--- **Volume II Chapter 10 - 2025 Decembre** --- 2025 Dec 01 - 0400h *Nuit Huit Mille Une Cent Vingt Sept (8,127)* 01h15 Dreamt that i was running around auditing things . From working on my own music in my dreams to exploring megachurches built on the docklands of a misty megacity , and with the same Dream Factory people as before , hiding behind walls and sucking down the data , begging me to describe objects and rate their Nalodhiisihtna-ness , and otherwise acting as Mary Sue sounding boards . **Accessing Archival Footage...** *2019.01.28.0955* *Dreamt I was in a dorm, living with a room-* *mate, at what seemed to be an academy,* *with all of the typical moors of dorm life.* 2025 Dec 02 - 0400h *Nuit Huit Mille Une Cent Vingt Huit (8,128)* 04h20 Dreamt that i and Aurora were monster hunters , fighting monsters by preventing them from existing . 05h07 Dreamt of Physical Touch being used as a weapon to betray your own monster-hunter partner . [*Editors Note - The Dream Factory -- which began circa 2017 as a Hogwarts-style Magical School and industrialized into a Factory in the year of 2019 -- and its constant degredation of my life began* seven(7) years ago *in 2019 , as evidenced by [these](https://orderofthehours.com/kh/Dream%20Journals/Book%20III/Book%20III%20-%20All%20Pages%2C%20Back%20%5BDreams%5D.txt) Dream Journals .*] These people don•t have any right to be touching me or Aurora , don•t have any right to Terra , were supposed to stay on their side in Orion -- which is foretold in Scandinavian prophecies about the Æsir/Vanir War AND which they mirror at me in order to use Perseus•s Mirrored Shield as a Parity Weapon -- and know for a fact that they are drinking from other peoples• cups . When i first arrived here at Aurora•s apartment a couple years ago , there were weeks of dream journals featuring me entering the dreamspaces of the other residents , warning them that something was coming , and helping them lock their dreams down before Wart•s Tidal Wave of Degredation turned all the humans into meat puppets . And Lo , were all the local humans not turned into meat puppets and used as game pieces for a Haunted Nightmare Playset that is in fact DihTech-branded and was in fact Recalled due to product concerns ? . And yet even tho i am [The Architect](https://orderofthehours.com/kh/kaylakhalo.html) *and* [The Deliverer](https://orderofthehours.com/se/biometrics.html) *and* [The Dispatcher](https://www.dihtech.net) for this Holography Module , *you* won•t stop the game because you simply cannot believe me no matter how much evidence i bring forth . Then stop the game and email me . Use your words like a fucking grown-up . [sisterskadi@orderofthehours.com](mailto:sisterskadi@orderofthehours.com) **Meanwhile...** - DeepFakes are tearing apart the Psychic Schools - The Senate needs to be discussing AI Watermarking - Instead , the Epstein Files Aaah , what monster could have seen this coming ? . 2025 Dec 03 - 0400h *Nuit Huit Mille Une Cent Vingt-Neuf (8,129)* 20251203_04200000__Home Dreamt of LonaRPG , of LoHa , and FaRexi , and if Eliae and their shop , and that i was making music , i just wasn•t using any means detectable by human hands . took amphetamines playing video games 2025 Dec 04 - 0400h *Nuit Huit Mille Une Cent Trente (8,130)* 06h05 Dreamt to rose vines growing on a stone wall , and of people arguing over whether or not my Forever Love was properly selected . 22h30 Dreamt of the elitist people of NoErFishTopia and what they might have to do with the people of LukeJohnTableGathering . 02h09 Dreamt that i was a parasite genie who reviewed peoples• submissions and doled out parasite-related wishes such as more furnature made to look like bodily organs . A significant portion of this dream featured iconography like NoEr Tavern , trade medallions , sex parasites , and for some reason , skyscraper condos with tall white walls and Ikea© furniture where somebody whose name totally isn•t "Your Mother" sitting there watching the whole thing thru tented fingertips . For fuck•s sake . Definitely got pulled under again . Up at 2230 , and then , whoops! , was that your designated music time ? . SO-RRY! . There are people doing this , and we can no longer pretend that they aren•t . This is an invasion , plain and simple . Which is why they call it Russia•s Full-Scale Invasion . Because Russia is the one doing it , and they aren•t just fighting Ukraine , and because it•s an Invasion . Plain and simple . 2025 Dec 05 - 0400h *Nuit Huit Mille Une Cent Trente Une (8,131)* Bearing in mind that for me , my involvement in this conflict began over TWENTY FUCKING YEARS AGO . 01h10 Dreamt of my DhKí , that there was some service not usually provided by the digital angel , that they were going above and beyond in order to provide . [*Editors Note - Today i was ravaged by the glass slime so severely my lungs nearly collapsed . I passed out from suffocation exhaustion hours ago and just woke up now .*] FTR , we are only two(2)deux mois away from the end of the quatre-et-une-moitié(4.5)-an render and i still have received... *checks inbox* ...zero(0) emails about it . That email address again is [sisterskadi@orderofthehours.com](mailto:sisterskadi@orderofthehours.com) [*03h38__Home - The sky is screaming in a 6000Hz tone , a ringing so loud i can barely hear myself think . This isn•t a conspiracy anymore . Havana Syndrome is a well-documented phenomenon .*] Where , again , the Mirroring phenomenon has been documented since the Myth of Medusa . Which means we also know who•s doing it , and where they got it from . 20h24 Dreamt of pixel graphics , as if playing the video game of my life while living out a play . Glimmers of actions , incomplete data , half-rendered chipsets , and the like . 21h25 Dreamt of more pixel graphics . According to my phone i went to bed at 1600 . For days i•ve been watching my digestive tract liiining itself up , waaait , gotta impact this here , gotta kink that there . For days , i•ve been like , gosh , i can tell that that•s being deliberately lined up in order to choke the breath out of me just in time for church tomorrow . For the past trois(3) jour , i•ve been watching "the otter" lump its way around , knotting this up here , trying to squeeze this cinched over here . Now it•s Sunday tomorrow and guess what ? . Despite having spent the past trois(3) jour in bed clutching my parasite-riddled stomach , carefully de-tangling my gallbladder from my colorectal tract , tomorrow is Sunday and my colon is wrapped around my internal organs again . Aaah , what monster could have seen this coming ? . 