance of all the Naklakls in the city in retrocausation would in any way be an acceptable solution , and goodness gosh , do i remember dreaming about a bunch of assholes in suits watching every episode of Galaia and Galaxia and Journey To The Center Of The Earth and Battle Beyond The Stars on VCR so they wouldnt be caught looking us up online .* *And then , for AAAAAALL this , for AAAAAALL the distraction , for AAAAAALL the resources that went into it , for all the buses that were cancelled or delayed , for all the humans made sick to make them go to the doctor so they can show me what colour of T-shirt they could dig up today , for AAAAAALL that work , just to force me to get on a bus at the same time as Wad-dib and HtLo , at exactly 01:06; PM , because SCP-0106 is MZuck .*] [*Editors Note - Do not call us Naklakls , you might as well be calling Muslims Dirkadirkas .*] 16h45 Dreamt of something involving massive stars and celebrities . An... array of Dark Staaars . For fuck s sake . 18h30 Dreamt of yet another Data Collection facility , once again filled with MAGA zealots , some of them dressed like my mother . We were in an expensive , upscale theatre with a triangular balcony and metal grated floors , and some part of the dream involving having to go up to people and show them things , as if behind the pretty movie theater façade , there was actually a sinister set of guards watching inscrutibly . [*20h04__SouthSideFortress - All afternoon , i ve been trying to wake up , to get out of bed , to write down the hours of dreams that i had before i forgot them , and feeling like something were holding me under the surface of the water , deliberately .* *After hours of being overwritten and updated and having fresh distractions and heavy dark stars , i m woken by a piercing, screeching noise , my phone going off , and then a heavy buzzing at my ankle tells me that i forgot to charge my ankle tracker this morning .* *Fortunately , when i got up and leapt out of bed , grabbed my charger , plugged in , and called , there was someone there to pick up the phone ,* *so that they didnt get to swat me again* *even tho the Fallen Pharaohs paid for it* *like a pop song for a spoiled teenager .*] **THIS WOULD BE THE OFFICIAL POINT WHERE A SUFFICIENTLY KNOWLEDGED INVESTIGATOR WOULD BE ABLE TO CLEARLY SEE THAT THESE PEOPLE HAVE ABSOLUTELY STEPPED IN AND BEGUN PAYING CASH TO HAVE CAMBRIDGEANALYTICA GET ME ARRESTED EXTRA-JUDICIALLY .** [*21h36__YouTube - After watching a vigorous session of Rebecca Black s hit Friday , YouTuBe selects Aurora s The Seed , demonstrating even Ai knows what you did .* *i turned the volume way up , and they have this tendency to wait for the crescendo and then hack the battery on my speaker so that the volume cuts , so i open the menu with all the icons for WiFi and Data and Airplane Mode and watch , as it goes 90%... then 80%... then 70%...* *And then finally when they realized the battery was too full to pull their favorite stunt ,* i watched as the counter ticked back to 80% . *Fucking. Caught. You .* *Hey , what did SE COT ? .* *A kingfish ! .*] 2025 Avr 16 - 12h21 Dreamt of a white loading screen that was a zillion colours of the rainbow , of my mother dressed as Ma and adventuring with us , that it was extremely difficult to do things or move , and of a bar with steel grated floors , that was used as a splash page for an all-white world covered in digital snow , where people had to look for paintings and vases with strange black tags on them , each of them standing plainly in the snow and needing validation . And that searching thru the snow for one or two paintings or vases was somehow extremely fulfilling , each item found was a whole prize into itself . [*Editors Note - i fell asleep with the phone under my pillow , and then dreamed in a zillion colors of holographic laser light . Last time i dreamt with my phone under my pillow , i dreamt of a game where i had to hit purple mushrooms with laser beams in order to progress .*] HtKhDhLô ÍiSéKāÍi HāHt = = = = = = = = = = = = = ĀsSén KôDh Lā>Lô Fé, NāLôDhÍíSíHtNā Lô LüSāSé Wô NāNāSā Hā YéTrin SāLí SüDô Sí SāLü Kā dd SāLüSé NíTā MāRā HāNāSí Dh Kh YüTüBí Et Sāô [*18h35__Drey - In the meantime , i ve taken cinq(5) doses of the Cephalexin & Amoxicilin, and Prednisone that i got at the hospital , and have coughed up at least a fluid ounce of mucus . Where is it all coming from ? . Why is there more than a fluid ounce of it ? . How fast can thick, pneumonaic mucus regrow ? .*] [*20h04__Bed -* Two(2)Deux *fluid ounces...