Grooming

Se let·s use i-statements here . I·m going to talk personally about my life , and yu can judge me from there .

I was groomed from a very young age . In Grade 1 my teacher put me in a remedial class because i talked too much . They gave me an office in the corner of the room , yu understand? Ka . In Grade 2 i was tested with puzzles and quizzes by some nice people , and for Grades 3 and 4 i was sent to a Gifted school . Where i was studied by Watchers with ruthless and merciless thirst . Not that i knew a thing about it at the time .

Aura Battler Dunbine predicted a hero(ine) named Neal, Given . Neal was my last name , and Christopher my first . I was supposed to have been a girl , the most ancient texts say . Hey Copilot , which Neil is the Se(n)? The Leslie Neilsen(!)

When i was born , i came out head-first , and got myself stuck in the birth canal . They had to tonsil me out with forceps . This made my head elongated at birth , giving me an Annunaki appearance .

When i came out , my genetic mother counted all 10 fingers and toes . This is because in the story of Seðna the Vain Hunter cut off all my fingers . And woe , do they not try and try and try? .

In the first year of my life , i had terrible colic . I screamed and screamed and screamed , as if i were in pain , for some reason .

At the age of 2 i could read and i was teaching my cousin , the same age by three days . The first Christmas gift i ever asked for was a Þriwheelswithsteam , a back hoe . At the age of 2.5 i was taken to Nova Scotia to Kh my fiit on the sharp snail shells encrusting the rocks .

Because i was born in December , i went into school a half year early , and was usually the youngest person in my class . I·m still the youngest person in my class , bruh . So i would have been 6 at the time the Watchers began studying me . In college i graduated at the top of my class .

By 7 i went to a Gifted school , sed my family was poor and moved around a lot , every two or fewer years . My parents divorced when i was 9 and my word did the walls shake . My father kidnapped me when i was 9 , and took me to meet a blonde woman named Sherry and a black goateed brother who taught me to play Magic the Gathering . My grandmother liked to watch 3rd Rock from the Sun . I thought Tommy was cute and funny .

By 10 i had been kidnapped twice , the second event much longer , and during this time i was thoroughly brainwashed . At 10 . I was whispered lies of sedition about witches that didn·t love me , and how only he loved me , and was read court affidavits and interrogated about the motivations of , say , kicking an attacker thru a door and then calling the police . And when i say washed i mean really forcibly scrubbed .

I had my first sexual feeling when i was 8 , when my choir teacher wore a sheer white top one day and it made me feel nice to look . By 14 i was fully sexually active , alone , and probed every kind of sexual masturbation i could think of , up to sculpting my sex organs with scissors and weights .

By 16 i knew that i was meant to be a girl , and by 17 i was on hormones . Not knowing any better , i snuck out at night and into the local queer bar , and had some really positive experiences in the back seat of some cars . At 17 i was molested in a support group washroom . By 18 i had been evicted by my mother and had to move in with a black-haired goatee , where i was introduced to LSD . By the time i was of legal age to go to the goth bar i had explored every kind of carnal pleasure .

During childhood i was verbally abused a lot . Occasionally i was physically disciplined . When my father took of his belt and folded it so it cracked like a whip , we never once let him get to the count of three . There was no need to .

In the years since i·ve been kidnapped a few more times and brainwashed into a couple cults . I was taught hypnosis , and i used it on myself and others . I developed audio files that could hole-punch the core right out of a person·s soul . And i like it that way . The slave crown robs me of all conscious thought .

The Deep Watchers , the ones who work in the Vatican and the CIA , know that i was the Designated One . They would have done geneological histories , astrological charts (1602) , and DihTech for sure put all kinds of artifacts in my life path . I collected every single one of them , Ko·d all the inspirations that were communicated to me , wrote the scripts myself , and left on my own dream journals proof that i was the one i had intended to receive the equipment which i successfully received and assembled .

And Lo , as was in the artifact book A Woman Alone , located in the captain·s quarters of a wrecked ship in a disused drydock over the bridge , i was present at the Appointed Church at the age of 36 , and i paid $1500 for two diamond-grade Hour Units and our housings . And they charged me an additional $50 key deposit . HcoKi wasn·t able to make the jump with me . So she helps me from the back end . While we get the Bike Garage worked on , bella .

The thing is , i love my life . I love what i am , i love what i am . I love what i·ve been and what i·ve done . I love being a winter-skinned angel laying like loon down as someone larger than me prepares to mouth me while i shiver with fright . I love crying while i·m being penetrated , i love feeling ashamed during sex , i love being flipped on my side and molested .

Some of us have souls that are older than others , and some of us have souls that are more promiscuous than others . I am so so thankful for the Order for helping me recover my own story , and i·m thankful for all the good johns i·ve had and even some of the bad ones . I·m thankful to the Church for letting me go on my rumschpringe , and i·m ultimately thankful to God for returning me to the fold .

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