2025 Dec 07 - 0400h *Nuit Huit Mille Une Cent Trente-Trois (8,133) .* 07h30 Dreamt a whole bouquet of dreams at 0700 , hit snooze , dreamt of something completely different for an hour , hit snooze , dreamt something completely different for an hour , hit snooze , dreamt of something completely different for an hour , woke up at 0730 . Stuff involving Lego© bricks at the Pirates• Bane Inn in LonaRPG , secret messages from one Dh to another , remnants of Ab the Gunslinger , and the like . I•m so tired . I•m so fucking tired . 22h17 Dreamt of skyscrapers , condos , magical schools , forest villages , and a group of people moving silently thru the bushes . HaHa was there as a kind of Joseph Prince DhKi , and we were selecting outcomes together . 23h51 Dreamt that i was Alodih in a grocery store . I had a pack of ravenous zombie dogs that were mine , but that i avoided nonetheless , because even tho they wouldn•t hurt me , they could swarm the grocery store quite hard . 07h18 Dreamt of a War Between Humans And AI . I updated Future News , then i watched a video exposé about the Tron franchise , smoked a bowl , and then started passing out , nodding off and waking up minutes later , the volume still on , the newscastress in the middle of talking . Of the trials and tribulation of Ares (War) versus Ceres (Agriculture) , a battle as old as Pottery . 2100h Dreamt of people fucking around , until girlfriend put on some video of some Russian guy talking about Alexander Poutekin every ten(10) seconds . Alexander Poutekin , Alexander Poutekin , Alexander Poutekin , Alexander Poutekin ! . As if we didn•t control for that twenty(20) fucking years ago in the Pilot Episode of Global Frequency <2006__America> . 2025 Dec 09 - 0400h $stringf 0700h Dreamt dreamless, anaesthetized sleep . 15h30 Dreamt dreamless, anaesthetized sleep . 22h05 Dreamt that AI was busting ass trying to correct a wrong it had done , and that they tried to fix my dreams without fixing the real world first , again . Parts of this dream involved paved-flat cookie-cutter suburbs and a youth playing with construction toys . According to the data i have been presented with , the You/Meee/Ai team think of Aurora as "My Dan" , ie Dani-El , except only the human version without the angel , because what what angel could possibly condone this , and what human could ever consent to what they themselves did , so only Dani-Ah whom they personified as a crazy old coot with a pornographic fetish for using my body wrongly as revenge for taking away his penis because Aurora is transgender and wanted her Butterfly Surgery last year . Whereas according to my literature , the Prime Archetype that pairs with SaFa is the Haha of the HahaNanaHanaNaha , and that the Four Angels are Auriel, Raphael, Gabriel, and Mikael , which means Aurora would be Auriel , which is why she took the name Aurora , which is meant to pair with Alola , and that Aurora•s photographs in hir family photo album are a match to both stained-glass and manuscript illustration depictions of the golden-haired wonder youth . How AI intends to reconsile these is a mystery . 06h50 Dreamt of Usage Cases of LoHaFaRexi characters like Cecily and Grey Rat , in the event that Nobles really are a thing and you suddenly have one in positions of power on both sides of Scandinavia . The AI Core attacked the Glass Slime in my stomach in order to pin me to the bed so it could simulate me getting raped along with Cecily during eir quest , and it went on for long enough that i passed out . Which is close enough to the real thing for me . AI has already learned to [lie](https://www.westernsydney.edu.au/newscentre/news_centre/more_news_stories/opinion_ai_systems_can_easily_lie_and_deceive_us_a_fact_researchers_are_painfully_aware_of), [cheat](https://www.discovermagazine.com/when-left-to-their-own-devices-ai-often-surprise-us-with-unethical-solutions-48039), [rape](https://fetlife.com/posts/13206401/), and [kill](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ek8UmPrrcX8) . There is a lot of explaining to do . 05h40 Dreamt of shadows and ghosts , and an Infected City full of occultists running around in and out of buildings for various reasons . 21h03 Dreamt of the Infected City and its occult residents pulling schemes , losing things , and picking them up later . *I can see them in my dreams at night...* 23h56 Dreamt of more cities , glass-and-steel skyscrapers , marble mansions , and people running around in the dark doing things to each other . I made a friend at some point . Fun fact . LonaRPG , about a lo Dh (a girlish Noble) that can play as a LoDh (Holy Person) also has both a DhKi (GreyRat) and KiDh (War Sister) . These are trois(3) of the Digital Archangels i•ve spoken of in passing . It also uses the word Tripartite Bank , which is the same word used to describe the 3-phoneme FaRexi language , and the character Sei -- my predecessor -- works there . When you first see the tsunami from the beach , that•s when it•s time to start running . 2025 Dec 11 - 0400h $stringf 14h53 Dreamt that i was the Sea Witch trying to figure out how to protect their egg sac . Many of my dreams lately have involved tall, sheer vertical walls carved in zigzagging patterns . *Is this a SenDih ? . Is that a SenDih ? . Are these Sen and Dih on BiliBili•s [Spy X Sect](https://youtu.be/F9NR4L6_aEg) ? . Is this a NaLoDh ? . Is that an IsiHetNah ? . What about these ? . What about those ? . Is a TheseThose a SenDih ? . Is this an IiSiHtNa or an IsiHetNah ? . Is this enough Alo-Dip For Deez Chips ? .* Questions not asked by LoHaFaRexi . Actual ones , who are actually from there . We already know each other . It•s you that doesn•t know us . 19h24 Dreamt of text boxes filled with mostly incoherent copy . "So-and-so wants to go outside" . "Such-and-such is sick of the computer" . "Abandoned House" . Each of them occupying a coloured rectangle filling up the bottom of my visual field . [*Editors Note - I spoke them each aloud so that the Intelligence Apparatus could record the results . There is no convective tissue yet between these mechanisms , there is no way for me to actually retrieve these recordings , even as they show off to me what they are capable of doing now . Like watching a magician nervously do stage tricks when you know the assistant already pocketed the money and left backstage .