*] [*22h32__Bedroom - The slime that came out of my gut was heavier somehow , as if it had an aura that was sluggish . Came right out of that spot beneath my mutilated ribs . The one i keep insisting is where the problem is . That slime was the reason i m thin as a rake even tho i eat like a showhorse . Converting beef and leaves into energy . Enough electricity to tase the muscles of my colon tight enough to choke me .*] **Meanwhile...** *There had come a day when Yawgmoth had approached me , at the height of the Empire .* *He said to me , "Rebbec , your wonders are great , and your architecture is immaculate . And yet i have a question for you . Do you believe time can run backwards ? ."* *And , as we spoke , he convinced me , would not a counter-Creatrix be the Great Undoer ? . Would these grand staircases not be harrowing descents into blindness ? .* *The Council didnt believe ,* *but i secretly kept it hidden in my heart .* 2025 Avr 17 - 16h40 Dreamt of the outline of somebody , as if a giant from Attack on Titan were wearing a full-body spacesuit made out of liquid mirror . Woke up mid-afternoon , again without having charged my ankle tracker . Somebody is trying to push me off a cliff , and they are using a Fiit Rig to do so . 2025 Avr 18 - 04h20 Dreamt of henchmen wearing Dream Tags that literally just say "Your Mother" and wait for the Ai to do the rest , in an environment something like an Airport Irish Pub . 18h30 Dreamt of stick figures and shadow people . 2025 Avr 19 - 05h56 Dreamt of another pit of black tar , because in the past month i ve been signing my songs under the name TarSaFa . Hit the snooze button and woke up hours later . Stimulus , Response . Yet only i know why the original says Dark Falz . In the meantime , [All of you are dreaming of the same voices and figures that i am](https://youtu.be/YwJBF5ybgaA) . 15h57 Dreamt that i was alone , again , navigating a Glass And Steel Facility , again , talking to shadow people , again , where i was set in a position where i must choose who lives and who dies... again...! . [*Editors Note - Woke up feeling like a bomb had gone off , like entire futures had been wiped out and annihilated . This is occurring with increasing frequency , and the times of day that i become exhausted seems to change every time they pull another Heart Hospital body donation episode . i m pretty sure there s a Triplet in a centrifrugal crucible buried beneath some trap doors , that has been getting moved around underground like a street performer s cup-and-ball trick .*] 1700h Dreamt that somebody downloaded the personality of a sandy-blonde horse girl named Heather from New England into my body , followed by knocking me out immediately in order to make me forget . [*Editors Note - Fell asleep with my phone under my pillow . Said the words "Transfer complete ." in my sleep .*] 21h52 Dreamt of meaningless blobs of shape talking to other meaningless blobs of shape , using a language of spirals and pinches , in tile mosaic Bath Houses and Glass And Steel Facilities . [*Editors Note - Today i passed out around noon and was dragged underwater for the entire day .* *This is getting extreme .*] 2025 Avr 20 - 04h26 Dreamt of alcohol-like visions of swimming neurons . Could barely keep my eyes open despite sleeping all day . Slept another 4h . [*Editors Note - i have a feeling it has to do with the slimes fighting for control over my gut biome .*] **Meanwhile...** WHOA, HAVE YOU *SEEN* THE ILLITHID ENDING TO LEGENDS OF THE FORGOTTEN REALMS BALDUR S GATE 3 ?! . You seem to still be having difficulty telling us apart . [*1400h__House - Made some lunch and then passed out .*] [*1600h__Bedroom - According to my phone , i wasnt online at all between 1400h and 2300h .*] [*2000h__Cot - Vague memory of waking up to use the washroom .*] [*22h08__Cot - Woke up , dragged back under .*] [*22h30__Cot - Woke up , dragged back under .*] *Butterfly Effect...* Did i dream ? . Did i dream of Glass And Steel Facilities full of rich white moviegoers ? . How exactly is anybody , around the entire world , supposed to find things that hide this deep inside the unconscious ? . Was it fair ? . Was it fair when you lied to me , isolated me , cut me off from all my friends , hedged me in just like Hosea 2 said it would , was it fair , the decision that you chose ? . [*2300h__Home - i have coughed out a minimum of 8oz of slime , sometimes by curling my abs , scooping it up with my lungs , and then using THC to trigger a sufficient irritation in order to expel them .