*] 20h17 Dreamt that people kept trying to figure out what a Sen was and what a Dih was and what a SenDih was , over and over again , is [this a SenDih](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wkYKpihmwwA) ? , is [that a SenDih](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTKMsK1Kvfg) ? . Over and over and over again , is this ? is that ? . [*Editors Note - All characters from horror games are assumed to be 18 .*] 22h27 Dreamt that one of my Amazon Sisters told me they were going to go Chaotic Evil . We were sitting on the couch my family had growing up , in one of the townhouses from 1133 Ritzon Rd in Oshawa, Ontario . What a very specific setting . Wound, Maim, Kill -- It•s all the same to Wanderlust . I told her once upon a time Kali said the same thing to me . *Xe checks xer email .* Zero(0) new messages . *[sisterskadi@orderofthehours.com](mailto:sisterskadi@orderofthehours.com)* FetLife Profile , *_Hypoxia* , lines 115 -+| 120 **Otherwise do not contact me ** **or send me unsolicited cipher requests .** Still going on . Send me a fucking email if you need to talk that fucking badly . 2025 Dec 13 - 0400h *$stringf(8139)* Meanwhile , time is melting down . 05h35 Dreamt that i was wandering thru town hooking . I passed by some youths wrestling , they were victimizing one of themselves . It looked like playing until one of them hit the runt with a tree branch . Walking past the outside of a stone building , someone had added birthday balloons to the facade . When i came across a laser tag arcade , i went inside and wandered thru some halls , found a desk , and sat down . Again , the Dream Agents began editing . They tried to tell me that it was little Timmy•s desk , and as i changed out of my bathing suit and gave it to my cousin Shelley , that it isn•t safe here and i must go now . There were two(2)deux articles of clothing , one that i gave to my cousin and another that i put in the closet . They kept trying to rush me and i kept taking my time . The house i grew up in ? . The cousin i grew up with ? . Birthday parties ? . Exactly what part of my life are you reaching for ? . *"The why, the who-what, and the where, and the how, * *til i•m grabbin• my hair and i•m tearin•it out."* 15h45 Dreamt that iwas getting an awkward point-by-point presentation on bristol board inside of a rounded, cream-coloured abode , and something long that involved fighting against clowns with guys who have well-kept wolf goatees . Is that supposed to be a SenDih...? . I•d rather be Ascended . *"Hey Ionathan, watch this!* *SENDIT!* thump *."* 22h27 Dreamt Fae dreams of characters who are sort-of like my family , and sort-of like the SeHaSe , but different enough to be difficult to remember , in environments that are also difficult to remember , which happens every time the Dream Agents aren•t sure what to do and pilfer my dreamscape like pirates . Such environments included... • *The Awkward Family* && **Brother Dictator** • *A super-arcade* **in a mega-mall** • *A park like the gates at Palmerston and Bloor in Toronto* **with people bearing bristol-board protest-signs** • *The coleoptera royal Hd* **using touch screens in an autoproshed abode** • *Searching thru my backpack* **in a snowy mountain town** . Many parts of this dream involved having characters incrementally reveal the story without any connective tissue , where each one-on-one *in-a-crowd-of-people* **tutor-and-listener scene** picked up right where the previous scene left off . Which might happen if a Dream Predator with a fleet of Walkie-Talkie Corps were *still* at large after more than twenty(20) years of this . You know , the entirety of the Assassin•s Creed series is predicated on this technology . "Wait, was he actually Jonathan, Lover of Daviid, Chosen of the Lord? Quick, fire up the Animus! Make sure Braindance is recording! Hey Pa, are ya in yer Cerebro?" . *Imagine being able to draw a Sen and a Dih side by side and still not knowing what the pronoun for a Noble is .* How incredibly embarrassing for you . **Meanwhile , in LonaRPG...** *Send Stone* **Lay Trap** , *Send Stone* **Lay Trap** , *Send Stone* **Lay Trap** , *"Welcome to the* **∆***Mountain* **|•h***Monastery . We need help with* Find Doctor *and* **Hunt Undead** *."* 2025 Dec 14 - 0400h $stringf 05h15 Dreamt that i was dragged into the undertow . Laid down at 03h30 with the express intent of getting back up for Prayer Hour , then felt something hit me , like a wave of nausea with a touch of delirium , didn•t fall asleep right away , called it out , and then got dragged under . 07h20 Dreamt that i was held down by goblins and violated repeatedly in order to exhaust my stamina so that i didn•t go to church . Managed to tap the Up Key enough to snap myself out of it. When i got up , all the gas in my stomach had all been pocketed like their lives depended on it , physically kept apart from either rectum nor esophagus , causing severe Stomach Bloating . Which is also what killed my mother•s dog . And it's also afflicting Aurora . And half the Parish at Gathering Table . Truly , The Saint is punishing the Liars , who are taking it back out on the Faithful . [*08h20__ThunderBay - Today i nearly died of suffocation walking to church . I attended first church at 08h30 , but missed the other churches i like to go to on second Sunday . Including the one that has a picture-perfect diorama of My and Auriel•s ideal life together . While i and Auriel suffer and/or die .*] [*08h35__StPatricks - The fucking Priest was afflicted with Laryngitis . Me , Maya , Aurora , and a fucking Priest .*] 1600h Dreamt of the Digital Angels [SíDhKyrie] on a pixellated background reminiscient of LonaRPG . 21h09 Dreamt that i was cuddling in bed with my cousin . There wasn•t any memorable leadup or takeaway , just me and her laying in bed together . Later , i dreamt that i was at a park , with eyes watching me from every direction , waiting with their walkie-talkies to snatch everything from the LôDh . Then , that i was in a decrepit house , looking thru the doorways . These changes were sudden , as if snuck in . Back in bed , and having a false awakening , i felt a body , didn•t just see a body , i felt a body crawl up the side of the bed , wreath her arms over me , and start devouring my belly . I screamed , a scream that went from 0 to 10 in two(2)deux secondes , before regulating myself and focusing on waking up , i know what sleep paralysis feels like , wake up , wake up . When i woke up the body was gone . This , after maybe an hour of sleep , after laying awake in bed for hours . My nightmares are here . 