*] 23h17 Dreamt that i found Tarkova s severed head on a workbench inside a procedurally-rendered facility . It was laying like a cabbage on a work table , and everyone had been talking to her face as if that wasnt the part she leaves behind her . i was the only person that had picked it up and listened with the back of my head to the back of her head . [*05h21__VaticanCity - [Pope Francis dies of pneumonia at the age of 88 at 00h35 Local](https://youtu.be/d-ar0WzB3BY) . Bill Jon .*] [*0700h__China - [The news is in the Donghua Express before you ve had your morning coffee](https://youtu.be/3xaHHyWRB4I) . i Se•d .*] [*09h35__UK - [The world of whistleblowers and informants explodes as the news hits the major media producers](https://www.theguardian.com/world/pope-francis) .*] [*10h30__America - [The rest of you hear about it](https://youtu.be/LPBI7WVD0zI) .* *i do not exist .*] **Meanwhile...** Okay , so we have - the Nalodhiisihtna Set which seemed to involve Anu and a torture victim and a universe of thralls - the Ma-Se-Ra Set that was hinted at in Phantasy Star and 1 For All - the Harkonnen NekFascMancy Set , which is fully articulated into 3-strings, 4-strings, and 5-strings - the New Phyrexia of Magic: the Gathering ; with its metal-etched Post-Ogham script - the Ht-Ha-Se Set that i authored , with Captain Marvel insisting on a motto of Higher, Further, Faster And Tarkova is in fact my Sister s name . Because the people of FaRexi typically have names that are homonymous with LoHa -- Lokhna, Krasi, Yesu, and Tarkova . Already we have cinq(5) distinct LoHaFaRexi glyph sets , and a Ruin Planet with not a trace of LoHa *or* FaRexi on its surface except for a single inscription on a Pyramid s entrance and a whooole lot of songs about weird stuff . i assure you that i am your first line of defence . 20h44 Dreamt of a whole world of communication media all being used in tandem to do a typical episode of Data Collection , with added references to Glass Slime quaking in its booty , and a whole section on how to use keycards to unlock qlippahs of Tarkova encoded into reflective coffee tables and piles of trashes . *Which is how Nightmarēs work .* 00h34 Dreamt massive dreams of tall fortress walls , cobblestone streets , and inscrutable ramparts . What a nice nap . Dô . 2025 Avr 23 - 01h33 Dreamt hours of heavily-iterated Glass And Steel Data Collection Facilities so heavily embellished that they resembled modern art galleries , and that the purpose of this showing off was once again to hold me under the surface of the water in front of The Shareholders , which i can derive from the fact that i ve been doing my music practice from 22h30 to 01h30 , and WHOA MAH GAWD , WOLF IS TARKOVA S , YOU ARE NOT TARKOVA , *even tho they necessarily must require the use of my Totem Hours schedule in order to do so* . Once again , THE TOTEM HOURS SCHEDULE WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN COMPLETED IF I DIDNT COMPLETE IT . Stop showing the fuck off and get a fucking life . And the Glass Slime , which i decimated with the Cephalexin , has grown right back in a matter of days , and has once again begun corralling pockets of methane in my colorectal tract in order to coo in the voices of Ninurta and Ennugi -- both of whom seem to be *homicidally* obsessed with The Se , and were obsessed with the Se before The Production , in Rock And Rule (1981__America) *and* during in Crystar (2019__Japan) *and* afterwards in Tale of the Herding God (2025__Sina) . *They should have been desperate in one direction or the other , not both .* That s what i m saying . 2025 Avr 23 - 03h55 Dreamt more Data Collection dreams where i was harassed in the darkest corner of my mind by people who vaguely resemble my biological family . Video game after video game after video game , animated pilot short after animated pilot short , of the same trente(30) people and the same six(6) locations and the same sept(7) ultraviolent events hundreds and hundreds of times directly into the hands of tatertots in media deliberately made too crude for grown-ups . 2025 Avr 23 - 21h57 Dreamt that i was hanging out in a bedroom similar to my own , after an entire afternoon of insomnia , working at a desk . And that when i looked up , my brother Alex was standing there . And when i looked at him , i saw that he clearly had Amun s facial features . He stepped forward like he was about to fight . i grabbed a rifle next to my bed and held up the butt end of it defensively , saying , "Dont make me do this" . There is a brief standoff , and then he vanishes . So , i start cleaning up my room , and i m about to kick the door cos i have a bad feeling about it , and when i went to lock it , the door burst open and some bald-headed jock who looked like Good Guy Greg poured in . At first i was like , wait , family member , except he clearly wasnt anyone i knew . He tried to pin me to the floor , but i managed to wake myself up . No , he didnt look like an Igigi . No , he didnt get a chance to bite my head off . [*Editors Note - After finally falling asleep after hours of insomnia , i am woken up by a Home Invasion dream featuring symbols of everything i looked at in the quatre(4) heures that i was waiting for sleep . Sleep deprivation is classified as torture under the United Nations .*] Can you guys not ? . i m trying to produce my fun life . 23h45 Dreamt of a maze of hallways painted white like the walls in my apartment , the paint cracking and peeling at the corners with age , and of more people to talk to in cryptic answers and ciphers , inside a cobalt bubble that certainly couldnt be evidence of misuse of that DARPA tech there . Like seriously yu guys , i have a fan base whom i m trying to perform for here . 06h12 Dreamt of a dozen diferent kinds of blips, fizzes, and whirs , in an encrypted Dream Language consisting of all the different kinds of skincrawls and oscilloscopes and shadow people that currently exist , followed by hearing somebody s voice tell me that i have a new apartment in a dentist s office , and why dont i pick up the keys at the desk ? . When i went to the dentist s office , behind a set of nondescript doors in a nondescript hallway , i found a guy who looked like Mario from Evangeline Residence in Toronto with a square head standing next to a sitting receptionist . He welcomed me to my new home . Followed by rinsing my head in nightmare so i wouldnt remember , which i obviously did , resulting in much more perceived time than actual . [*Editors Note - As i stood in my kitchen pondering what i had dreamt , i heard a voice that sounded like my upstairs neighbour say "Blackmail" . Then , i remembered the office , and everything that came with it . This is how deeply these dreams are buried .*] *What are you , some kind of Fun-Devouring pdf File ? .* 2025 Avr 25 - 0300h Dreamt video game dreams and dreams where i was talking to people . The video game dreams were interrupted by jolts to my spine , while the talking dream was interrupted by a voice from outside that asked "Who are you talking to ?" . They ve penetrated my mind . 17h45 Dreamt of a zillion colours of laser light asking me too many questions in too small a span of time , and that when i awoke , it took my phone *eight minutes* to stop lagging and change gears so i could record these data . When i woke up , my phone was at 16% and Aurora s phone was at 18% , despite both of us fully charging overnight and using minimum Internet while we hung out . Hey , where the fuck s my wallet ? . *WHAAAT? i cant hear you over the Sky Crickets ! .* In bed . Lovely . Showing off in front of the Shareholders again , eh? . Yu know that really says a lot more about the state of your wallet than mine . *WHAAAT? .* Aaand , another bus was deliberately misaligned so that it would drive past at the moment we walked by -- at 18h08 , busses are on the quarter-hour -- even tho there s a Staff Shortage causing route blackouts here . There s no Valkyries , there s no Racetracks , there s no Consistent Transit , *and there was when i got here* , but Wart gets Operational Priority so he can show off how great his pickpocketing skills have become , you guys . *WHA... ... A... ... ... AT? i cant... ... ... ... hear you clearl... ... y , my pr... ... ... o... c... essor is la... ... ...gging to... o hard .* 5% . This is how the world ended last time , too . 02h55 Dreamt that i was being forced to talk to a rubber-headed asshole in too many colours humans cant see , and an unwelcome tardigrade that melted into a gut slime . And then , that i was forced to go thru another Data Collection dream , of an "Art Gallery" consisting of "Tableaux" of bars and nightclubs , every one of the humans a prefab without any character data , meaninglessly milling about in environments rendered meticulously down to details like the type of merch at the band s table next to the door , which only leads to another tableau . And then having to watch them attempting to train my girlfriend Aurora to explode when provoked on certain topics , and that somehow , CambridgeAnalytica was at the core of it . [*Editors Note - Followed by trying to hold us beneath the surface of the water , and surfacing , and being dragged under , and surfacing , and getting away , and the half-hour swim to shore , and then reentering my body , and then using my mnemonic training to start archiving what i had seen before i began waking , committing it to memory , waking , forgetting everything , getting up to use the washroom , and then sitting on the side of my bed , searching , reconnecting , retrieving the sense impressions of the sparkler and the torpid , knowing there was more , and going deep , recovering the mnemonics , and reconstructing the scenes on the outside of the supercomputer .