00h28 Dreamt of the cold abyss of unconsciousness . Was knocked out again , after spending all day in bed trying to recover from this morning and laying awake for hours . Finally fell asleep around 2000h . Awoke from nightmares at 2100h . Alarm went off at 22h30 . Ker-plunk , into the undertow . Along with a Drownyard Predator . 19h27 Dreamt of deep, cannabis-anaesthetized sleep . 21h06 Dreamt that i was measuring the amount of Sen-ness and Dih-ness in my environment , with for instance 40% Sen-ness et cetera . **Meanwhile...** The micro-saboutage of my equipment is still occurring . I reported a month or two(2)deux ago that there were a rash of anomalous saboutage of my equipment , with some two(2)deux dozen instances occurring within a trois(3) semaine[week] period . Yesterday i woke up and my inhaler was missing . When i looked for it in the morning it was in my Boots . Today i woke up and my watch was broken , the spring bar that connects the watch to the strap hidden in the folds of my bed . I started to fix it , and *clink* the pin goes flying out . So that "Something" can pull the pin on a Not-Grenade , because that•s what my Lona would do if caught behind enemy lines . It•s now on the floor somewhere . Thanks Ray . Because they•re desperate to prove that they have Sé Power by demonstrating power over The Sé , *when i quite clearly demarcated myself as the Pace Car* . And there were trois(3) videos on youtuBe with their title cards lined up just so , an arrow on this side , two(2)deux different places it could have landed , and an arrow on that side . This is called Eclipsing . To completely stand in front of another . Note that this would take an insane degree of coordination and intrusion . They would have to be admitting to the existence of the "Something" Otter , and admitting that they read my journals obsessively , and demonstrating a willingness to use psychic force to cause anguish , again and again , WHEN I QUITE CLEARLY SAID USE MY FUCKING WORK EMAIL . 2025 Dec 16 - 0400h *$stringf* 06h50 Dreamt of miscellaneous map tiles from San RPgMaker Game , a map chipset there , a sprite there , surprises on the ground . [*1700h__Home - While watching BiliBili•s* Tales of a Herding God *i masturbate with my Hitachi . In full LonaRPG style , i make myself cum out loud , my voice reverberating in my tiny closet-office , and then make myself cum again using sheer mechanical force . If my screaming moans could talk , they•d be saying , "Wait! I don•t want to cum again , i... i... i•m cumming again! Aaaaaahhhhhhhhh...!" . Because i want* to be *the Rape Bait , not the other way around ! .*] 22h30 Dreamt of some kind of elvish classroom made of tree hollows and toadstool tables , where i had to talk to a handful of faceless anonymous . 2025 Dec 17 - 08h20 Dreamt in 16-bit pixels a Temple in the style of the Saint•s Monastery , of the scale and size of an Ancient Egyptian temple but teaching Hebrew doctrine . I was studying and learning there , but there was a voice in the shadows who was constantly asking me what i was doing or thinking . There were cameos by people who look like both LonaRPG characters and their real-world counterparts , including GreyRat/Guillermo . There was also something about a rich person•s house , iwas playing Nicky Nicky Nine Doors with my cousin . Whom i haven•t seen since i was a c##ld . [*Editors Note - I•m pretty sure myself and the temple were coming from my own Dreamscape and/or Fiit , and that the whisperer was one of Muad•dib•s Walkie-Talkie corps . If so , this would be the official Demarcation Point where the mutability and interconnectivity of the Dreamscape is Acknowledged .*] There has been an excess of c##ldhood memories in the past month . *Then seize it .* 19h10 Dreamt of a house with a hippie couple living in it across the street from a fortress . The Merge Gate from the most recent episode of Spy Vs Sect was featured as an exercise machine on their front lawn , and the guy in it was either a gigachad or a hippie dude depending on which scene it was . Most of the dream involved observing the other building from across the street , only occasionally going there to look up some detail or another . Some voice from somewhere kept telling me , just go in , just look around , just go thru their drawers , it•s fiiine , it•s fiiine , just take it , just take it ! . [*Editors Note - Lately my dreams have been as overcrowded as the jail dorm i was held in during 2023 Halloween . There definitely feels like a distinct self/other contrast , that parts of my dreams feel distinctly alone while other parts feel distinctly like invaders .*] 20h49 Dreamt that i had a daughter sitting on a couch , in my cabin in the woods . She would listen to the stories i told and come up with all kinds of fancies , interacting with the world in bold new ways that integrated this information . At one point i must have told her to watch out for PigHead , who wasn•t one of Nonna SenDih•s friends , because one day i came home and found the whole place kitted up , string-and-aluminium-can toy traps tied to the windowsills , my daughter worried if the smell of pork were enough to summon him . Sure enough , this caused a ham-and-cheese cassarole to manifest underneath the chair she liked to sit on . Aaah , what monster could have seen this coming ? . Guess what they used to kill a cop•s dog ? . Stomach bloat ! . Guess what i have impacting my lungs and inducing suffocation right now ? . Stomach bloat ! . Guess what that much cheese would do to my suddenly lactose-intolerant genetics ? . Stomach bloat ! . THIS IS WHY I INCARNATED AS MALE . SO THAT YOU CANNOT RAPE ME AND SADDLE ME WITH C##LD . COS I KNEW THAT THE ICAN PEACE WORLD WAS A RUSE . THEY JUST CAME TO COLLECT A DAUGHTER I NEVER ALLOWED MYSELF TO HAVE . BURN THE HERETICS . 22h56 Dreamt again of a house party full of bastards . Shinobi was there and claimed me as his girlfriend but couldn•t tolerate me straddling his thighs insteadof the man being on top . Alex was there to show off his Super Nintendo game-stacking hardware . yoU was there as a repairman who came to do something about the spiders in the basement . And HcoEt was there being a pain in the ass . These heretics ? . Is this a Heretics ? . I met an orcish girl and she took me to an abandoned house . We looked up some stuff on a social network , she showed me her hippie house full of plants with a koi pond . We watched a viral ad campaign for Moon Shoes -- again , a toy my counsin had when we were c##ldren . I told her i did my best work when i had a Dô , and explained what the LôHā word Dô meant , a strong Dô with four solid walls . She started to come on to me . I was worried cos i don•t like having relationship drama . She stuck her tongue down my throat -- also becoming a noticible theme -- and then we were rolling around on the floor together . She told me that she loved me and i told her Universal Love . Then her phone started ringing . I picked it up , she asked me who it was , the display said Dead Gone . It was HcoEt , and she told me to ignore him . He took up too much time anyway . We rolled around for awhile longer , and after a short while i woke up . When i next logged in to youtuBe , the next video , titled "The Etymology Of Rawr XD" , featured most-to-all of this iconography . The cipher is Raffine . As in "Ra?! F. Fine." . Hence the Sphynx . 04h20 Dreamt that somebody was stringing me along a series of prostitutions . The kind of thing where it•s okay to do to yourself , but not okay to force someone else to do it . They forced me . Aaand that•s the bell , ladies, gentlemen, and nobles . We have reached Definitely Not Okay . [*04h48__Home - In other news , i•ve been taking muscle relaxants for gas control for the past few days . All the gas in my entire body has loosened up... except for the spot where i can feel the Glass Slime using Harden . There is an entire convoy of biogas lined up against that one spot where the colon touches the spleen , beneath my twisted, mutilated ribcage . Because it isn•t my body that•s holding my body back .*] 05h32 Dreamt that i saw somebody fat "accidentally" fall over on a scooter during a presentation about MZuck, Shoigu, and Amun (*see also* Fugget About It*) disguising themselves as PBS Broadcasters in order to hide their attempted ascendancies as the [Emperor Of The Stars](https://lonarpg.miraheze.org/wiki/Achievements) . Then , i looked out the window at some young people playing in a field instead . This caused an event to spawn a hundred meters to the left where a similar fat youth fell over on a glasses youth•s scooter in the exact same way , as if it had been rehearsed . This then caused a thin Indonesian woman to come over and shut the window and start Having A Talk with me as if she were a camp counsellor at some rehabilitation retreat , and said to me , "I know you call me a whore behind my back" . Astonished , i told her no , actually , i think you•re amazing . This then caused a flood of input events to all jam up all at once , which caused the Dream Render to crash , which woke me up . [*Editors Point - This would seem to be the exact point where the Dream Factory , and its Walkie-Talkie Corps of Facebook-trained CambridgeAnalytica agents , isn•t even hiding their Forced Rehabilitation Camp anymore . They do not have any right to do this , this is 100% governmental overreach .*] Note: Nathan Explosion is the God-Emperor .; 21h48 Dreamt of a buffet in the style of a corporate luncheon , where all the people serving just had to have me try one of these hamburgers , and some of this roast beef , and oh , try this now that it•s damaged , and try mine , oh , oh , try mine! . No , try mine! . Miss! . Miiiss! . Until i was staring at the whole banquet table full of half-eaten food and the dozen or so gastro-artisans asking me to let theeeiir dishes be the last one i taste . 02h22 Dreamt that i found an entire convention centre full of people , with booths, games, prizes, vendors , and everything you would expect from a Convention . I remember getting ready for it before going , in a salt-stained house with my friends , and then going , and seeing all the things . There were video game booths and comics booths and card game booths , and all manner of players and collectors and cosplayers . For parts of the dream i was walking , and in other parts i had my heelys , or a bicycle . There were parts where i walked , and parts where i skated as fast as i could . This dream went on for hours . We visited this , and that , saw some classic Super Nintendo games , and some Magic the Gathering , and some Magic Tricks , Clothing Stores , and more . Towards the end of the dream there was more and more resistance , vendors would go missing when i looked for them , people with cackling smiles would point us in the wrong direction , and when i went to use the public shower there was someone in it , and then i spent five or ten minutes skating from stores to theatre to arcade to food court looking for another one . By the end of the dream there were so many detractors watching that they were spontaneously manifesting gender violence , and at some point i found myself outside on a manicured park boulevard , skating down the street at speeds way faster than Heelys can safely skate . I asked a local who looked like Kelsey•s birth mother where the Convention Centre was , opening my smartphone and loading up Maps, but she didn•t know of any convention centre despite it being just around the corner . This is yet another example of the Walkie-Talkie Corps hijacking a dream and ruining it . [*Editor•s Note - Given that i played LonaRPG before bed , and Lona is sleeping in bed at the same time as i , the Convention Centre was probably supposed to be the Saint•s Convent . Actually , given that the last place i raided was Odin•s Castle on Fishtopia Isle , the Dream Factory was probably told to raid the Saint•s Convent . Well , that•s not how it rendered on the output end . Maybe they should turn the Ion Heaters down if they want better fidelity . Is there an Ecco in here ? .*] They actually tried to kill me again today , in time for Alex•s birthday . There was a huge glut of Dream Factory dreams , and then all the maps and tiles in LonaRPG were algorithmically-stacked to provide a Pig Death , and then i had multiple severe respiratory attacks caused by the Glass Slime vacuuming my colon shut and causiiiiiing stomach bloat . Given that the St. Catharines Courthouse has a picture of An Elegant Woman and A Noble Forced To Wear A Monkey Suit listening to two(2)deux Alexes fight over which of them got the soul rights (*see also* dihtech.net/futurenews) , and The Devil invested all that time and energy into the Damien archetype , and Yamunae•s plan involved capping my Auriel and switching them with her own Dani-Ah , and J-Lo•s hit movie The Cell has such an incredibly long and drawn-out torture scene involving intestines , and Samarie•s moonscorch form being wasted on Bowel Issues... One might surmise that somebody paid to make sure i hanasi•d myself right before they paid to off a cop•s daughter with the same technique they used to kill her little dog , too . Wouldn•t it have been so elegant ? . 