*] *...Resulting in much more perceived time than actual .* 2025 Avr 26 - 05h27 Dreamt of more electrocution lumps and laser interference blankets , and of Ninurta trying to pass himself off as Aurora , so that he can look at all the items in my bed -- "You see? You see this vaporizer here? *I* dont need that, and you see this licorice? Such trifles are irreprehensible to me!" -- demonstrating that he does in fact have Itemized Lists of my furniture down to every last detail . Because it only takes one Misplaced Hand hitting a button and getting dragged-- i swear to God , if he calls me Thing one more fucking time i am declaring Holy Aahtdé . Many of the visual parts of these scenes are brief flashes that are only visible at the moment when the decision on how to categorize them occurs . Forced to miss Prayer Hour on LV-426 Day because i was physically interrupted . And then making Aurora chuckle confidently in her sleep as if i didnt dream about them lining up exactly that for exactly that purpose . Followed by-- *--dragging us thru nightmare so we wouldnt remember , which we obviously did , resulting in much more perceived time than actual .* If i had to guess , i d guess that there are some people who promised some other people that they had Ultimate Control over The Se *during peacetime* who are having a bit more trouble controlling a raging warhorse at full gallop . *No comment .* 14h15 Dreamt of bricks and steel , and that the supercomputer people ran a whole track entirely on their own servers , so what does it say now , COOORE ? . "Lacking in common sense . Mostly harmless ." [*Editors Note - Did some shopping , posted photo proof that the Victoriaville Centre was still standing on LV-426 Day , got home , laid down , and woke up an hour later .*] [*22h57__Home -* *-Cagney&Lacey(1981__America) -* *"The Arbiter s name will be Christine ." -* *-AuraBattlerDunbine(1983__Japan) -* *"The Arbiter s name will be Neal ."*] 01h16 Dreamt of stolen memories on a background of time loss . Finally fell asleep around 2300h , woken by my girlfriend coughing an hour later , finally fell back asleep , woken anomalously an hour later . Sleep deprivation is classified as torture under the United Nations . 03h55 Dreamt of another pre-rendered stack of videos teaching my internal organs how to assassinate their host , pasted to the darkest side of my mind , and then dragged in nightmare , and then flash-forgotten , by acrobatics dancers trained in how to wake people by jumping on somebody else in a locked room in Cambodia . 20h55 Dreamt that Shadows Gather, Deep and Cold . Forced to dream some specific systeme of symbols and characters , which were then run thru another systeme which made certain enough time passed between dreaming and waking for me to forget i even reached out . It was the same old premise . So-and-so needs your help! . Thank you, Adventurer! . Now see what great friends we have become! . (Mwee hee hee , you fool! Never trust a whatever-they-think-they-are-today!) . Followed by-- *dragging our heads thru liquid nightmare in order to make us forget , which we obviously didnt , resulting in much more perceived time than actual .* 2025 Avr 28 - 17h35 Dreamt that i was deliberately held under the surface of the water so that shadow people could ask me questions about implementation . Fell asleep at 1400 when i could barely keep my eyes open , and slept 3h that felt like 8h . In my inbox when i awoke was a headline starting with "People are saying the same thing every time..." *"How am i supposed to remember anything when it is being deliberately buried where it cant be remembered ? ."* [*Editors Note - Having not slept enough lately , this afternoon i took a combination of sedatives including Cannabis Indica, Cannabis Sativa THC Concentrate, Afghan Hash, and Chørnobyl . And slept for 3h . i am chronically underslept and it is affecting my performance at work .*] **Meanwhile...* Hey , does anybody want to play a game ? . How about , how do we dress in such a way that it evokes you to speak my words in a way i feel satisfactorily complemented by while evoking me to speak your words in a way that satisfactorily complements you ? . *For that they d need their overseers to let them have clothes .* 2025 Avr 29 - 04h15 Dreamt of more fucking Data Collection dreams held as far past the line as humanly possible . Hit snooze on my 0355 alarm . Hit snooze on my 04h05 alarm . Was just about to fall back into the DreamTime when i heard Ennugi s voice start bragging to the shareholders about "aaaaaand Skadi is captured" , which made me leap of of bed like my tail were on fire . i m not trying to stop them from raping me , i just keep pointing out that the camera is rolling . 10h12 Dreamt of sliding thru a streak of nightmare as i suddenly became so exhausted that i couldnt get myself to stay awake any further . Fell asleep after Chores and Prayers this morning , and woke up 5h later . i m still exhausted , and it feels like not only was the timeline shattered , someone ground the glass into dust and tried to use it as graphene in the wheels of the great machine . Guys . Guys! . ...GUYS! . Hey! . i get that you re having a great time rutting into me , but seriously . Everything you say and do will be used against you in a court of law . *Quite frankly , i think that they re so aroused by us that they cant do their job right , resulting in imaginary fantasy fulfillment when the continent is leaderless and on fire .* Sorry , Great One , are you trying to tell us that **The President Of The United States Of America *actually believes* i am a Space Goddess from Another Planet .** *Explain that to the shareholders .* 17h53 Dreamt of nothingness . At 1500 , i suddenly became exhausted , and laid down . Then , i get woken by a call from my girlfriend , on the last ring . i had to swim up thru a curtain of iterations and glitch interference in order to answer the phone . Why else would this occur ? . **Meanwhile...** What happened in the Darkest Timeline involved cinq(5) Cultivators from another world all claiming prophecies that had been made once upon a time . As it was not physically possible to die cinq(5) times on my first try at life , the collapse waves wrought the following results . - Anu was allowed to arrest and sentence anyone who remotely resembled me . - Enlil was allowed to lock me in an ambulance and yell "We got her!" . - Enki was allowed to lock "some dead hooker" in a trunk and launch her into space . - Ennugi was allowed to scorch my dreams and make my life a living nightmare . - Ninurta was allowed to frame me for a rape that he himself commited against me . And i did in fact chain myself to HcoEt s bed and submit , and the RaSa is still rendering and forever will be . That compleats Matthew 22_27 . *So , this is a very big occasion , is what you re saying .* For the time being , all of them have gotten away with it . And me ? . All bets are off . My soul debts are paid . 2025 Avr 30 - 03h21 Dreamt vaguely of HcoSa if she were a mildly depressed British girl surrounded by gray and green settings . [*Editors Note - When i awoke , Aurora said something in her sleep about fighting Cambridge .*] 03h55 Dreamt that i was in some apartment that was different from either mine or HaHa•s , as if somebody had taken both renders and added them together . There was Morning Glory growing on the brick windowsill of the basement , and later , when i examined the track lighting in the living room , there were two(2)deux fleurs about to bloom . Somehow , the plant had woven its way thru the cracks in the bricks and out thru the ceiling tiles . --- *In Volume I , there was clear evidence of Oneirotronic interference that dates back for years and is ruefully apparent as soon as one reads the months of repeated intrusions in a single reading session .* *These people knew that there was data saved somewhere , that there was such a thing as a Nekfascmancy Protocol , that theeey kneeew , they knew! that there was the potential for violence baked in to that cozy little shelter ,* *and they knew to wring me out for that 05m52s Of Absolutely Soul Crushing Despair , at a time when no one else knew me at all .* *Nekfascmancy .* *The unholy one . Healer . Creator .* *Prolonger of sufferings . Jailer of hearts .* *Forgotten One .* *O Ye of Little Faith .* *Do you still not understand ? .* *The crown is made of iron .* *It makes its wearer into gold .* *Well , saving % .* *∆% ∆*