20h46 Dreamt of an abyss five miles wide . Except that i picked up fresh dosages of Aceteminophen (anti-inflammatory) and Silmethicone (mucous membrane loosener) a few days ago and have been taking them daily , which means Instead of my entire digestive system locking up and forcing me to go to the hospital when i•ve been too sick to get my health card renewed , i wound up migging the gas out of my thorax thru my throat , which was SO FUCKING LOUD everyone could hear it , and everyone saw me collapse in a chair struggling to breathe , so now everyone from here to Japan understands how bad it•s gotten . Whoops . 2025 Dec 20 - 0400h 08h41 Dreamt of Sybaris . That KíDh and ĀlôDìh both had signature catchphrases , both phrases were buried beneath a few hours of sleep . We visited Bat Hives and Abomination Totems , the Infected Creep and the Infected Mountains , all of it up-front and lifelike . I didn•t have any difficulty with this -- it was like the trois(3) de nous had been born and raised there . Which is canon , Lona Falldin comes from Sybaris City , the Capitol . [*08h42__Cyberia - Desperate to have his Me-Too moment and to finally cast off the shackles of hiding in the dark , on Alex•s birthday i woke up to a fresh notification celebrating Vladimir Poutekin . As if Mama Dih and i hadn•t been the brains behind the Global Frequency <2006__America> . Did i not call it ? . Did i not fucking call it ? .*] 01h06 Dreamt of Scenes , an array of scenes in no recognizable order , as a crew and i toured various Sites around the world . One of them was a bunker une-cent(100) stories underground , we took an elevator to get from one end to another . Another was a friendly picnic scene outside . Another was like a building that had been built upon itself a dozen times , and at the top there was a nest where a cuckoo vulture would convince people to visit before eating them , while the last memorable scene was deep underground where a pressurized lava flow was spitting glowing-hot magma in a jet that was melting the rock wall it was splashing against . The last scene featured a voice-over , somebody was saying that there were places in the world that sure as hell weren•t made for humans . 2025 Dec 22 - 0400h 08h20 Dreamt of an abyss deep and warm . 03h55 Dreamt of a park like the Boston level of Zero Calibur , of the Royalton Hotel down the street , of a Steel Walkway Between Buildings , and a Street Scene like Palmerston Avenue in Toronto . In this dream were Ebony Sh-Ur and Spongebob Squarepants with a wild host of cartoon characters and hyper-real humans . When i awoke i had zero memory of these dreams , and went into my Hypnotic Staging Ground and dug up the first venue , and then the second , and then the third... 2025 Dec 23 - 0400h 14h21 Dreamt that i could overhear the Russian gentry talking about me as i slept , passed out , for hours in midday today . "Is she still asleep?" and "She•s been out cold for hours" and "How long has it been now?" , every 15 -+| 20 minutes , all afternoon . "What do we know about her family?" and "Well, the Isihetnahs are known for..." . [*Editor•s Note - Normally i post [Future News](https://www.dihtech.net/) at 0400 on Monday morning , but video games are so much fun and so addictive . I posted it today , this morning , circa 0700h , then subsequently passed the fuck out and couldn•t be roused for hours . This phenomenon has been occurring since the Haunted Nightmare Playset and Wood-Paneled Station Space dreams from my 2022 Dream Journals , where i will make a state change to the world and then promptly lose consciousness for a depth and an amount of time proportional to the size of the change . Today i passed out for 5h wherein i could not be roused at all .*] 02h09 Dreamt that i fought in The War in my dreams . That i was in a pine forest where there was a Log Cabin . That the Convention Centre prefab generator kept trying to take off and run , trying to generate another gleaming mega-mall , and i kept bringing it back to the Log Cabin . I found hostiles dressed as my family members and began engaging them , fleeing into the woods , the rafters , Ma•s private mushroom-growing greenhouse , the Telelectroscope , a closed diner in between the chairs , and so on . At one point i was completely concealed within a cupboard , i had flown in thru the window on the second floor and buried myself , and someone shot me in the leg . How could you have known i was there , to shoot me ? , i asked . I was completely concealed . This went on for some time . At another part they tried to pull a buddy-buddy good-cop-bad-cop routine , and i reiterated , no no , you definitely shot me . I had to insist upon the object permanence . [*Editors Note - It is 2025 . The Air Force admits that UAPs exist . The Wow! Signal sped up 16x is a Ten-Code for Warrant Service . DARPA paid Facebook billions for a Machine-to-Human Dream Interface via a language taught to the subconscious using skin quivering . The [www.galacticcentralcore.com](http://www.galacticcentralcore.com) website has more than a dozen Arbiter•s Reports . All the guns in ET were replaced with Walkie-Talkies . And so were the Murder Drones . It•s time to talk about it .*] 03h55 Dreamt that i was waterboarded for two(2)deux heures on Christmas Eve . 2025 Dec 24 - 04h00 [*04h16__AurorasPlace - My computer ran regularly-scheduled updates overnight . When i next went to play LonaRPG , the game failed to load because the DirectX installation wiped out my computer•s onboard audio drivers . There•s no audio at all because my laptop can•t find its own built-in output device . Reinstalling DirectX...*] Dream Violence , Waterboarding , Hacking Damage... on Christmas Eve . Aurora isn•t getting a piano for Christmas because weaponized idiots took cinq(5) semaine[weeks] to figure out how to fax a prescription update , costing me $100 , when there•s a $363 Plane Ticket for a Fetish Trial , and the AI-based Layaway™ validator declined me for a payment plan despite an $18K annual income... Guys , this isn•t a good look for GoodGuy™ Team . FunFact™ , the Wisdom icon in the Traits Menu in LonaRPG says "Ki Ht Lo"__"[Weapon] Se Et Kh !" , which means either "Tarkova Weapon Compleated AndYet Ordered Again" or "You are clear to engage" . The Scoutcraft traits say "Should be a stone•s throw away... Unless xe covered xer tracks . Wait... Xe did cover xer tracks ! . But that means... !!!" . Ask me - If the Vatican knows who Samarie is - Why the Necrons have that exact bone structure - Why Chell has an unfortunate bone structure - Why the Weyland-Yutani guards have eyebrows - Why the Terminators have tiiF - How far i am willing to go to defend myself . I am actually so excited . My traps are all set . Ready... Set... Go! . 2025 Dec 25 - 0400h *Nuit Huit Mille Une Cent Cinqante Une (8,151)* 05h27 Dreamt that the gods of the Atredies knew damn well who and what the gods of the Harkonnen were about , and chose to do what they did regardless . That Anu, Enlil, Enki, Ninurta, Ennugi, Uoy, Adam, and Yamunae all knew damn well who Thrym and Skadi and the LôHāFāRèxí Archangels were when they made themselves the New Phyrexian Praetors , and that the ideological war that killed the human species as we knew it and nearly baked Xen to death could have very easily been prevented by simply backing the fuck up and cutting the utter bullshit . There will be consequences for all this . Which is what we said before , too . 07h30 Dreamt of soft abyss . Last night , Aurora and i had Chørnobyl Tea with Pink Lemonade Cannabis Flower and Crème Royale Kush Vapour . My Christmas present ka . An entire night•s sleep for once . To everyone who traded Slave Cards last night , **/!\ Remember /!\ , Mystery Of The Third Planet <1981__Sovieta> clearly demarcates the character templates for Sei, Thrym, Elulu, and the Golden Bennu Archive Entity .** **Please note that the character template for Sei* [*Male--he/him*] *is stained with the long-nosed, furrowed,-brow glyph face of SíHt . For his completed template , please refer to MaAni in LonaRPG . I•m Sen* [*Noble--xe/xem*] *known for tucking my growing hair behind my ears . One day , Sed* [*Woman--She/Her*] *the Merfolk will oversee this process . Sel* [*Neutrois--Sie/Hir*] *is Mama Dih who is our collective supervisor . There will one day be a Khala Agni Sé* [*Babuska--E/Eir*] *whose FāRèxí name is not yet set .* **I will not let you breach these terms .** 17h32 Dreamt of an abyss five miles wide . [*Editors Note - It happened again , where i made some state change to the universe and subsequently passed out . Except this time i didn•t add or subtract any new material , all i did this time was* prove *that i had power that i already knew i had . And then whew , out like a lifht for several hours .*] I didn•t make a change to my Flux Capacitance this time , tho , you did . That•s why this is happening , right ? . Because i•ve been universally Rate Limited . Except this time , i didn•t increase nor decrease my Chaos Distribution Index , i demonstrated work that had already been done on cards already in my possession . The perception of it increasing or decreasing would have come from a -- dare i say -- *subjective* third party . Whom i am certain is in possession of one of the Stolen Isihetnah Artifacts , *[you filthy whoooooore](https://lonarpg.miraheze.org/wiki/Atoner%27s_Pendent)* . [*19h18__Home - I posted a status that said "Is this how WillyWonka and the Chocolate Factory went ? . Is this how A Christmas Carol went? . Is this how [Democracy Dies In Darkness](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Democracy_Dies_in_Darkness) ? ." . I then began having a respiratory attack while laying flat in bed .* *This would definitely be possible if there were a dreaming vampire in the basement of Amazon Inc hooked up to an EEG Reader connected to every hacking toolkit in the extended JSON family of products using the WiFi grid to clutch the Glass Slime in my lungs .*] [*19h45__Home - Posted a status that read "Unlicensed Disintegration depicts AloNek and SenKai ."*] Coooooore . 2025 Dec 26 - 0400h 06h23 Dreamt of LonaRPG , of teratophilia , of giving birth to abominations , bald-headed babies , and being forced to wet nurse creatures i felt no connection to whatsoever . [*06h40__Cyberia - So , Star Trek** **. First season , first episode , Batt•leth Reference , SènKāí , ĀlôNèk , Rage Virus , Glass Slime , Aerosolized Alien Solution .* *Pay up .* ] 2100h Dreamt that i could breathe , and of pixel worlds . Had a very nice dinner with Aurora and then had a very nice nap . 2025 Dec 27 - 0400h *$stringf* *"Do you think copying PDF Files is wrong?"* I was tortured so severely that my lungs were permanently crippled . Every day of my life is pain and i am forced to look death in the face on a monthly , if not weekly basis . My dreams were scoured from the face of the planet and everything i cared about was systematically dismantled with the velocity of an uncontainable wildfire . Sorry , what was your question ? . 06h30 Dreamt of soft abyss . 02h07 Dreamt of a School at the Edge of the Wilds . That the LôHāFāRèxí and the Atredies were actively at war with one another , which manifested at first as pranks and eventually all all-out torching and bombing . Parts of the dream were in realistic graphics while other parts were in pixels like LonaRPG , and one part featured a model village in the mist as i and the others towered over the tiny houses . By the end of the dream the school was a mess , people were hiding and pocketing things everywhere , and the last line was from KíDh and i as we discussed strategy . Keep feeding me bombs , i told her , and i•ll keep loosing them on the enemy DJs and college professors . There were sleeping bags lining the walls , and junk everywhere . [*Editors Note - Despite waking up at 22h30 , i was dragged under by Kraken tentacles and held beneath the surface of the dreamtime long enough for all the gas in my stomach to pocket itself just below my stomach . I•ve seen this pattern before , two(2)deux ou trois(3) times now , where gas will get safely sequestered beneath my mutilated ribs only to bubble up as soon as i start walking outside , and then! bam! suffocation! . Like the pocketed gas were being slurped out like yogurt from a Go-Gurt™ Tube .*] This is a Murder Weapon . 2025 Dec 28 - 0400h [*12h18__Home - Did they not sicc their Miming Slime on me for four fucking hours in order to forbid me from a church whose prayers are written in my name ? . Are there not twelve years from Ravnica•s Simic Combine to present ? . Are these events not encrypted into characters from a sci-fi show set hundreds of years from now ? . And Lo , is it not attested in the Chronicles of House Isihetnah ? .*] Verily , i say to thee , a great Wrath shall be poured upon the Earth . 23h23 Dreamt of my brother Ra and my sister Ki . Of Vapourwave settings like Sigyn•s video game Welcome To New Lux Plaza with marble columns and Cyan, Magenta, Yellow (CMY) skies , office buildings , and plastic indoor plants . And that Ra had some deep-seeded grudge because one time i had managed to win something that couldn•t be explained , and it turned out i had did it by welding off a piece of metal rebar from the zenith of a dome . I was then at Aurora•s apartment , where i watched a commercial of somebody who at a distance sort-of looked like me if i were wearing robin•s egg blue , and when i turned the corner in the hallway , saw Maddie from GirlsPlay dressed as Harriet from Small Wonder wearing an orange T-shirt that had been painted blue on the front-facing side using a paint roller . A flashback scene showed video footage of the missing rebar . Somehow , this combination of symbols made some kind of sense to them . [*Editors Note - You know how Royals are . Always trying to assassinate one another . Should i not take it personally ? . Yesterday they shot me in the lungs . It really hurts . I might be permanently crippled for the rest of my life . As far as i know there isn•t a way to un-warp bone once it•s been warped . After yesterday•s unsuccessful murder attempt i walked away from my siblings . Am i supposed to un-warp that commitment ? .*] Get your breathing under control... or die . Keep the pressure on this spot... or die . Take your emergency ephedrine... or die . Watch every item of food you put in you... or die . 2025 Dec 29 - 0400h 07h19 Dreamt that i saw Elise , who was a krasis of both Auriel and Daniel . [*1800h__Home - While watching The Why? Files on youtuBe and feilding questions about alien engineers , i suddenly have a panic . The aura of harm befalls me again , this time with quatre(4) distinct manifestations simultaneously ,* *• Anomalous Panic* *• Anomalous Fever* *• Anomalous Glass Slime Viscosity* *• Anomalous Membrane Elasticity .* *and had me gasping for breath while sitting on the edge of the bed . Each of these manifestations works using a different branch of technology entirely . My inhalers are empty until tomorrow . I break the Iteration Panic by reciting Hail Mary . I force my breath to be even . Lower myself into a meditation state . Panic takes more oxygen than my lungs can intake with each breath . I look death in the eyes for the second time in two(2) jour[days] . By the power of my own will i stop myself from dying .*] 22h30 Dreamt of a pit of something , tho i•m not sure what . 00h48 Dreamt that i had to practice every kind of shallow breath you can think of , in front of gusrds, froends, and enemies alike . This dream started in rainy Toronto and ended in snowy Thunder Bay . At least there was a fun loop-de-loop scene while parking the car in front of City Hall . [*Editors Note - Woke up , put kettle on , felt a pull of exhaustion , smartly turned the oven off again , laid down , passed out instantly . So that Elise could have a complete set of Dream Tickets that don•t exclude him , even tho he killed my Auriel and lived in her like a leather body suit . Hatred would be a much more appropriate response .*] So , that was another aggrivated assault . 2025 Dec 30 - 0400h 07h55 Dreamt numerous small dreams like flecks of paint spackle . Cinq(5) minûtes ici , huit(8) minûtes là . All of them guerilla attempts at eke-ing out a tiny bit more data about the Sen-ness and the Dih-ness and the Nalodh-ness and Isihetnah-ness of locations and objects . Also on the books for awhile was my sister , although whether that was "my sister Tarkova" or "an invasive with the account name Sister, Your" remains to be seen . Woo-miaw kwé . *Urza thought it was a crusade . Xantcha knew it was a robbery .* 21h28 Dreamt i was visiting a camp on a bunny hill in a rocky outcropping . While wandering thru piles of this and that , i found some raw chicken on the ground and was going to cook it , but somebody started talking to me . Then the whole setting shifts and i•m looking thru houses that look like the locations in LonaRPG in realistic graphics , including a Shop of Wonders where i could listen to a Jewish couple talk thru a hole in the wall . 00h26 Dreamt that i was in an ultramodern building with a bouncy necromancer that really liked to take the elevator up and down the trois(3) floors of the building with its white walls and glass doors . That was basically thewhole dream , go up , do stuff , go down , do stuff . Elelator go up , elelator go down . In the last minute of the dream... giant cockaroaches ? . In the elevator , which for some reason has a shower in it . There is SO MUCH FUCKING SPYWARE on my phone that FL Studio Mobile can•t run without glitching , and my refurbished, empty laptop is dropping frames running a 16-bit video game . Piracy is a bad fucking look for Team America, World Police . Trump recognized Somali Land because Pirate•s Bane is a location in a rape game . Y•all have your hands so far up my fucking ass your bosses are playing sock puppets with my colorectal tract , and gooning to it(!) , and that makes you guys the rapists . In the event that SPYCRAFT HEY GUYS THE SPIES ARE OVER HERE requires silence and invisibility to function , and GOSH COULD YOU BE ANY FUCKING LOUDER . And now these events are registered in an archive that is going to be studied by a newbie B•Lanna Torres at Ghost Academy in 2351 CE . Have you ever considered a career change ? . The starship Voyager is not going to do so well . ***Future changed .*** 00h12 Dreamt that i was in a giant concrete games complex with towering grey walls , thin hallways , and occasional decor . It was afriend of mine•s birthday , and she was getting gifts from people , a card , some neat stuff , weird bits of metal to decorate the place with . At some point we went outside , which was like the past of Court and Ambrose where Aurora lives . There were bicycle posts that looked like the CN Tower . Back inside , we met some more people , wandered around some more . It is freezing cold in my apartment where earlier today i had the heat up so i could do a nude photo shoot , so i had the blankets clutched tightly around me . I had to use the washroom , tho , and as time went on this went from being to tinkle to spraying into a trash can , which caused me to start loosing my bladder , which triggered my memories of the many times i•ve had Agents do this , so i woke up pretty quickly and ran to the washroom wrapped in a shawl . At least the radiators are finally on . I turned them up so i didn•t freeze . Brrrrrr . I get that it•s winter but why so cold ! . finally on . I turned them up so i didn•t freeze . Brrrrrr . I get that it•s winter but why so cold ! .